I don't know where this came from but it came form somewhere! Nutty
Disclaimer: The creative genius of Joss and David own Angel, Buffy and Cordelia. So don't sue cos i have no money until someone sits up and takes notice of my work, then gives me large amounts of dosh.
Summary: Buffys After thoughts as Angel walks away in the Yoko Factor.
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Walking Away - A Buffy PoV
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I can't believe this, i'm watching Angels back walking away from me again. This time i can't blame him, i can only blame myself. I know all i have to do is to call out and and ask him to stay. If i ask him to stay then he'll turn around and walk back to me, into my arms, because i asked him to. I can't even believe he's here after what he said to me i can't believe he came back to try and sort things out when he could have stayed in LA with Faith and Wesley but he came here. He smiled at me, we were smiling and joking, laughing, i've never seen him laugh, but it sounded good. His face glows even in the corridor, he seems happy, he's not the brooding, self-loathing Vampire i feel in love with. He's almost like a Human.
God i was so selfish and mean to him. He didn't hurt me, i hurt him. I must of killed him, if he wasn't already dead, when i told him about Riley, slapped him in the face, all the things i said to him. I went in all guns blazing, looking for revenge, convincing myself that i was doing this to protect Angel. All he was trying to do was rescue a lost soul, if you can call that bitch that. That's his job just like it's my job to kill demons and stop all hell breaking through. I can still see his face, all twisted in hurt and pain as i told him in the police station about the new man i my life. I lied to him, you know, i didn't mean what i said about not being able to trust him; I trusted him with my life.
When i was alittle girl and my parents were still together, all i asked was that i would meet Prince Charming and fall hopelessly in love. But i met and fell in love with two different princes. One too many. I love Angel from the bottom of my heart and nothing i will ever have with anyone else in my short life will even come close because i don't want it to. I love Riley so much because i can depend on him, he loves me back and because he isn't Angel, i love him. Does that make sense? Lifes a bitch! I slay, i fall in love, he turns evil, he leaves then i fall in love again...What next? Will he leave too because he feels he can't give me what i deserve?
What about Riley? Forrest said that i was his first girlfriend. I was his first just like Angel was mine...There i go again conparing Riley to Angel. I suppose i always will; probably because i will always want Angel.
I walk towards my dorm to deal with my lover, resting my hand lightly on the door handle, comforted by it's cold touch. I turn to look down the hallway, to shout 'Please Stay With Me!' but it's too late. His stealth, black-clad body has merged with the shadows, back to his own world again. I world where i no longer belong. I can feel my freshly healed heart, break again, but i'm the Slayer right? I heal fast!
I open the door and he's stuck to his word, Riley hasn't moved a muscle. He still has that pissed look on his face, i guess he has a right to be. I guess i have to explain then.
"Riley..."
*************************************************************************************************There's an Angel PoV in Chapter 2
Disclaimer: The creative genius of Joss and David own Angel, Buffy and Cordelia. So don't sue cos i have no money until someone sits up and takes notice of my work, then gives me large amounts of dosh.
Summary: Buffys After thoughts as Angel walks away in the Yoko Factor.
************************************************************************************************
Walking Away - A Buffy PoV
`````````````````````
I can't believe this, i'm watching Angels back walking away from me again. This time i can't blame him, i can only blame myself. I know all i have to do is to call out and and ask him to stay. If i ask him to stay then he'll turn around and walk back to me, into my arms, because i asked him to. I can't even believe he's here after what he said to me i can't believe he came back to try and sort things out when he could have stayed in LA with Faith and Wesley but he came here. He smiled at me, we were smiling and joking, laughing, i've never seen him laugh, but it sounded good. His face glows even in the corridor, he seems happy, he's not the brooding, self-loathing Vampire i feel in love with. He's almost like a Human.
God i was so selfish and mean to him. He didn't hurt me, i hurt him. I must of killed him, if he wasn't already dead, when i told him about Riley, slapped him in the face, all the things i said to him. I went in all guns blazing, looking for revenge, convincing myself that i was doing this to protect Angel. All he was trying to do was rescue a lost soul, if you can call that bitch that. That's his job just like it's my job to kill demons and stop all hell breaking through. I can still see his face, all twisted in hurt and pain as i told him in the police station about the new man i my life. I lied to him, you know, i didn't mean what i said about not being able to trust him; I trusted him with my life.
When i was alittle girl and my parents were still together, all i asked was that i would meet Prince Charming and fall hopelessly in love. But i met and fell in love with two different princes. One too many. I love Angel from the bottom of my heart and nothing i will ever have with anyone else in my short life will even come close because i don't want it to. I love Riley so much because i can depend on him, he loves me back and because he isn't Angel, i love him. Does that make sense? Lifes a bitch! I slay, i fall in love, he turns evil, he leaves then i fall in love again...What next? Will he leave too because he feels he can't give me what i deserve?
What about Riley? Forrest said that i was his first girlfriend. I was his first just like Angel was mine...There i go again conparing Riley to Angel. I suppose i always will; probably because i will always want Angel.
I walk towards my dorm to deal with my lover, resting my hand lightly on the door handle, comforted by it's cold touch. I turn to look down the hallway, to shout 'Please Stay With Me!' but it's too late. His stealth, black-clad body has merged with the shadows, back to his own world again. I world where i no longer belong. I can feel my freshly healed heart, break again, but i'm the Slayer right? I heal fast!
I open the door and he's stuck to his word, Riley hasn't moved a muscle. He still has that pissed look on his face, i guess he has a right to be. I guess i have to explain then.
"Riley..."
*************************************************************************************************There's an Angel PoV in Chapter 2