It Was My Youth: Chapter Twelve
The Best That You Can
Do
(A Continuation of Seishuun
Dattene...)
Chapter Twelve
Good Lord, it's cold.
Joe Kido felt the icy water
seep through the threading in his thin dress socks. The tiny,
smooth rocks began to move against each other as he slowly began
to tread down the shallow stream. He denied every temptation that
came to just give up and go home. The chilly wind slowly blew,
and shivers crept down his neck and arms.
He kept his eyes on the stream,
scanning the bottom for any trace of irregularity in the pattern
of stones. He sloppily rolled up his shirt's sleeves to his elbows.
His coat was neatly folded at the bank of the stream, his shoes
set next to it.
If outside, one could hear a
quiet disturbance in the water's flow as Joe got on his hands
and knees to feel around for the bracelet he impulsively threw
in just moments earlier. The heat of his anger was gone-as well
as any other heat, for that matter, the water was soaking his
pants and was beginning to seep through to his skin. All he could
feel now was regret.
It didn't matter if he was right
or wrong anymore. He wasn't even sure why he was in this ridiculous
position, soaking-and possibly ruining-an expensive designer suit
to find a silly bracelet (which was also expensive, he had to
add in this thoughts) for which he didn't know why he got it in
the first place.
He wasn't being himself anymore.
Since when did Joe Kido become spontaneous? Since when did he
ever keep a secret? Since when did he ever want to be alone with
anyone?
Joe held up the bottom of his
silk tie, tipped in the stream water. He sighed, and thought out
loud, "And since when did I become such a big spender?"
He hopelessly dropped the tie, and went back to his search. He
held his breath, and squeezed his eyes shut as he plunged his
hands back into the water.
He could hear his teeth chattering
over the splashes of water. He began to worry for Mimi's safety.
The idea of her alone on the dangerous streets of New York City
made his heart sink. An angry Mimi on the streets was even worse-her
hot temper gave her a false sense of security, a feeling of invincibility.
The fact that he was the cause
of this entire scenario strengthened his drive to find the bracelet.
He crawled forward in the stream, his face flushed, but his breath
forming clouds in front of him. He felt something catch on his
middle right finger, and he froze. He acted fast, and made sure
that he had a good hold of the chain. He pulled his closed fist
out of the water, and smiled when he saw the bracelet hanging
off of his fingers. With great care, he pulled his arms close
to his chest, and clumsily got up from his groveling position.
With lacking grace, he trudged out of the shallow water, and heard
his footsteps squish beneath the pressure.
His teeth were now chattering
loudly, and his entire body violently shook. Water dripped down
his arms, lightly dampening his sleeves.
He stepped into his shoes and
didn't release his hold on the bracelet as he carefully slipped
his coat back on.
He ignored the stares given
to him by the other diners as he re-entered the dining room. Some
didn't even look up, and the waiters remained aloof and unwavering.
Joe approached his table, and
saw the food already packing in styrofoam boxes, with the check
resting discreetly next to it.
It appears that I'm not the
first one to have a rough evening here...Joe found himself amused at the promptness of
the service the Steel Drum had. He pulled out the cash to pay
for the bill, and took the carry-out, which was put in plastic
bags.
For some odd reason, the knowledge
of that fact made Joe feel a little better.
Mimi Tachikawa sniffed, and
tugged her shawl closer around her bare shoulders. Her nose was
beginning to run after she dried the tears in her eyes, and she
used the back of her hand to wipe it.
She ceased her angry pacing
down the New York City sidewalks, and dug in her purse for a tissue.
She usually hated using them, in fear of messing up her makeup.
But she was cold, and hungry...she
didn't want to add sniffly to her list of offenses.
She pulled out a tissue, and
blowed her nose. The streets were well-lit,and they were relatively
empty in comparison to the usual crowds that filled them during
the weekends.
She put her dirty tissue back
in her purse, and continued walking.
What day is it...? I don't remember anymore. Mimi
looked in the windows of the stores she passed. She noticed an
antique clock reading 10:30. Wednesday? Well, almost Thursday,
actually...She looked away from the clock, and began to walk
again.
She went into a small deli,
to get out of the cold. The smell of yeast invaded her nostrils,
and she sat down on the stool at the bar.
"A little over-dressed
for your usual sandwich run, don'tcha think?" an elderly
man behind the bar set down a napkin to her right, and poured
her a glass of water.
Mimi looked up, and cracked
a smile. "M'taking a dinner detour."
The tender nodded with a silent
understanding, and pulled out a menu for her to look at. "Well,
it's not four-star, but the reuben here is mighty addictive."
Mimi looked at the one-sided
menu. "I'll just have a roast turkey club, no mustard, light
mayo, no pickle."
"Swiss or cheddar?"
"Havarti."
The tender whistled, raising
his eyebrows. "Whatever you say, missy."
"And a cup of hot chocolate
would be great." Mimi set the menu down, and pickedup her
water.
"If you need anything else,
let me know." the tender turned away from her to go make
her order.
Wednesday...Mimi held her glass, and stared down
into it. Joe had a test tomorrow...what was he thinking?
The hot chocolate was set below
her nose, and her thoughts were interrupted. She looked up in
a start.
"Sorry about that."
the man turned back around. "Didn't mean to scare you."
Mimi shook her head. "My
mind's somewhere else." She watched him make the sandwich.
"What'st he fastest way to get to the Lincoln Heights apartment
complex from here?"
"Take a cab to Prue and
Main, then it's only a walk from there." the man set Mimi's
sandwich in front of her, and stepped back. "I'll call a
cab for you, it's hard getting one over here this late."
Mimi nodded, and picked up her
sandwich. "I'd appreciate it. Thank you."
What would Joe do now? He wasn't
as predictable as he used to be. She realized that Joe had a dangerously
silent temper, but it seemed to have gotten hypersensitive lately.
