I love you
I love you

I don't know the words to say……….but I do know that what I'm trying to tell you is true……….sometimes I wonder, but my heart always answers me back with just a second after my question…yes, it's true, that the heart really is the one that makes decisions…it immediately says, that I should not regret that I……… that I should not think that this is stupidity, because that word doesn't exist in the language of love………. People laughed at me, but I don't care, because it's not them that I love…it's you…I don't care how they think about me…. because I only care about…………..you……….. I'd give my life, my everything just for you…I'd rather spend eternity by your side……….. I would sell my very soul to make yours anew… I would pray that forever I may be with you………I would give you the heavens just to make you happy………..sorry, I just can't help myself…you don't even know me…and I………know you more than anyone else………. I bear these things for you…but I don't know if you'd bear the same…………I always wish to meet you. In that paradise…they call it…but I call it eternity…. but I don't even know if you also want to meet me too……….I want to give you my life, to serve you till the end of the ends…but I don't even know if you'd accept the offer I want to show you…you might just leave me away and never will you show your face to me…the face, I always imagine…when I'm alone and can't do anything but think of you…. your body…your body that I always dreamed of… fantasized of…that I'm one with you…………I really don't know , you see, because I know you don't love me……….. Though it hurts…more than words can say…though the pain is unbearable compare to thousand knives stabbed my heart. And millions of daggers struck my vein…it was incomparable…. I know we are not meant to be………..coz your heart belongs to someone else and that's not me…………….. I could only wish, my baby, and enjoy my eternity with you in those fantasy dreams I never want to wake…never…In that place where we are one to be…forever…in the wonderful life living beside you………… and there, limits are not created………ends are not included………only forever…everlasting and always are the words printed in our destiny…yes, you're my path… my destiny…my soul mate…. I know that my poor heart will be forever crying…always...craving for your touch… your embrace… your kiss… your love… these things I could only enjoy in dreamland…………..the key is not created for us to be………….and it's okay……….because I believe…I still believe, that you will love me…………..even you're just my FANTASY…………….a fantasy I always hoped to come true……….but… still…still I'll wait for you…I'm never going to stop hoping…dreaming about you ……and even this is the ways things should be…wait for me in heaven……that place only me and you had the power to create….the power of our love… my baby… always to be… I love you …

Dedicated to my one and true love…

      tamahome