disclaimer: yup. all
hp characters belong to j.k.rowling, only the plot is mine.
pleaze review, good
or bad. i need all the help i can get!
A Fatal Error
by katherine
Harry stared in amazement
at his 2 best friends, unable and unwilling to understand what
they were telling him. He looked around him, at the Shrieking
Shack, imploringly, begging for someone to come and understand
him. I really am all alone, he thought sadly.
"Harry, calm down.
There's nothing you can do about it," pleaded Hermione.
"Yeah Harry. Hermione is
right. It was just an accident. Like Dumbledore said, Snape
actually tried to save him. I mean, blimey, they were fighting
against."
"Shut up Ron! Dammit,"
spat Harry. "Don't you understand ? Snape was with
Sirius, Snape the death eater. He's been in
cahoots with Voldemort for his whole life, and he was
just"
Harry turned away sharply, not
finishing his sentence. Who was behind him? Harry could feel
someone there, yet he couldn't think who it could be. Both
Ron and Hermione were
"Ready to hand over Sirius
to him, Mr. Potter? Is that what you think? Well you know, I may
not be a hero in your worthless, pathetic cry-baby eyes, but I,
Serverus Snape, protected Sirius more than you ever will know,
" Snape said venomously, "And I don't give a damn
about what you think of me. Just remember, you don't know
everything Potter."
Harry was taken back by revulsion
and remorse. When had he ever seen Snape so distraught, yet it
seemed as if he was holding back a smile at the same time. Harry
stared around him, shivering despite the fact it was a clear,
crisp autumn day. The school was on a field trip, in Hogsmeade,
yet Harry didn't feel like celebrating today. Just after
breakfast Dumbledore had pulled Harry aside to tell him that his
guardian, Sirius Black had been killed by Voldemort. Killed while
Snape, working besides Sirius, was being held captive by
Wormtail. Or so he said, Harry thought. He hated everyone, even
Dumbledore for asking Sirius to leave hiding to fight against the
Dark Arts and Voldemort. And he hated himself, for letting Sirius
go.
"Hey, Harry, cmon. It's
getting chilly. Why don't we go inside and get a butterbeer.
Right Hermione?"
Harry and Ron started to walk
towards 3 Broomsticks, while Hermione was standing off to the
side, gazing at Snape's back, not listening to Ron, as he
began to walk back towards Hogwarts.
"Hermione, Hermione, HERMIONE
!!," Ron shouted.
She whipped around quickly, her
face flushed and her forehead wrinkled in thought. "What is
it? You know Ron, you're getting really impatient," and
she marched into the shop ahead of them.
"What was she doing?",
asked Ron to a bewildered Harry.
"I dunno, cmon, let's
go inside. I'm freezing."
Harry didn't feel like
staying in the common room with everybody and so after dinner he
slipped upstairs to his empty dormitory shortly after dinner. He
had a lot to think about. Ha. Harry snorted. "I don't
have a lot to think about. I have a lot to do. I have to get my
revenge. I mean, sure, first my parents are killed. And I have to
live with the Dursleys. But for the past 2 years, I've had
Sirius, my godfather. I've had somebody who cares
about me, and knew my parents. But no," Harry thought
bitterly "I'm cursed. Anything that I care about is
killed. And now Sirius is dead and I'm all alone again.
Alone and terrified." Absentmindedly, he reached over for
the letter he had gotten a week before from Sirius. He fingered
it, and began to read it.
Dear Harry,
It's Sunday
afternoon, and Snape and I have just arrived in Dublin.
We're here on a tip from one of Dumbledore's sources,
who say there has been a sighting of Wormtail in the magical
section of time. We'll find him soon I hope. Snape right now
is performing spells on the door so no one will be able to break
in, muggle or wizard. You know, despite how much I hate Snape,
he's a powerful wizard. I just hope he won't kill me by
mistake! Well, I'd like to chat, but now I got to go and do
some snooping. Keep up the Quidditch, Snape is furious you
slaughtered Slytherin Thursday. Keep up the good work! I'll
be coming to Hogwarts next week to talk to Hagrid and see how the
meeting with the giants went.