And she didn't like it. Why
should she have to walk on eggshells whenever around him? It's
not her fault if he was in one of his moods.
But would he come back to the
apartment? He didn't really have anywhere else to go. He'd have
to come back.
She finished her sandwich a
lot quicker than she thought. Conveniently, the cab was waiting
for her outside.
After paying the tender, she
gathered her things, and headed back to the apartment complex
before the temperature dropped even further.
Her anger had been long-cooled
by now. She sat in the courtyard at the apartment's entrance,
and watched the locals stroll by at a relaxing pace found only
in the late hours of a New York City day. She no longer noticed
how cold she was. She was absorbed in her self-reflection. She
was more scared, than anything. Not scared that Joe would do
anything to her...but more of what he wouldn't do.
Mimi then began to wonder if
Joe already got back. Perhaps he stayed for the meal? She began
to feel sorry for him, leaving him there with two expensive meals...
Then a dreadful thought passed
through her mind...what if he didn't come back? His place left
tomorrow, what if he left for th airport after he ate?
She watched a taxi cab speed
by the corner, splashing a puddle on a young woman and her date.
She merely blinked as she watched them grab onto each other, taking
in the shock of falling victim to a fairly-common New York incident.
They looked to each other, and laughed.
I still don't envy you...Mimi thought to herself as she watched
the companions walk past, unfazed. I know one day, I'll have
lived a love story to trump all of the ones this world has to
offer. She looked to her lap, and tears began to blur her
vision. I've just gotta stop thinking of myself all the time...She
rested her hand on the bench's seat, and felt something fall against
it. Blinking her tears back, she turned to look at her hand, and
saw the tiny white otter plush. It had fallen over to her hand,
and was now face-down.
Mimi stared at it, her face
blank. Her mind was like a broken television. It was fuzzy, and
full of static.
Joe walked around the corner
of the bench, and sat down next to her. He set one plastic bag
down on the pavement, and put another on his lap.
Mimi looked up to him, her facial
expression loose, and plain. Her mouth gaped open a bit as she
watched Joe untie the bag on his lap.
There was silence between them
as Joe set a styrofoam carton on her lap, and then pulled the
plastic bag further down to pull out the other styrofoam carton.
After setting it on his own lap, he dug further into the bag,
and pulled out two plastic forks. He held one out to Mimi, and
waiting for her to take it.
Hesitantly, she took the fork
Joe offered, and looked down at the bright white carton on her
lap.
Joe already had his carton open,
and was about to scoop up a forkful of mango creme brulee. He
looked up to Mimi, who still shamefully looked at her carton.
He lightly tapped the top of her carton with his fork. "It's
going to get cold."
Mimi kept her eyes lowered,
and opened the carton to see her own serving of mango creme brulee.
"But, why...?" Mimi
looked up to him. "Joe, you didn't have to do this."
Joe had his eyes fixed on his
creme brulee, and was lightly picking at it with his fork. His
mouth was a slight frown, and he put a large bite of the tart
and custard into it. "Well..." With a full mouth, he
looked up and watched the cars. With almost an obnoxious bluntness,
he replied very lightly, "S'because I love you."
Mimi's eyes widened, and she
jerked her head up. "Excuse me?"
Joe had to put some effort into
swallowing his large bite, and he began to laugh. "C'mon
Mimi, what's the big deal? You're acting all surprised or something."
Mimi took the otter, and fwapped
Joe upside the head with it. "Don't use that phrase so lightly,
you tease!"
Joe winced, and looked up from
his dessert.
"Here I was waiting here
for you to get home, regretting everything that happened, and
now you've got to make me feel guilty and rub it all in!"
Mimi glared down at the dessert.
Joe reached over, and innocently
began to pick up Mimi's take-out carton. "You want me to
take back the dessert?"
Mimi angrily blushed, and with
both hands, yanked the carton out of Joe's grasp. "NO, I
don't mean the dessert!"
The noises from the street then
dominated their conversation. They both looked at their halfway-gone
desserts.
"D'you want the rest of
mine?" Joe asked, offering his carton.
"No, it's not that good."
Mimi quietly replied.
Joe smiled, a bit relieved.
"So I'm not the only one who thought so."
Mimi smiled back, and looked
up. "Some places in New York are nothing but hype, y'know?"
"There's places like that
everywhere." Joe closed his carton, and set it on the cement.
"Yeah. If we wanna have
real good Cuban food, we should go down to Florida."
Mimi set her fork down, and picked up the otter. "But we
can't, `cause you're leaving tomorrow."
"Yup." Joe replied.
"Why?"
"Because I'll miss out
on too much school." Joe rubbed his cold nose vacantly.
"No."
Joe looked to Mimi.
"I didn't mean just that."
Mimi fiddled with the plush toy. "I mean...y'know..."
Joe rose his eyebrows. "I
do?"
Mimi rolled her eyes, and shifted
her position so that she was facing Joe on the bench. "Everything!"
"Oh, that clarifies
things."
Mimi angrily blushed. Shaking
the otter at him, she frowned. "This entire getting mad at
me, then not showing up, then following me to America sha-ding
that you pulled here. That, and you bought an Armani-look-alike
suit to take me out to a swanky restaurant that--you've always
been a stiff ol' tightwad!"
Joe blinked at this, and tried
to sputter out an answer.
"I tell you what, you better not
be gay or something, `cause if you are, I'm gonna beat the tar
outta you for doing this to me, `cause just about all of
the guys that I like wind up bein' gay or married or too old or
something like that, so I always get the short end of it all.
Now I know that you're not married, and you're certainly
not too old to be any threat to my Daddy, but all of a sudden
you're getting all frivolous and emotional, like a hair-dresser
or something--"
"Mimi, look at me."
Joe said in the middle of her babbling.
