Trigun Shonen Ai Song Fic
Lyrics: Hanging by a Moment by Lifehouse

Wolfwood POV

((desperate for changing
starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
I'm chasing after you))

Sigh. God damn you. I won't apologise. God damn YOU! Stupid love and peace bullshit. I wanted to make my life different, but I let the power of killing get to me. I tried to protect the children. If I can't regain my own innocence, I'll protect theirs. I followed you, because I was afraid for you. Why did you have to get in my way? Why did you have to make me have hope?

((I'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all I've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you))

It's a lie. You're afraid. You treat me like you treat the insurance girls. Being close to you won't put me in anymore danger then I'm already in.
Love and peace can work for you. You can live forever. I can't. My lifespan is just a moment compaired to yours. I'll be long dead before Knives is stopped. Why can't you understand? Why can't you love me now, before it's too late? What else do I have to do? Is it because I kill? I'd give it all up for you.

((forgetting all I'm lacking
completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
you take all of me))

I tried the love and peace stuff. I'm lucky I'm alive. I can't do it! The things I see in you make me hate myself more! Please don't expect me to live up to such expectations! I can't. I don't want to hear it now, I can't hear it now, I just want to help you. I will try again, just don't leave me behind.

((I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and I'm crashing where to go
and I don't know what I'm diving into
just hanging by a moment here with you))

I never lived for the gung ho guns. I lived for the children. I've wanted to die, but I lived for them. No one else will help. I was content with that.
DAMN YOU! Let me protect you. Of anyone on this ball of dust, you're the most innocent. I will always follow you.

((there's nothing else to lose
there's nothing else to find
there's nothing in the world
that can change my mind
there is nothing else
there is nothing else
there is nothing else))