Bye,
Your godfather
"Umm, Harry?"
Neville's round foolish face peered from the door, " I
hate to bother you, but Hermione wants to see you in the common
room."
Harry got up slowly and made his
way down the stairs to the common room. As he was nearing, he
heard voices getting louder and louder. He stopped, listening
closely.
"Hermione, you've got
to be imagining things. There's no possible way.."
"Ron Weasley!! Why
won't you believe me? Is it because you hate for me to be
right all the time?"
"You're just upset
about Sirius's death! You're imagining things!"
"What? I'm imagining
things! I know what I saw Ron! And I've got to tell Harry!
He has to know that I saw Padfoot today in Hogsmeade!"
"Are you off your rockers?
You can't tell Harry that! You are imagining things!"
The common room fell silent as
Harry entered the room. Everyone turned around and was staring at
him, including Ron and Hermione. Hermione rushed over to him,
with Ron behind her heels.
"Harry, don't listen to
her. Don't get your hopes up."
"RON! Oh Harry! I
didn't mean for you to find out like this! And yes, I'm
not positive but I think I saw Padfoot, and we'll help you
find him! Harry! Oh my god!"
Harry, his face all drawn and
pale, had fainted.
**********************
Harry noticed Ron and Hermione
whispering together when he entered the Potions classroom. They
had left lunch early, to Harry's surprise, and seemed to be
heading in the direction of Potions, their most hated class.
Harry was confused. He cleared his throat and took his seat next
to Ron, and Hermione looked up quickly, blushing.
"Harry, I hope you
didn't mind. We had been studying before lunch in the common
room and left our books there. We left early because we had to
get them."
Harry frowned. He remembered
seeing Ron's potions book in his bag during lunch. He was
about to say something when Draco Malfoy waltzed over to their
table.
"Well, well well. Looks like
poor orphaned Potter is all alone again. Too bad the dementors
weren't able to finish off Black when they could. At least
he'd still be alive, you could say, right Potter?"
Draco sneered.
Harry arose, wand in hand.
"You know what Malfoy? I'd rather be alone than be in
your rotten family!"
Draco leaned forward, speaking
very softly so no one could overhear him. "Well, Harry,
it's a shame. There'll be a time you'll be wishing
you were a Malfoy rather than a mudblood loving fool."
Harry jumped up and rose his
wand, ready to hex Draco when Professor Snape walked in the
classroom. He calmly walked over to his desk, barely glancing at
Harry and Draco, and said, with a drawl, "Mr. Potter, 15
points from Gryffindor for provoking Mr. Malfoy. And,"
glancing at Ron whose mouth was open in protest, " 50 more
if another word is said by anyone."
Ron glanced at Harry, whose head
was on the table and nodded at Hermione in determination. He
returned his attention to Professor Snape, who was explaining how
to make a Gigamentum Potion when Dumbledore walked in. All eyes
turned to the doorway and followed Dumbledore as he made his way
to Snape.
"Headmaster, what an honor
to have you here," Snape said oily.
"Severus, I need to talk to
Harry."
Harry looked up in surprise, and
felt everyone staring at him. Ron nudged him with his pen, and
gave Harry a bewildered look.
"But surely Headmaster, in
the middle of class? Maybe some other time"
"Now, Severus," and
Dumbledore walked out of the classroom.
"Potter, get your books and
leave my classroom!" Snape jeered. "Such a pity
you'll be missing this class too, I think I'm putting
the Gigamentum potion on the exam."
Harry slowly got up and gathered
all his belongings. Ron looked at him with a worried expression,
while Hermione kept her head down. Neville looked frightened, and
no one else met Harry's eye as he walked out of the classroom.
Harry stared glumly across the
desk at Dumbledore. He was speechless. He didn't know why he
was there, or what Dumbledore wanted of him, unless it was
about.
"Sirius Black is, or rather
was, your guardian Harry. Which I realize you know. But I feel
you deserve to know the truth concerning Sirius's death. And
so now I'll tell you."
