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It's not that I
can't live without you
it's just that I
don't even want to try
every night I
dream about you
ever since the
day we said goodbye
if I wasn't such
a fool
right now I'd be
holding you
there're nothing
that I wouldn't do
baby if I only
knew
Chorus
The words to
say
The road to
take
to find a way
back to your heart
what can I
do
to get to
you
and find a way
back to your heart
I don't know how
it got so crazy
But I'll do
anything to set things right
cuz your love is
so amazing
baby you're the
best thing in my life
let me prove my
love is real
and make you
feel the way I feel
I promise I
would give the world
If only you
would tell me
Chorus
Give me one more
chance
give me one more
chance
to give my love
to you
give you my
love, my love
cuz no one on
this earth
loves you like I
do
tell
me
Chorus
I turn back
time
to make you
mine
and find a way
back to your heart
I beg and
plead
fall to my
knees
and find a way
back to your heart
Chorus
Dear
diary,
Well diary
it's been exactly a month today since I last saw him. I really hurt him
and I don't know how to fix it. He was the best thing in my life and I
threw all that away. Why do we do the things we do? Stupidity I guess. I
thought I had learned my lesson the first time he left. I was so miserable
when he was gone. My life was hell I mean I tried to keep dating, but
nobody could compare to Leo. When he came back for me I almost lost his
love again. How could I not see that Dan wasn't for me? How could I have
not seen sooner that Leo completes me? He is the other half of my soul.
Then I just through that all away. No wonder he hasn't been
back.
You know that saying "It is better to have loved and lost, than to have
never loved at all". It is very
true. Mortals
and Immortals *I guess* live for love. That's what keeps us going it
drives us. But why do we
live for it. I
mean it is the best feeling in the world. So I guess that is why we do.
But it is also the worst feeling in the world to lose it. To know you have
found that one person in this world that you are meant to be with. Then
doing something stupid and driving them away. It's the worst feeling I
know. The one thing we can't live without is also the thing we can't live
with. Weird huh?
All I know is I'm empty without Leo. Nothing seems important but him. Not
work, not life, not anything.
My sisters can't
comprehend how bad I am hurting. They know its bad but they can't see
what's really
happening. They
can't see that someone has torn my heart out and ripped it into a million
pieces. All I know is that I refuse to give up on our love. It is too
pure. We can get through anything, I hope. I will find a way to fix this.
That's a promise!
Love (What a laugh I sign it with love)
Piper
Piper felt a tear trickle down her cheek. It slid of her face on to the
new diary entree. She quickly shut the small book and placed it on her
nightstand as one of her sisters walked by. Phoebe noticed Piper was still
in her room and stopped at the doorway.
"Hey sleepy head what's up?" She replied bouncing onto Piper's bed. Phoebe
noticed that Piper had red
puffy eyes. "Oh
hun what's wrong?" She asked concern written all over.
"How am I suppose to make things better if he won't even talk to me?"
Piper choked over her tears. Phoebe pulled Piper into a hug and stroked
her hair.
"We are talking about Leo right?" Phoebe asked knowing the answer. Her
older sister had been a wreck
since that
terrible night. Pheebs wanted to help but she had no idea how too. If only
Leo would come back
she thought.
Phoebe didn't blame Leo though, he had been hurt she knew that for sure.
It was very hard to
forgive someone
after they betray you like that. When before you would trust them with
your life.
"Yes." Piper confirmed Phoebe's question. This brought Pheebs out of her
thoughts.
"You guys really need to talk." Phoebe replied that being the only
suggestion she could come up with.
"But he won't even come near me." Piper sobbed harder.
"Shhhh I know sweetie. I think tonight we should look through the book of
shadows. There has to be a spell in there somewhere to call a
whitelighter. And if there isn't then we can come up with a spell."
Phoebe
tried to calm
down her sobbing sister. Suddenly Piper pulled away from her and whipped
her eyes.
"Thanks Pheebs." Piper gave a small smile and got up.
"Where you going?" Phoebe asked looking up to Piper.
"I have to get to work. And you should get to class." Piper replied.
Phoebe looked at her watched and
realized she was
gonna be late. She quickly hopped off the bed and dashed towards the door.
She was just
about to head
out when she turned around.
"You'll be ok?" She asked still concerned for the middle
Halliwell.
"Yes I feel better now get to class." Piper answered pushing Pheebs out
the door.
As soon as Piper heard the door downstairs click she slid to the floor.
She pulled her legs to her chest
and started
crying again into them. After and hour of this she finally decided it was
time to stop crying and take action. This wasn't gonna get fixed innless
she worked on it. Piper quickly ran upstairs to the attic looking for some
kind of spell. She wanted to do this without the help of her sisters.
Which it was a good thing that both Pheebs and Prue would be out the whole
day. Piper was supposed to be out to but the club could last without her.
And if it didn't then screw it nothing is important Piper
thought.
