I do not own Gundam Wing. THERE!! HAPPY NOW????

I never thought I'd die alone

I'm lying now, bloody, mission failure…




I laughed the loudest, who'd have known?

That was years and years ago.. Before Dr. J and Odin.




I traced the cord back to the wall

My eyes wandered.



No wonder it was never plugged in at all

My laptop…




I took my time, I hurried up

I'm gonna go soon. To Hell…



The choice was mine, I didn't think enough

To careless.. Explosives too close..



I'm too depresed to go on, you'll be sorry when I'm gone

Trowa…



I never conqured, rarely came

Just fought in the body of a heartless soldier.



16 just held such better days

So long ago and so far away..



Days when I still felt alive

When you were with me..



We couldn't wait to get outside

Outside of the prison I was in.



The world was watching

I didn't care.




Hate to try

And don't wanna.



The tour was over we'd surivied

You and I together.



I couldn't wait till I got home

The world was so different than I knew.



To pass the time in my room alone

The war is gone.



I never thought I'd die alone

You aren't here for me…




Another six months, I'll be unknown

Even to you.



Give all my things to all my friends

Duo, Quatre, Wufei, and you.



You'll never step foot in my room again

I want to be on my own.



You'll close it off, board it up

And let me be alone.



Remember the time that I spilled the cup

I can



Of apple juice in the hall

My feelings went with it.



Please tell mom this is not her fault

She's gone now..



I never conqured, rarely came

Just fought in the mind of a heartless soldier.



16 just held such better days

Not now, though. You aren't here.



Days when I still felt alive

I wasn't alone.



We couldn't wait to get outside

Outside of these horrid walls.



The world was watching

But I don't care.



Hate to try

I wanted to give up.




The tour was over we'd surivied

For how long?



I couldn't wait till I got home

To get away from the world I don't want to know…




To pass the time in my room alone

With only myself.




I never conqured, rarely came

Just fought in the image of a battered shadow.




Tomorrow holds such better days

Second chance?



Days when I can still feel alive

Trowa, be there this time?



When I can't wait to get outside

Out of my screaming skull.



The world is watching

You don't care either.




The time goes by

It might get better.



The tour is over I'd surivied

Second chance?



I can't wait till I get home

No.




To pass the time in my room alone

Gone.



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Sorry if it sucked! That was my first attempt at a song-fic.