Mimi had a distraught look on
her face, and she gave him a quick glance at his command, but
quickly lowered her eyes back as she continued. "And if you
are, I better be the first one you're telling, `cause I'll never
forgive the others for letting me get this involved without telling
me anything--"
Joe took his hands, and framed
them around Mimi's cheeks. "Look at me." He again
commanded, and forced her to lift her face up to him again.
Mimi had an embarassed blush
on her face, and her lips and nose had gotten red in the cold.
Joe held her face tightly, and
he looked her straight in the eye over the rim of his glasses.
"Mimi."
Mimi nervously blinked in reply.
"You--are one of my best
friends." Joe thoughtfully spoke. "I will never lead
you astray. And I don't know how to explain the change you've
noticed--only that it's you who caused it."
Mimi rested her hands over his,
to keep them warm. "Really? I'm sorry."
"You don't have to be."
"But I don't want you to
change for me."
Joe's hold on Mimi's face loosened,
and his confident expression vanished into one of surprise.
"Did you think that's what
this was? Some way to change you?" Mimi gently smiled, and
shook her head. "Never did the idea of changing you cross
my mind!"
Joe pulled back a bit, but Mimi
still held his hands to her face. "But last week in the tea
shoppe, you said you didn't envy my predictable lifestyle."
"But, Joe! I wouldn't want
that for me! That doesn't mean I didn't like it for you!"
Mimi laughed.
Joe scooted forward, closer
to her again. "So you're saying you like me predictable."
"Not predictable! What
you have is your reliability, Joe! That trait I admire so much
is still so obvious in you!"
Joe had a look of puzzlement
on his face, and he stood suddenly.
Mimi leaned forward on the bench,
and watched Joe favor his weight on his right foot. He folded
his arms, and lowered his head.
"Well, I don't know."
"Hmm?" Mimi straightened
up, as though snapping to attention.
Joe turned around, a comedic
look of perplexion in his eyes. His mouth was a huge frown, and
he scratched the back of his head nervously.
Mimi watched him pass by the
bench, and head toward the apartment's entrance. "W-wait!"
She gathered up the cartons, bag, and plush otter before following
after Joe.
They entered the complex together,
and Mimi persisted, "Joe, is that it?"
"I'm too tired to figure
all of this out tonight." Joe's eyes were beginning to drop
as he pushed the elevator button.
Mimi studied Joe's face. The
shadows beneath his eyes proved his fatigue. She held the otter
in one hand, and the plastic bags in the other. She stared at
the otter toy, and waited for the elevator to open. "Were
you sleeping on the couch?"
"Yeah."
"New York hotels are expensive."
"I've been told."
The door opened to an empty
elevator, and they both entered on opposite sides.
The door shut, and Joe hit the
sixth floor button.
Mimi leaned on the wall of the
elevator, and looked across to Joe. He slouched on the armrest,
his hands back in his pockets. She squinted, and saw the uneven
tint on the bottom of Joe's tie. Her eyes fell to his feet, and
saw the stains on the hem of his pant legs.
Joe blinked, and stopped slouching
when Mimi walked straight across the elevator car, stopping in
front of him.
"What?" he asked as
she studied him closer.
"You smell horrible."
Mimi took Joe's tie, and smelled it. "What is that?"
The door to the elevator opened,
and Joe shrugged away. "I gotta take a shower."
"You're telling me. Did
they throw you in the fishtank or something?"
Joe snorted a quiet laugh as
they walked down the hallway. He shook his head, to which Mimi
whined, and tagged along by his side.
Joe looked to her, and snickered.
"What are you, a puppy dog?"
Mimi giggled, and latched herself
onto his arm. "Uhn! Uhn!" she grinned. "Does that
make me cute?"
"Sure, puppies are cute."
Joe stopped at the apartment door.
Mimi beamed proudly at that.
"But I don't see any eligable
young men dating puppies, do you?" Joe gave Mimi a sideways
smile.
"Joooooe!!" Mimi whined,
opening the door. They both walked in to the dark apartment. "There
you go picking on me again!"
They didn't turn on any of the
lights, and they stood at the doorway to wait for their eyes to
adjust to the darkness.
"Jill's probably asleep."
Mimi whispered.
"I figured as much."
Joe whispered back.
"Do you think you can quietly
manage to get to the shower?" Mimi asked, blindly groping
around in the darkness for a table, a lamp...any familiar object
to guide her way through.
"Doubt it. It's darker
than dark in here." Joe replied.
"..." Mimi paused.
"Okay. Then just follow what I say."
"Sounds fine to me."
Mimi felt the sofa in front
of her. "Okay. I just found the sofa. Walk forward a bit,
and--" She gasped, and spun around when she felt Joe bump
into her from behind. "Dummy! Wait until I stopped talking,
first!"
"Sorry." Joe hissed.
Mimi slowly moved her right
hand around to find Joe's arm. "Where are you...?" she
blindly waved her hand around, until her hand brushed against
the stiff white shirt Joe was wearing.
Joe quickly captured her hand
with his at the moment they touched, and they both gasped at the
contact. Mimi felt Joe press her hand against him.
"I'm here." he said.
By feeling the vibration underneath her fingertips, Mimi assumed
that her hand was resting against his chest.
Mimi hesitated. Joe's hand was
sweaty over hers, and he gently squeezed her hand after a moment.
She felt his heart softly beating as he held her open palm just
over it. Slowly, Mimi stepped towards him, resting her weight
on the hand he held. She heard his steady breathing as she tried
to guess where his face was, exactly...
Joe noticed the added pressure.
"Mimi?"
"Shh..." Mimi stood
on her toes, and closed her eyes. She took in a breath, and relaxed
her lips when she felt a sharp pain on her forehead.
"OW!" Joe yelped,
and backed away suddenly.
Mimi opened her eyes, and grabbed
her forehead.