Piper flipped through the old book for hours looking for any type of spell
that could be useful. She was
about to give up
when she came upon the spell to take someone back in
time.
"If I can go back before I even met Chris then non of this would ever have
happen." Piper exclaimed. "Oh
what about the
consequences?" Piper asked herself. "Screw them."
*The bond which
has not to be done
Give me the
power to see it undone
And turn back
time
To whence it was
begun*
Piper was surrounded by white orbs and disappeared from the attic. A few
seconds later Piper reappeared in an attic. It looked completely different
from the one she had been in. Piper sighed wondering where the hell this
spell brought her. Suddenly she heard voices downstairs. She creped to the
door to find two women
downstairs in a
living room area talking. One of the women had tears in her eyes and the
other seemed to be
comforting
her.
"Oh Ann I can't believe Christopher would do such a thing." The women who
was confronting the other
exclaimed.
"Its true he told me himself." Ann sobbed.
"Oh hun what are you gonna do?" The women asked giving Ann a
hug.
"I I don't know. I still love him. Even though he cheated on me I still
love him. This just doesn't change that. Then there is a fact about the
children I just can't leave their father. I I don't want to leave him
anyways." Ann replied whipping some of her tears away.
"Speaking of the children do they know?"
"I haven't told them. I really don't want them to know." Piper looked
around the downstairs room as the
two talked more.
It appeared to be old fashion stuff weird Piper though. Suddenly Piper
spotted two figures
hiding at an
entree way going to what looked to be a kitchen. They where in the shadows
so Piper couldn't
pick out their
features. All she knew for sure was there was a boy and girl
there.
"Why the heck am I here? Where is here?" Piper whispered to
herself.
The two women downstairs got up and headed for another room. This is my
chance to….. The two people who had been in the shadows walked into the
living room.
"I can't believe dad how could he do such a thing." The boy yelled
smacking his hand down onto the table.
Piper was
astounded there in front of her stood what looked to be an 18 year old
Leo. He was speaking to a
younger version
of Julie.
"I don't know."
Julie replied flapping down.
"AND HOW COULD
SHE NOT TELL US! I KNEW SOMETHING WAS WRONG!" Leo exclaimed getting
outraged.
"She probably
didn't want you to overreact like you are." Julie
commented.
"How can you
just sit there being so calm?" Leo through something that had been on the
table against
the
wall.
"Leo stop before
you break something."
"Ugh how can she
just go back to him like nothing has happen. He cheated on her for god
sakes. I tell you if
anyone ever
cheated on me I wouldn't just go crawling back to them as if nothing
happen." Leo yelled sitting
down in a
chair.
"Yes but you
have never been in love. You don't know for sure you wouldn't." Julie
explained.
"I may have
never been in love but I'm not stupid. I mean if you cheat on someone they
obviously don't want
you
anymore."
"Not
nessicarly."
"Julie why are
you taking his side?"
"I'm not taking
sides. I'm just saying that mom will do what she pleases. Even if that
means going to dad.
Which way not be
the worst decision in the world."
Piper quietly
shut the door to the attic. She had seen enough she now knew why the spell
brought her back
her. It wasn't
so she could change time it was so she could see how bad she hurt him.
Tears slid down her
cheeks as she
sunk to the ground.
"Leo's never
going to forgive me." She sobbed. Suddenly white orbs surrounded Piper
once again and
she
disappeared.
"Piper Pheebs!"
Prue yelled as she entered the manor. The house appeared to be empty. "I
guess they aren't
home yet." Prue
replied going into the kitchen. There she grabbed a snack. She sat down on
a kitchen chair
and looked
around the empty kitchen. Something wasn't right Prue thought. She had no
idea what but something just wasn't right. Prue then spotted Piper's
purse, which meant that Piper was probably still home. Prue got up and
walked up the stairs. After searching every room on the second floor she
headed to the attic. There she found Piper crying with her head in her
hands. "Piper." Prue exclaimed kneeling next to her younger sister. She
gave her a hug not knowing what was wrong.
"Prue." Piper
choked out as her older sister wrapped her arms around
her.
"Yes its me
what's wrong hunny?" Prue asked worried. Phoebe came into the attic stood
at the doorway. She
two had found
Piper and Prue's stuff and searched the house to find them
here.
"Oh Piper you
didn't do a spell without me?" Phoebe asked noticing the book of shadows
opened.
"I had to do
something." Piper answered whipping her eyes.
"What happen
sweetie?" Prue asked sweeping some of Piper's hair out of her
face.
"I'll explain
later. Pheebs can you help me write a spell to call a whitelighter or
something?"
"Yeah sure lets
go downstairs and think of one."
Phoebe replied
heading downstairs. The two older sisters followed her.
Meanwhile in the
whitelighter world Leo sat looking through piles of books. Beside him blue
light shown as
someone
orbed.
"What the hell
are you doing?" Julie asked looking over the mountains of
books.