Harry nodded numbly.
"Sirius and Severus went to
Dublin on my tip that Voldemort and Wormtail were gathering
information. Wormtail, as an animagi, was able to slip into
people's homes and steal newspapers. Voldemort needed this
news for him to regain strength. Because, Harry, Voldemort is
nothing without supporters. Unfortunately, greedy witches and
wizards flock to anyone who promises them power. From what
Severus told me, he and Sirius were walking in town when Severus
noticed some charms that were obviously done by experienced dark
wizards. They stepped into the building with caution and tried to
open a door. It seems the doorknob was a portkey that brought
Sirius and Severus to a remote village 50 miles from Dublin.
There awaiting them was Voldemort. Sirius and Severus put up a
brave fight and Severus just barely made it out alive. I am sorry
Harry, but Sirius died at the hands of Voldemort. A more powerful
wizard wouldn't have been able to survive."
But Severus did, Harry thought
bitterly. "Professor, but, isn't there a
possibility?"
"I understand Miss Granger
believes that she saw Padfoot in Hogsmeade the other day. I am
sorry Harry."
That night in the common room
Hermione came over to see Harry while he was playing wizarding
chess with Ron. He was losing badly, but was in a good mood.
"Oh, hmmm, let me
seewhat should I do next."
"Cmon Harry, You know I am
going to win either way."
"Don't be so sure Ron!
I'm sure Harry can win if he puts his mind to it!"
Hermione said shrilly.
Ron looked up in surprise. "
I didn't mean it that way, Herm. I was only joking. Hey, you
can play the winner, you know, me." Ron grinned.
"Ron, be serious! I need to
tell Harry something, remember?"
"What ? What do you have to
tell me?"
"Look, Harry, it's
nothing big. It's just that she," Ron shot a glance at
Hermione, "has an over active imagination. Blimey,
let's get back to the game."
Hermione shook her head.
"Harry, I just want you to know that I'm really sorry,
and I didn't mean to hurt you. But I know what I saw, and
that was no ordinary dog. It was Padfoot."
Ron rolled his eyes, and turned
his attention back to the chessboard, but Harry grabbed
Hermione's hand, squeezed it, and whispered, "I believe
you."
Harry couldn't believe it.
It was 1 o'clock in the morning and he and Hermione were
flying on his Firebolt to Kylie, a remote village outside of
Dublin. The village where Sirius died. Hermione had explained
that she had found a spell that would allow them to become
phantoms in the past and witness the battle to find out the
truth. Harry had told her about the conversation he had with
Voldemort, and Hermione had gotten angry.
"How could he not tell you
the truth? Why did he have to tell you such a lie? Well,
we'll be able to find out for ourselves."
"Hermione, what if what he
said is true, that Sirius is dead?"
Hermione shrugged at the idea.
"I know what I saw," and didn't talk for the rest
of the trip.
They landed slowly and softly, as
not to raise any suspicions, until they realized they were
phantoms, unable to be seen. They walked swiftly to the nearest
cottage, eavesdropping for strange noises.
"Harry! Look over
there!" Hermione pointed to a nearby cottage. About 12 feet
from the door Sirius and Snape suddenly appeared, looking very
frightened but determined. As they began to walk toward the
cottage door cautiously, Harry and Hermione ran quickly to catch
up.
They slipped in quickly behind
Snape. Harry had to resist the urge to pull his greasy hair, but
then remembered he was about to see Voldemort. Hermione had found
a corner where they would be able to watch everything. Hermione
struck Harry in the arm and pointed, her mouth gaped open, at the
figure in the chair.
Voldemort. Not weak and pathetic
like the last time he saw him, but a strong, very powerful
wizard. Harry stared in disbelief. How could he ever be defeated?
Harry just wanted to run away from the cottage, and get as far
away as possible.
Voldemort ran his fingers up and
down his wand, his thin lip smile closed tightly, eyes on Sirius.
He barely seemed to notice Snape. "Sirius, one of my closest
supporters" Voldemort drawled.
