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standard disclaimers
Dedication: To the fans of under-appreciated characters, especially the villains!
There must have been
a time before Galaxia- I never really thought about it before, but now
I realize there must have been a period when I was a senshi protecting
a planet of my own. Did I fight until the end?
I guess not- otherwise I would have died, instead of becoming one of her
servants.
I remember when Iron
Mouse joined our happy little family- feel free to notice the irony in
that statement. I loved tormenting her- I was the cat, after
all, and it was in my nature to be cruel to those who are weaker then me.
Before she gave up her star seed, I remember her tears as she bade farewell
to a dying planet she couldn't protect. She had no chance against
me- let along Sailors Aluminum Siren and Lead Crow.
Those two- they were here
before me, and probably could have answered the questions that now throb
in my body. Thick as thieves, and so loving. They remind
me of two Senshi I met recently- Uranus and Neptune. Huh.
Odd, isn't it? I must admit to being surprised when Lead Crow
allowed Galaxia to destroy Siren without a fight, but people always surprise
you- usually in the worst possible way.
As I look now, I notice
things that seemed so unimportant before- flowers, the way rain feels on
my skin- simple things that really can't have much to do with what I am.
Did I notice these things on my planet? Did my planet have
rainbows? Silly thing, really. I shouldn't concerned
myself with it- that planet is long dead, taken as Galaxia took so many.
The Golden Senshi has no mercy for those who oppose her.
I only have one bracelet
now, all that sustains me. I don't want to die.
Without it, I surely will. Damn Sailor Moon. Before
that stupid ginzuishou of hers, I didn't have to worry about things like
this. Since that rain of pure energy (a part of me wants to
call it pure love), my thoughts have been all jumbled up. I
occasionally find myself worrying about such frivolities as right and wrong...
kuso! I am not a Ai no Senshi! I am a Galaxia no
Senshi!
The bracelets Galaxia
gave me are finely crafted. Sometimes I still think I feel
the weight of my missing bracelet on my now-white garbed side.
They are beautiful, but I bet my star seed was even more lovely.
She has it, somewhere in her collection. Occasionally she'll
bring it out to admire her handiwork, and I now find myself staring through
the mess of sparkling stars, trying to find the one that was mine.
Not that I'm worthy of it anymore- if I did, but some freak chance, find
it, it would darken upon the touch of my dirty hands.
Damn it!
This is not anything I should be worrying myself over. I am going
to succeed where the others failed.
Still, a small part
of me wonders- what would have happened if Sailor Moon had completed her
work?
END
Author's Note: Do you know something strange? I don't even
LIKE Tin Nyanko!
Written in about twenty minutes- but it demanded to be done!