"Mimi, what are you doing?!"
Joe gasped, holding onto his nose. "Ow, my nose...!"
Mimi felt feverish. "S-sorry!"
Mimi let go of her forehead, and regained her composure. "Where
are you now?"
"Beats me." Joe replied.
"Would turning on a lamp be all that harmful?"
"I've gotta find one first."
Mimi felt around again. "There should be a coffee table nearby..."
Joe nervously took a step forward,
carefully resting his hands on the wall. Takning another step
forward, he spoke again.
"What were you doing?"
he asked.
"What d'you mean?"
Mimi asked, and then heard a sharp rapping noise close by.
"OW! Oh, MAN---!"
Joe cried out, and then went back to a hush.
"Joe?!"
"I found the coffeetable."
Joe choked out, obviously in pain.
Mimi followed Joe's voice, and
rested a hand on the coffeetable as she approached it. "Are
you okay?"
"Sure. I've still got one
knee left."
Mimi smiled at his dryness,
and shook her head. "You're so cute."
Even in the pitch black, Mimi
could tell Joe was blushing.
"T-turn on the light already."
Mimi switched on the lamp, and
she saw Joe on the opposite side of the table, holding his knee
with one hand, his nose being held with the other.
Mimi tried to keep a straight
face, but she had to turn away from Joe to hide a snicker.
Joe cynically glared across
to Mimi, and straightened up, folding his arms.
Mimi turned back to look at
him after her laughter died down, but she got one look at Joe's
red nose, and started laguhing again. Pointing, she managed to
say "You...your nose!"
"Shh!" Joe hissed,
and Mimi suddenly remembered that the residents of the apartment
were most likely aslepp. She covered her mouth, her eyes wide.
"Are you done?"
Mimi nodded, still covering
her mouth.
"...." Joe quirked
an eyebrow.
Mimi uncovered her mouth, her
smirk gone. "Honest. No more laughing at your expense."
Joe began to slowly walk past
Mimi to head towards the shower. Mimi reached up to Joe's shoulders
from behind. Joe closed his eyes, and let his stiff shoulders
relax as Mimi gently helped him slide off his jacket.
"What time does your plane
leave?"
"Around one."
"So we can sleep in tomorrow?"
Mimi asked.
"I suppose." Joe walked
towards the bathroom, pulling off his tie.
Mimi folded Joe's jacket over
her arm, following close behind. "Was there something you
wanted to do?"
Joe stood in the bathroom doorway,
and unbuttoned his sleeves. "No, actually, sleeping in doesn't
sound too bad, if I can somehow manage it."
Mimi smirked at this. Even if
he tried to sleep in, Joe always found himself awake before nine
o' clock every morning. "Some people are born lucky, I guess."
"If you wanna call it luck."
Joe shrugged, focusing on the buttons he was undoing on his shirt.
He paused, and then slowly looked over his shoulder--if not a
little suspiciously--to Mimi, who stood there with his jacket
draped over her arm.
Mimi blinked.
"What, are you going to
wash my back?" Joe teased, pulled his shirt out of his pants.
"Huh? O-oh!" Mimi
gasped, and quickly tried to distract herself.
Joe turned back towards the
bathroom, and continued to unbutton his shirt in front of the
mirror. He balked in his footing, and hesitated to peer over his
hsoulder again to look at Mimi. He saw the hallway empty, and
discreetly stuck his head out the door--
Mimi's warm brown hair fell
down over the arm of the living room sofa. Her feet dangled over
the other side lazily.
He saw his briefcase leaning
against the back of the sofa. He didn't make a sound as he walked
over to get it. He succeeded in doing so, and knelt down to take
the briefacase by its handle.
"Don't take forever in
the shower, okay?" Mimi's voice quietly broke the silence.
As if qued, Joe's briefcase
unlatched open, and its contents fell on the floor in a messy
heap.
Mimi rolled onto her side to
look at Joe.
Joe shamefully kept his eyes
lowered, and bunched everything together.
"The darned thing broke..."
Joe piled his clothes back into the briefcase.
"We can get one before
you leave tomorrow." Mimi put her hands on the arm of the
sofa.
"Yeah, that'll look great
on Dad's credit card." he muttered.
Mimi's widened eyes gave away
her shock. "You stole your Dad's credit card?!"
Joe angrily blushed. "No!!
He gave me one!"
"Oooh...." Mimi nodded,
and paused in thought. "Well," she rose her eyebrows.
"You can borrow mine for the trip back."
Joe stopped trying to sort through
his clothes, and cynically looked up to her. "I get the feeling
it'll be overkill."
Mimi nervously smiled. "It
probably is a bit big..."
Joe gave up on organizing his
luggage, and took a t-shirt and shorts. He stood, and tiredly
kicked the clothes and briefcase to the side. "I'll fix it
in the morning."
"If it makes you happy."
Mimi rolled back over on the sofa, and snuggled back into a comfy
position.
Joe smiled at this. "Well,
I'll have to entertain myself somehow while you're snoozing the
morning away." He walked back into the bathroom, and shut
the door behind him.
He started the shower, and took
off his shirt completely. Throwing it in a heap on the floor,
he undid his belt, and pulled it off. He set it on the counter,
and emptied his pockets. He ran his fingers over the contents--some
change, a hefty wad of American currency with a sleek gold clip
over it,
--and the bracelet.
Joe picked it up. He had it
with him the entire time. He had meant to put it away, in the
back of his briefcase. He figured his chances were way past gone.
But his assumptions were all blown to pieces with her characteristic
readyness to accept him completely again, time after time, after
being a target of all of his cynicism, all of his harshness and
sharpness.
How could she be so forgiving?
The question sunk further into
his thoughts as he finished undressing. He stepped into the shower,
and felt his rigidness from the late hour melt down the drain
with the hot water hitting him.