"I detest you and all that
has to do with you," Sirius growled.
"Well, well. It doesn't
seem as the rest of the magical world believes that, does it? And
so why should I? After all, you spent 12 years in Azkaban for me.
It was hell. Worse than anything. And for me. Your master. Lord
Voldemort."
"NO! You're not my
master and never will be. You killed Lily and James!"
"So unfortunate you should
bring them up. Well, I'm sure you'd like to see them.
Of course you knew I was going to kill you tonight."
"Adava Kadavra." A jet
of green light came flying out of Voldemort's wand and it
hit Sirius with full force as he fell dead on the cottage floor.
Harry made a motion to go and grab Sirius, but Hermione held him
back.
Voldemort, his eyes flickering to
the corner where Harry and Hermione sat, began to talk to Snape.
Harry looked twice at Snape. He had seemed very calm during the
night, and didn't make any attempt to save Sirius. Now, he
seemed excited and nervous. His hands gripped his wand tightly,
his eyes shone brightly. He kneeled down to Lord Voldemort,
kissing his robes, and murmuring.
"Oh my lord. Forgive me. I
gave you the man, now I will bring you the boy."
Voldemort gave a dry laugh. He
summoned Snape's wand to his side. "The boy Snape?
I'd like to see you try."
"I will manage, my lord.
Anything to please you," Snape begged.
"Fool! You give me empty
promises. Crucio!"
Hermione, entranced by what she
was seeing, was startled by Harry. Harry felt sick. He wanted to
get away from the cottage, away from the village, away from Snape
screaming in pain.
**********************
"Dammit, Harry. Where in
hell have you been?"
Harry turned around wildly.
There, at the foot of the stairs leading to their dormitory was
Ron, his face pale. He looked scared, but spoke in angry tones.
Harry didn't know what to say.
"Umm, well, you
know."
Ron, exasperated, grabbed Harry
and pushed him up the stairs. At the doorway, Harry gasped. His
curtains around his bed had been thrown open, and Harry saw the
dark outline of someone lying on his bed. He inched closer, eager
to see who it was "maybe Sirius.or Dobby,"
Harry thought foolishly. Ron, angry and mad, pushed Harry. Harry
gulped. There, lying on his bed, was Wormtail. His throat was
slashed, the blood had seeped into Harry's pillow. He turned
to look at Ron, whose back was turned to him. Harry noticed Ron
was shaking. He placed a hand on Ron's shoulder, trying to
comfort him.
Ron shuddered, and threw
Harry's hand off of him. He turned around in disgust.
"Don't touch me with
those hands!" Ron spat.
Harry was confused, what had he
done?
"You, you, YOU KILLED
HIM!" Ron began to scream. "You're disgusting,
filthy"
Harry seethed in anger, that his
own friend would accuse him of murder. After all, didn't he
save Wormtail's life 2 years ago?
Harry spoke bitterly. "Well
you know what Ron? You can believe whatever you want too. At
least someone had the courage to get rid of that slime ball, even
if it wasn't me."
Ron was shaking, unable to speak.
He gave Harry a piercing look, and then walked out.
Harry made his way back to his
bed, contemplating what to do. Should he get Dumbledore? But then
would he ask him about where he went this night?
"Well," Harry thought, "I certainly can't
sleep here tonight. He glanced over at Dean, Seamus and Neville.
They were all sleeping calmly, not noticing a thing. "How am
I going to explain this to them."
Harry jumped. Wormtail had
disappeared. There was no trace of him whatsoever. Harry
panicked. "He must have been dead, he was! His blood was all
over my pillow." Harry's eyes wandered over to where
his pillow lay. He stared at it, unbelieving. There wasn't a
trace of blood on it, not even one wrinkle.
What is going on, he pondered as
he collapsed onto his bed without another thought.