"Researching
although it's not really any of your business." Leo replied not looking up
from his work.
"Why I mean
you're already done all your work. No make that you did almost everyone's
work." Julie answered sitting down in front of her troubled brother. Leo
sighed closing his book and looking up.
"Don't you have
another whitelighter to bug?" Leo asked annoyed.
"Nope sorry I
only have one brother who is a whitelighter." Julie answered
smiling.
"Ugh just my
luck. Well leave this brother alone." Leo said frustrated he reopened his
book in hopes his sis
would
disappear.
"You know you
can't keep doing this." Julie said taking the book away.
"Fine you stay
I'll leave!" Leo yelled getting up.
"Leo you know
you can't keep avoiding her." Julie continued grabbing his arm before he
could orb.
"Why not?" Leo
snapped back. Julie sighed this was one touchy subject for Leo, and she
knew he didn't mean to yell at her. It had only taken a few days after the
horrible news that Julie figured out something was wrong. For one thing
Leo wasn't spending every free moment at the Halliwells. Plus she usually
could tell when her brother was distressed. He claimed nothing was wrong
but Julie got it out of him.
"Cuz your going
to make yourself sick all you have done is work."
"So what do you
suggest I do?" Leo asked sitting back down. He lowered his tone knowing
that Julie didn't deserve to be yelled at.
"For one thing
at least go talk to her. I mean Leo you still love her right?" Julie
questioned already knowing the answer.
"Of course but I
promised myself I wouldn't be with someone who cheated on
me."
"I know but
sometimes we do stupid things. You guys have a pure love and if it's
really worth it then you have to fight for it. Nobody said love was easy."
Leo sighed again knowing his sister was right.
"When did you
become so smart?" Leo asked giving Julie a hug.
"Well it isn't
often I get to give advise your usually the all knowing Leo." Julie
replied hugging back. "Now you get your whitelighter ass out of here and
go talk to Piper."
"Your right."
Leo let go of Julie and backed up.
"Thanx."
"Your welcome
good luck."
Back at the
manor Pheebs and Piper where hard at work on the spell, while Prue made
coffee.
"And we are
done." Pheebs exclaimed jumping up.
"Oh god what am
I gonna say to him?" Piper asked also standing up.
"You'll think of
something hunny." Phoebe answered giving her older sister a hug. Suddenly
there was a
knock at the
door.
"I wonder who
that could be?" Phoebe asked herself going over to the door. She opened it
to find Leo on
the other
side.
"Hi Phoebe." Leo
greeted.
"Leo…… Wow that
spell worked pretty good." Phoebe joked letting the whitelighter
in.
"Leo you came
back." Piper said holding back the urge to hold him. "Pheebs can
we."
"Say no more
Prue and I will make ourselves scarce." Phoebe replied going into the
kitchen.
"Do you wanna
umm sit down?" Piper asked pointing to the couch. Leo moved over to the
couch and sat down
next to
Piper. "Leo listen I know I did a terrible thing. You probably will
never forgive me but I have to try. I do love you with all my heart and I
can't ever bear to think of a life without you. If we really do love each
other than we can work through this. Our love is strong and we can get
through anything." Piper blurted out holding back tears.
"I know. I got
some advice from a very knowledgeable person. And I love you so much not
even this can change that. Nothing can. I mean you did hurt me badly but
no matter what I can't stop loving you. And I don't wanna stop. I'm
willing to give it another shot. After some time maybe we can get back
what we had. If we are really meant to be together then we'll get through
this." Leo said taking Piper's hand. She stared into his gorgeous green
eyes and found so much love there. There was still some hurt but she would
make that go away in time.
"Thank you Leo.
I love you so much." Piper let tears fall as Leo wrapped his arms around
her. Piper felt safer than she had in a long time. She had missed him so
much. This time I won't screw up Piper thought.
"I'm so glad
things are going to get back to normal."
Phoebe replied
from behind the kitchen door. Both Prue and Pheebs had listened to the
whole conversation hoping Leo could find a way to forgive their
sister.
"Yes it's going
to take time, but things are on the right track. Why don't we go
upstairs?" Prue suggested.
"Yeah that's a
good idea." The two of them headed upstairs to let Leo and Piper have some
alone time. In the land of evil a meeting was being held. Chris stood in
the middle of the council knowing why he was here.
"You have
failed. The whitelighter forgave her." One of the councilmen hissed. Chris
took in a deep breath
he was so sure
that that stupid whitelighter wouldn't go back to her.
"What are you
going to do about your failure?" Another one of the men
sneered.
"Lets stop
wasting are time and kill him now." Another one
suggested.
"No don't do
that. I will get them apart. Its time to pull out the big guns I'll kill
one of them. This time I won't fail you." Chris pleaded.
"Fine go and
don't fail us again next time we might not be so giving." Chris
disappeared happy that the evil council was giving him another shot. This
time he knew he wouldn't fail. | 