He sighed. "Joe, you think
too much." He reached over, and shut off the water.
Once he was dressed and out
of the bathroom, Mimi vacated the couch for Joe, and showered.
Joe turned on the television,
and kept the volume low. He twirled the fragile gold chain around
the fingers of his right hand, and rubbed the cold amethyst bead
between his fingers to warm it up.
After twenty minutes of mindless
surfing, Joe saw that Mimi had returned in flannel pajamas. She
crawled onto the sofa, a fuzzy blanket under one of her arms.
Joe looked to her. Her wet hair
fell over her shoulders and collarbone. Without her makeup, the
shadows under her eyes stuck out vividly against her pale skin.
"You're going to get sick."
Joe said.
Mimi looked to him. Her eyes
traced him up and down critically. "You're going to get cold."
She opened the blanket, and threw part of it over Joe's legs.
Joe took the corners of the
blanket, and pulled it over his legs. "What're you doing
back here?"
Mimi reached over, and took
the remote from Joe. "Wanted to see what was on, that's all."
Joe silently sat back on the
sofa, and waited for Mimi to settle on a channel.
"Do you expect to ever
sleep tonight?"
"Of course. It's only eleven-fourty-five."
MImi set the remote down in-between the two of them on the sofa.
Joe sighed, and watched the
screen. His eyelids stung from exhaustion, and his ears began
to filter out all of the noise from the television.
"You don't have to try
to stay awake." Mimi propped her feet up on the table in
front of the sofa, and moved her feet a bit.
"I'm trying to fall asleep."
Joe replied.
Mimi reached over, and pulled
off Joe's glasses. "It'd help if you'd take off your glasses,
I think."
Joe flinched, and pulled away.
"Warn me before you do that."
Mimi folded his glasses, and
put them by her feet on the coffeetable. "Do I make you uncomfortable?"
"No, it's not that."
"That's good." Mimi
began to lean against him lightly. "I'd feel pretty rotten
if I did."
Joe shifted, and shook his head
in disbelief. "How can you do this?"
"Do what?"
"This." Joe
nodded. "Acting like--what happened tonight didn't happen."
Mimi's shoulder was against
his arm. She looked up to him. "Well--you were sorry for
what you did, so I forgave you." Mimi looked back to the
screen. "For me--I believe forgiving is forgetting."
Joe looked at Mimi with a tight
frown.
"If you don't believe me,
I really don't mind." Mimi's wet hair was cold against Joe's
arm.
"I believe you." Joe
quietly replied.
Mimi closed her eyes. "That's
good."
Joe dug beneath the blankets
to get the remote control, and turned off the TV. The two sat
in the darkness, and Mimi let out a yawn.
"Man, this week's been
killer." she pulled the blankets tighter, and slouched down
on the sofa.
"Shh." Joe scolded.
"Oh, you 'shh'!"
Mimi scolded back in good humor.
"Go to sleep."
"You first."
"I will, then."
"Good."
"Fine"
"Fine."
Mimi had her entire body sprawled
across the sofa by ten the next morning. Her feet had the blanket
draped over them as they hung over the arm of the sofa.
She stirred awake the moment
her left arm slid off of the sofa cushion. It hung a few inches
from the carpeted floor, and she didn't take immediate notice
to the bracelet dangling loosely around her wrist.
Joe was in the dining room,
sitting at the table. He was fully dressed in a dark plum-colored
button up shrit, and dark khaki pants. His socked feet were resting
firmly on the tile floor, and he leaned over the table, intensely
eyeing the buckle on his briefcase. He had a set of tiny screwdrivers
spread out on the table.
Jill was sitting across the
table in her pajamas, holdling a steaming cup of coffee to her
face. She silently watched Joe's exact handiwork replacing the
screw on the briefcase buckle.
"Didja learn that in med
school?" Jill asked before taking a sip.
"Learn what?"
"Handiwork like that. You're
so sure in your movement..." Jill watched Joe's long fingers
swiftly twist the screwdriver.
"...I dunno. I guess."
Joe replied, and set the screwdriver down. He picked up the briefcase,
and tested it.
Jill eyed him. "Are you
the same guy that was in those photo-stickers?"
Joe set the briefcase back down.
"Wh--the puri-kura?" He glanced to the side as though
to think back.
Mimi walked into the kitchen,
and both Jill and Joe looked up to her. She walked over to the
fridge, and pulled out a carton of milk.
Jill noticed the cozy smile
on Mimi's face, and saw Joe shyly shrug over his tools in response
to a lingering glance Mimi sent him. The American rose her eyebrows,
and sipped her coffee.
Mimi sat at the table with a
bowl and a box of Cheerios. "I'm assuming the two of you
had breakfast this morning."
"Yup." Jill stood,
and took a crutch. "And I need to go get dressed."
Mimi looked to Jill. "D'you
need help?"
"Nah, I'll take my time.
You'll be with me all week. You two gab for a bit before he has
to go home." Jill called behind her as she headed to her
bedroom.
Mimi turned back to Joe, and
smiled warmly again. She rested her arms on the table, and put
her left arm over her right, to show the bracelet on her wrist.
"I should've put two and
two together." Mimi had a pleasant tone in her voice.
"But I'm too predictable
for that." Joe smiled, still messing with his briefcase.
Mimi stirred her Cheerios. "D'you
want me to wear this?"
Joe knew she meant the bracelet.
"Well, isn't that what they're for?" He evaded the question
by pretending to be absorbed in his briefcase.
Mimi furrowed her brow, and
held up her wrist emphatically. "I mean, all the time."
Joe put away his screwdrivers,
and set them in the briefcase. A silent moment passed.
Mimi was about to ask the question
again, but waited a moment. She then opened her mouth to speak,
but Joe cut her off.
"If you want to."
Mimi lowered her wrist. "I
don't mind."
"Only if you want to."