***********************************************************
The next day Harry awoke early
and made his way down to an almost empty Great Hall. As he made
his way to the Gryffindor table, Harry was surprised to see Ron
and Hermione at the table. They were talking and laughing
together. "Great, HE is talking to her now", Harry
thought with malice. "He's probably turning her against
me. Well, I might as well go and defend myself." Harry
slowed down as he reached the table, unsure if he was welcome.
Hermione saw Harry coming in, and quickly summoned a chair next
to her for Harry.
"Here you go Harry, I saved
you a seat, " she said graciously.
Ron snorted, and left the hall.
Hermione threw a reproving glance at him, and turned her
attention to Harry.
"I hope you slept well last
night. I don't know how Lavender and Parvarti didn't
notice me coming in late, they always wake up with the littlest
noise, and they're so nosy. I can't believe you woke up
so early this morning, I wouldn't have but I had to finish
my Potions essay, since I didn't last night," Hermione
rattled on.
"But, Hermione, the essay on
Polyjuice Potions isn't due until next week," Harry
said looking for Ron. Usually he and Ron would laugh and roll
their eyes, but Ron was definitely avoiding Harry. Harry sighed.
"Yeah, I know what you mean.
When I came in Neville, Seamus and Dean were all sleeping soundly
too. Odd, really. And even when Ron yelled at me, no one
stirred," Harry said thoughtfully. He felt Hermione looking
at him, and glanced at her. "Well, Herm?"
"You know Harry, don't
blame yourself for what happened last night. There was nothing
else you could have done. You had every right to do that. I
would've done the same thing," Hermione blushed.
What? Harry didn't know what
she was thinking. Ron accused me of murder, he thought, and she
doesn't care. Is she thinking all right?
"You know, Harry, I'm
really glad I went with you last night."
"Ohhh," thought Harry.
She's talking about that. I guess Ron hasn't told her
yet.
"and I'll help
you whenever you want me to and I was wondering..," Hermione
stopped talking abruptly when Fred and George Weasley came over
to them and sat down next to Harry.
"So Harry, ready for the
match against Hufflepuff tomorrow? We're going to cream
them," Fred said gingerly as he reached for some toast.
"Yeah, Fred and I have
devised a little gameplan of ourselves," George laughed
mischievously. Hermione rose to go, looking relieved.
"Hey, Hermione, where are
you going?" Harry asked in alarm.
She gave him a smile, and replied
she was heading off to the library. Harry suddenly remembered she
was about to say something before the Weasley twins appeared, and
called out to her as she began to walk away, " We'll
talk later, ok?"
Harry found himself in
Dumbledore's office, the second time in 2 weeks. He had been
pulled out of Professor Binns' class during a boring lecture
on the Goblin Revolution. Harry was honestly relieved to get out
of the boring classroom, but he was afraid of what bad news was
awaiting him.
Dumbledore was sitting at his
desk, looking in his Pensieve, unaware of Harry's presence
for a few minutes. Harry stood there awkwardly, not knowing what
to do. "Professor, sir," Harry said quietly.
"Ahh, yes. Harry, I was
notified by Mr. Ronald Weasley that he found Peter Pettigrew on
your bed, slain."
Harry stared in shock. Had Ron
told Dumbledore he killed Wormtail?
"And it seems that some Dark
Magic was happening in the castle late last night. I realize that
you couldn't have killed him, and you are not suspected by
me. I was just wondering if you had anything you might like to
tell me. Mr. Thomas, Finnigan and Longbottom have also been
interviewed by me, and they seem to recall nothing out of the
ordinary. Now Harry, you realize that the magical community is in
a very difficult time right now, with Voldemort's return,
and all is being done to suppress him and his followers."
Harry stood numbly. There was a
lot he would like to ask, and to know, yet he felt that now was
not the time. Yet, one question kept bothering him. "Umm,
Professor, what about Snape-"
"Harry, I have said this
once and will say it again, I trust Professor Snape and he
would do no harm to anyone," He replied curtly.
Harry became angry. How could
Dumbledore lie to his face? He knows what Snape is, and
doesn't want to admit it, Harry thought venomously.
"Professor, I'd like to get back to class now,"
Harry coarsely replied.