It was so nice where she was

It was so nice where she was. Somewhere far away there was gunfire, but it was unimportant. She had been hurting a few minutes ago, but now she felt just fine. It was warm and comfortable. She wasn't sure how she got here from lying on the floor, but it wasn't important. She was so relaxed. All around was a nice dark nothing. Nothing was good. No pressure, no fear, no anger, just the peace of nothingness.

She had a feeling there was something more to the nothing. But that was far ahead, and she could stay here forever. She felt like, well, almost like she did after she and Zack had made love for the first time. The only thing that was missing was the feel of his body pressed against hers. Zack. Was he going to be here soon? She hoped so. He would like it here too.

Far away someone was calling to her. It was so distant, and she could feel herself drifting away from the voice. It came again, and she could place it. Zack. Was he here? No, he was there. Calling her to go back.

She tried to tell him, no, it was OK. He didn't need to worry about her. It was so nice here. But she couldn't let him know she was fine. He sounded so worried. She didn't want to go back there, wherever it was. It would hurt again. Somewhere vaguely she heard him again, "Please, I love you, don't leave me like this."

Did he really say that? She'd have to go back to him to know for sure. It would hurt. Suddenly, she wanted to be with him more than this wonderful nothing. If she could just have a minute to feel his heartbeat under her cheek one more time, then she could let go. Just a minute to let him know what he meant to her. One last good-bye. With every bit of strength she turned away from the nothing and towards Zack.

Zack felt his heart start beating again when her eyes opened slightly. She was still barely breathing, but she was conscious. A tiny smile touched her lips when she saw him. "Zack," she barely whispered. Her eyes shut again, and he shook her. They opened.

"Stay with me," he ordered. "You're going to be fine, just stay with me."

It hurt. Her body ached terribly, and she was exhausted. The gunfire had died, and she thought there were more people around her. What was happening? Zack shouldn't be here at all. She wanted to just go to sleep, but he'd asked her not to leave him. There wasn't any time left at all, but she'd stay as long as she could.

Other faces swam into view close to her. She felt herself being laid back onto the floor. Cole was there. Shawna was behind him. She could hear Cray. Why had they come for her? She told them to stay away. There was something else that nagged at her. Something she'd forgotten.

"Cole," she gasped. Shawna was kneeling next to her. Shawna's words were blurry as Alicia tried to remember what she had to tell him.

"We have to get the poison out of her," Shawna said. "But I don't see how, unless…"

"Unless what?" Cole and Zack yelled in unison.

"Rage turns the blood itself into poison! The only way to get it out is to drain the blood. No blood, you die!" she yelled back, frustrated. An idea occurred to her. Maybe it would work. More than likely not, but it was an idea.

"We drain her from one end, and start filling her at another," she said firmly. Cole looked doubtful. "It's the only thing I can think of! I monitor, the four of you do three pints each. You might pass out, but it won't kill you."

"No," a firm voice said. Alicia gasped for another breath. "Traitor," she gasped. They all could hear a whining as rotor blades started. "Get him," she hissed. She groaned as a sharp pain cut through her. "All costs Cole," she whispered. She knew that he knew what she meant. "Go now!"

Her eyes shut. The sixers were frozen for a second.

"Help her!" Zack half-shouted.

Shawna looked at him. "Our commander just gave us our orders," she said simply.

Now both Max and Zack truly realized what they would have become. Alicia's chest rose once, lowered, and then didn't rise again.

Zack never realized that losing someone could cause that kind of physical pain. He was sure he was going to throw up as his stomach clinched when she stopped breathing. His eyes met Cole's. "Help her," he said coldly, and leapt to his feet.

"Max!" he shouted. She was standing right behind him. She knew what he was going to do.

"Right behind you!" They both headed towards the sound of a helicopter.

Cole unfroze. His commander had given him an order. Well, he seemed to be into breaking orders this week.

"Cray, start CPR!" he ordered. "Shawna, start the blood drains! Xander and Lon, help me get needles into her!" Shawna looked at him with hesitation.

"Norms can't go after him," she said. "We were ordered to!"

"They're not norms," he snapped. Her eyes widened as she realized what he meant.

Within a second they were all busy. Shawna cut into her neck to get to her jugular as Cray began forcing oxygen into her body. The other three got the needles set and ready to be turned on. One went into her arm, and the other two into her femoral arteries. Shawna made a long slice in the vein, and a pool of bright crimson began forming beside Alicia. Lon and Xander had Alicia's feet propped on their kneeling legs to help force the poisoned blood to flow out of her body.

"Don't touch that blood with your bare hands!" she ordered. She had to keep an eye on the amount pouring out. If she lost too much, Alicia would die anyways. "OK!" she shouted, turn it on!"

They all released the clamps and let their blood flow into her body. Shawna let her continue bleeding as fresh blood began flowing through her. Finally she used a cauterizing wand to heal the break in the vein, and prevent further bleeding from the incision.

"Cray, start blood flow. I'll take over the CPR!" Cray jumped away, and grabbed a needle and tubing. He slipped it into Alicia's other arm, praying that this would work. Shawna began doing chest compressions, praying the whole time that they didn't make a mistake. If the traitor got away, Alicia might die for nothing. They should have obeyed orders. Alicia had sacrificed herself to protect them, and they had practically thrown it all away.

Minutes ticked by as the four men bled into their sister. Xander and Lon were turning an interesting shade of white. "Turn it off," she ordered them. It was either enough or it wasn't. She still wasn't breathing. Cole unhooked and started helping Shawna. Please, he prayed, please don't let her die like this. He was on the verge of passing out himself. The other three had fallen back, too lightheaded to move.

Shawna stopped and took a pulse. Nothing. She got back to work. It's not going to work she thought dejectedly. She's dead and it was all for nothing. She did another set of chest compressions and checked the pulse again. It was time to let go. They had lost another one. Her fingers pressed against Alicia's neck.

The others jumped when Shawna screamed. There had been a twitch under her fingers. She grabbed Alicia's wrist, and there it was. Weak and thready, but a pulse. Cole did two more breaths. Her chest fell with the last one, and the slowly, painfully, rose again on its own.

As if to help celebrate an incredible explosion lit up the night sky.