"Do you want me to?"
Joe finally looked up from his
briefcase. His dark eyes softly glistened with a quiet ray of
hope form behind his glasses. As though confessing some abominable
sin, he mumbled, "Yeah."
Mimi's furrowed brow and tight
frown relaxed to a smile. With a pleasant blush, she lowered her
face, and hovered over her cereal in a bashful shrug. She scooped
up a spoonful of Cheerios, and ate a too-large bite. She pulled
her eyes from her cereal and got eye-contact with Joe across the
table, who appeared unaffected by the most recent exchange. But
they both knew better.
"What should I say when
I get back?" Joe broke their stare, and began to put his
things into his briefcase.
"To who?" Mimi swallowed
her bite.
"Everyone."
"Well, everyone including
your Dad?"
Joe paused, and his eyes looked
to the distance as he thought for a moment. "Except Dad."
Mimi nodded, and scooped up
some more Cheerios. "Tell `em whatever you want. But leave
out some of the details."
"But don't you want to
wait until you come home?" Joe asked.
"Do you think they're going
to give you any peace from the moment you step foot in Japan again?"
Mimi answered (sorta).
Joe shut his briefcase, and
it fastened with a quiet 'click'. He stood, and began to put away
his different screwdrivers.
Mimi put another spoonful in
her mouth, and watched Joe with her round hazel eyes.
Joe lifted his briefcase, and
carried it at his side. He walked by Mimi as he passed by the
kitchen table. He came to a halt when he felt a tug on the back
of his shirt bunched into the palm of Mimi's hand. Her back was
facing him, she was still turned towards the table.
"Joe." she quietly
said.
Joe merely blinked in reply,
a curious look on his face.
Mimi turned her face to the
side, and she gazed down to the tile floor. "Joe, I wish
I could've made this easier."
Joe turned around, and rested
a hand on top of Mimi's soft, fine brown hair.
Mimi looked up to see Joe's
encouraging smile.
"I don't." Joe brightly
replied.
"Mimiiiiiii---!!!"
Jill called from the sidewalk. "This taxi is waiting!!!"
"I know, I know!"
Mimi backed out of the apartment, two huge shopping bags weighing
down each side of her long frame. "Joe!" she barked
over her shoulder. "The taxi's costing us, y'know! Hussle!
Hussle!"
Joe grunted as he balanced his
briefcase on his fingers, and another bag of American goodies
for the troupe back home. "Couldn't these things wait until
you got home Friday?"
Joe stumbled to the curbside,
and dropped his belongings into the trunk.
"Care-ful!!!"
Mimi scolded, leaning over the trunk to straighten out the bags.
"Geez, let's not break everything."
"Get in, kids." Jill
poked her head out of the taxi window.
Joe and Mimi exchanged glances
as Mimi shut the trunk.
Mimi let herself in the back
seat, and rested her purse between her feet on the taxi floor.
Joe soon ducked into the cab, and shut the door behind him.
Mimi turned to Joe as he heaved
a sigh of relief.
"...it'll be good to be
home." he closed his eyes as the taxi pulled away from the
curb.
Mimi stuck out her bottom lip.
"Oh?"
Joe folded his arms over his
chest, and leaned back on the leather seats. "Yeah. Familiarity
is such a good thing."
Mimi leaned over, and studied
Joe's face.
Joe opened his eyes, and suddenly
backed up into the seat in a fit. "What?!"
Mimi blinked, her eyes wide.
"Aren't I familiar?"
"Th-th..." Joe scooted
away, and sat up. "That's not what I meant."
"What did you mean, then?"
"...." Joe adjusted
his glasses, and looked out the window. "...nothing."
Mimi paused, and sat back again.
"I'll be back home Friday."
"I know."
Mimi looked out the other window.
"You do, huh..."
"You've only told me about
five times this morning." Joe didn't look to Mimi, but gazed
still out the window.
There was a grueling silence
between the two of them.
Mimi looked down to her wrist
again, and began to play with the amethyst bead on her bracelet.
"Don't break it."
Mimi grimaced, and grumbled
below her breath. "M'gonna break it."
"What's that?"
Mimi turned to Joe. "I'm
not gonna break it, for crying out loud...!"
Joe blinked, holding his arm
in front of his face, as though to shield it. He had a nervous
smile on his face, "S...sorry."
Mimi folded her arms, and huffed.
"Geez. You think I'd go through all this to break
the silly bracelet?"
"Is it really that silly?
I thought it was nice." Joe leaned over Mimi's arm to get
a good look at it again.
Mimi drew back her arm, and
brought it close to her chest. "I didn't mean it like that."
Joe leaned back, and Mimi sighed.
"The airport's not far from here."
Jill paid the taxi driver as
Joe and Mimi pulled out the luggage going back to Japan.
"You need to carry this
one on with you." Mimi pressed a flat bag against Joe's chest,
and Joe began to pull the handles apart to look into it.
"Don't look at it!"
Mimi snapped, and Joe quickly pulled it shut in a fuss. "You
can't open that until you're back in Japan." Mimi tapped
her chin with an index finger, and smiled.
Joe blinked, and looked down
at it again. "Why don't you just wait and give it to me when
you get back?"
"Do you want me to take
it back?" Mimi reached for the bag, and Joe defensively stepped
back, pulling the bag close.
"No, that's okay."
"No, if it's that much
of a temptation...." Mimi teased.
Joe furrowed his brow, and frowned.
"What on earth do you have in here?"
Mimi leaned back on her heels,
and put her arms behind her back. "Nothing bad." She
took Joe's arm, and pointed to the entrance. "They've got
your bags. Let's go get an Icee."
Joe blinked, and noticed the
breath forming clouds in front of his face. "In this weather?"
"Well, when's the next
time you'll be in an American airport? You've got to try
one!" Mimi tugged on his arm, and walked backwards into the
airport.
The crowds were pretty diluted,
seeing that it was weekday afternoon. Mimi looked behind to wave
to Jill. "We're going to get an Icee! Want one?" she
called.
Jill waved back to them, and
shouted, "No! I'm going to head over to the gate and save
you guys a seat!"
Mimi nodded, and turned back
to Joe. "She needs to get off her foot anyway."
"Will she be all right,
by herself?" Joe asked.
"Oh, easy. Jill's got savior-faire
that I could only dream of." Mimi pulled her coat
tighter, and pointed ahead of herself. "The food court's
this way."
Mimi giggled to herself as Joe
gasped in awe at the food court they entered.
"...you...you could LIVE
in here!!!" Joe marvelled at the number of stations serving
various lunches.
"The Icee machine is over
here..." Mimi lightly touched Joe's arm, and nodded to a
spot across the food court.
"...and this is in an AIRPORT?!"
Joe gawked.
Mimi smiled, and bee-lined to
the Icee station. She stood in line, and pulled out her wallet
to get a few dollars out. "My favorite is the Coke Icee,
but the blueberry is a must-have if you've never tried it..."
She looked up from her wallet, and noticed Joe just barely pushing
down the sides of the bag she handed him earlier. She lightly
fwapped him, and he jumped.
She turned back to the register,
and smiled at the tender. "I'd like to have a large blueberry
Icee, please." she turned to Joe, "What about you?"
Joe shrugged. "What do
you think?"
Mimi turned back, "He'll
have a Coke Icee." She looked over her shoulder to Joe, "That
way, if you don't want the rest of it, I can have it."
Joe and Mimi walked casually
back to the gate Joe would be leaving at, pretty quiet, outside
of the occasional slurping noise they made with their drinks.
"Hmm!" Joe made a
quiet laugh which caused Mimi to look up to him.
Mimi's hazel eyes were round.
"What?"
Joe pulled the straw away from
his mouth, and smiled, "You look very happy with your Icee."
Mimi looked down to her rapidly
emptying cup, and looked back up, her face beaming. "They're
one of those little things in life that make everything..."
"...sweet." Joe nodded,
and smiled back.
Mimi smiled, and nodded. Without
saying anything, she went back to sipping on her blueberry Icee.
They came to their gate, and
Mimi found a trashcan to throw away her empty Icee cup in. "Those
are always great!" She rubbed her hands, "My hands are
freeeeeezing!"
Joe put a hand in his pocket,
and looked back to Mimi. "Your mouth is blue."
Mimi's eyes widened, and she
brought a hand to her mouth. "You're kidding!"
Joe laughed a bit, and threw
away his Icee. "Now your lips look freezing cold. You look
dead or something."
Mimi pulled down her hand, and
frowned at Joe. "You don't have to go that far!"
Joe laughed harder.
"Joooooooe!"
"Mimiiiii!"
They stood in line to board
the plane, and Joe turned to face Mimi.
Mimi held her hands together,
and looked at him. She waited for him to speak before doing anything.
Joe looked down at her, his
eyes tired, a little puffy. Sleep-deprived, no doubt.
Mimi's mouth gaped open a bit,
"...."
Joe kept a straight face, and
rested a hand on Mimi's shoulder. "Mimi."
Mimi's eyebrows rose, a hopeful
feeling seemed to inflate in her chest, suffocating her a bit,
so that she couldn't speak.
Joe leaned forward a bit, and
paused a few inches from her. He then moved an inch closer...
"...ph..phhffft!"
Joe lowered his head, and began to laugh.
Mimi's face went comedically
blank. "Wh..."
"...I...I'm sorry...it's
too hard to have a serious goodbye...when you look like one of
the Titanic victims!" Joe said between laughs.
Mimi's shoulders sagged. "Heh."
Joe straightened up, and inhaled.
"Ah, that felt good!" He brushed his hands over his
pant legs, and smiled confidently.
Mimi glared up at him. Why
you...
"Don't worry, Mimi...jet-lag
will take its revenge on me for you." Joe held up an index
finger, and smiled.
Mimi felt that suffocation feeling
deflate like an untied balloon.
"Tell Jill thanks for me.
She was very hospitable." Joe took his hand off of Mimi's
shoulder, and walked up to have his ticket taken.
"..." Mimi watched
in silence as Joe just...left.
No big deal.
Not a word out of her.
Not even a...not a thing.
"J-JOE!!!" Mimi put
her hands around her mouth, and shouted.
Joe, a good distance away from
her, turned around.
"Open it after you've taken
off!" Mimi leaned forward as she shouted with as much volume
as she could.
Mimi felt her heart speed up
again as she saw a smile creep across Joe's face, and he lifted
his chin a bit to give her a quick nod. He turned around again,
and sped up his walking, so as not to keep the people behind him
waiting.
Mimi smiled, her chest proudly
puffed in an almost triumphant stance. Jill hobbled next to Mimi,
and spoke.
"He looks different from
the puri-kuras."
"Doesn't he?" Mimi
breathed quietly, and then turned around. "Let's go shopping."
Jill turned around on her crutches,
and followed with good speed. "Shopping? But you bought your
friends everything they asked for."
Mimi shook her head. She licked
her lips, and pressed them together. "For me. For lipstick."
Jill stopped, and looked at
her friend quizically.
Mimi stopped next to her, and
nervously smiled. "Whaaaat?" She laughed. "Silllyyyyyy!
Stop looking at me like that!"
"Honestly, Mimi..."
"Whaaaat? It's not like
that!"
"Pink wiring."
"Right."
"...." Izzy bent over
Cody's computer, and peered in. "And they stand for...which
color, Yolei?"
Yolei blushed a bit, and closed
her eyes. "...that is...I forgot if it was for red or yellow."
Joe watched the two of them
silently communicate at the table of the Izumi apartment. Yolei
timidly toyed with her fingers, and watched Izzy tinker with the
wiring inside.
"...and you did this..."
"I'm sorry?" Yolei
rose her eyebrows.
"Oh. I see." Izzy
stood up, and pulled at his collar a bit. "This is one of
those things that you did for no reason at all."
Joe snorted a laugh, and lightly
kicked at the shopping bag sitting at his feet.
"Of course I had
a reason for it!" Yolei flatly glared at her cyber-savvy
associate. "I just don't feel like telling you."
"Oh, so you had a reason."
Izzy put the computer tower's case back on, and slid it in place.
"Just not a good one."
"And they say romance is
dead." Joe snicked, and pulled the shopping bag up onto the
table. "Okay. Put away the toys. I have a delivery to make."
Yolei and Izzy both glared to
Joe over the tower of the computer.
"Romance is only dead because
you killed it." Yolei's voice was icy cold.
"You shouldn't speak, Joe.
You've had plenty of opportunities over the past two weeks, and
you've done more than kill it." Izzy's tone was nearly identical
to Yolei.
"He's tortured, killed,
resurrected, and crucified it." Yolei took the tower, and
put it on the floor.
Joe sat back, and pulled out
their gifts from the shopping bag. "I dunno. I think I've
done pretty well."
"You could've done better."
Yolei folded her arms. "C'mooooon! All you could show for
yourself is your silly otter and a pair of new cuff-links?!"
Joe blinked, taken aback, a
little insulted. "I like the cuff-links."
"You were in New York
City!!! Y'knooooow! 'An Affair to Remember'!"
"Never saw it."
"The Empire State Building!"
"Heights make me pass out."
"The busy streets! The
hussle and bussle!"
"...the smog. The noise..."
Yolei stared across to Joe cynically,
opening her gift from Mimi. "Someone wasn't breast-fed."
Izzy hunched over, suddenly
cracking up.
Joe paused, silent. He looked
to Izzy, who quickly calmed down his laughter. He turned back
to Yolei, and said with a priceless deadpan, "Someone doesn't
have breasts."
Yolei gawked, and Izzy gaffawed.
She turned to Izzy, "Don't laugh! Stop laughing!"
Joe sat back in his seat, listened
to the two go at it like two quarreling birds.
"I do SO have breasts!"
"Yes...yes, Yolei, you
do."
"How the heck should YOU
know?! You better not be looking!!!"
It was Thursday. January twenty-fifth.
Joe looked to the clock on the Izumi kitchen wall. It wasn't even
seven in the evening yet.
Joe stood, and pushed his chair
in. "I have a few rounds to make, yet."
Yolei looked up from the being-strangled
Izzy, her amber eyes wide. "Wha--? Wait! Isn't there more?"
Joe blinked, "More?"
"You know...more."
Yolei shrugged inquisitively.
"...." Joe stared
at the two of them blankly. "...more....to....?" He
shook his head, obviously clueless as to what they were hinting
at.
Both Izzy and Yolei sighed,
and flatly stared at each other.
Yolei released her hold on her
upper-classman, and put a hand on her hip. "No matter. I'll
get it all from Mimi tomorrow, anyhow."
"Bu-but...get what out
of Mimi?" Joe frowned hilariously.
"Everything!" Yolei
grinned, and pushed Joe out of the apartment door. "Get some
rest! We're gonna get to the airport early tomorrow!"
"All of us?"
"Well, nooo...some of us
are busy." Yolei glared over her shoulder. She smiled up
to Joe, and chirped, "Just those that love her the most,
I guess!"
Joe cleared his throat, and
looked away.
Yolei grinned wider, and pushed
on Joe's cheek with an index finger. "That's m'boy...!"
Joe sighed as Yolei shut the
Izumi apartment door behind her, and dug into the shopping bag
he brought with him. He pulled out the toy otter, and held it
in front of him. "I find myself talking to you again, don't
I?" He lowered his head, and his glasses slid down the bridge
of his nose. "Maybe I should give you name then, huh?"
He closed his eyes, and stood outside the apartment door.
He paused, and opened his eyes
again. The two black beaded eyes stared up at him expectantly.
"But you probably want
Mimi to name you, don't you?" he smiled a bit, wanting to
laugh at himself. He moved his index finger just behind the otter's
plush head, to make it nod. "She'd probably name you something
much cuter, anyway."
He shook his head, almost ashamed
of himself. He put the otter in his coat pocket, and began to
walk down the hallway. "You can ask her when she gets home
tomorrow, right?" he muttered below his breath, optimistically
looking forward.
She'll be happy to see you,
I think.
Joe shrugged, a chastising smile
dominating his features, "But you can't get your hopes up."
fin.
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Iiiiiiiii!!!! OmiGOSH! I finished it! =O The series...is...OVAAHHHHH!!!!
::strikes a pose:: I've NEVER finished a series before! Never!
...unless you count Ageis. But that wasn't even really an ENDING.
Because it had a second season! .
This is the end. Of course,
I left the ending open for a sequel, if I feel like it. It would
be a short one, of course...at least, shorter than this. It would
be a one-shot. But now I can focus my efforts on "To
Japan, With Love"...you guys DO want me to continue that
one, right? I also have a 2027 Jyoumi ficcy that I started a while
ago...and then I have "Kimi ga Omoide ni Naru Mae ni"
that I've added to, but haven't finished yet, either! .
But it's late. It's almost
3 a.m. over here...do I really need to ASK you guys to review
this for me? You know I want `em. Sock `em at me. ^^ I don't mind
at aaaall.
Thanks to everyone who's
stuck through this entire series. I dunno why, but I usually stay
away from reading series. I guess I'm not one for commitment.
^^;;; You guys are too much. I love all of you! Please continue
staying in touch! I love hearing from you all!
~Mimi-chan
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