'What was I thinking?
Xell... er Kenji doesn't love me. And I just gave myself willingly to him.
He's not in to commitment. I really blew it.' She thought to herself, sniffing.
Kenji silently teleported behind her and wrapped his arms around her.
"Why are these beautiful
baby blues crying?" He asked softly. Rika stiffened for a second in fear.
"Wha...wha...what are
you doing up? She asked. She certainly is doing a lot of stuttering today.
"Well I heard crying.
And if you know me I hate crying." He made a face that made Rika smile.
"But I saw it was you and I decided to give a try at comforting you." He
smiled at her opening his eyes. Mazoku eyes...
"Oh..." Rika said. He
looked sincere...
"So why are you crying?"
He asked.
"Huh? Oh, uh, um I ah
er don't want to talk about it right now." Rika said sniffling.
"Ok. Well if you do
want to talk you know me. But feel free to say Sore wa himitsu desu." Kenji
teased her. Her lip quivered and she burst into a new set of tears.
"Huh? Fii... what did
I do? Did I say something wrong?" He asked worriedly.
She just buried her
face in his chest and pounded it. Kenji looked down at her in surprise.
Then he sighed and wrapped his arms around her small waist. She just cried
and pounded on his chest. Soon her hits became softer and softer and she
fell asleep in his arms. Kenji teleported them to the bed and laid her
head on his chest.
'What was that about?'
He thought. Then drifted off to sleep himself...
'Mornin' Filia-san.
Where's Xellos?" Kenji asked, walking out to the kitchen the next morning.
"Huh? Oh morning Kenji.
There is no need to call me Filia-san. Xellos however left for work. He
insisted on working on Saturdays. By the way." Filia rolled her eyes. "Is
Rika sleeping?" she asked softly.
"Yeah she's still sleep."
Kenji said confused at the sudden change of voice.
"Ok. Kenji I want you
to sit down. I need to tell you something." Filia motioned to the table.
They both sat down.
"Well let me tell you
first, I know who you and Rika both are," She started out.
"What? I mean what do
you mean?" He stuttered. She smiled.
"Don't play stupid...
Xellos. I know you are Xellos's past self and Rika is my past self. Well
I should say present self. Since you two are the present, we are only an
illusion of the future. This is only a possibility of what could happen
in the future." Filia said seriously.
Kenji being the trickster
priest he is didn't appear shaken. "Yaah! I see what you're saying. Your
saying Fii er Rika and I have the power to fall in love ect, etc. But we
also have the power to stay single and not be in each others life." Kenji
said.
"Yes that's what I'm
saying. Now there is this other thing. But I'm expecting Rika-chan to tell
you." Filia said. Kenji tried to read her mind but Filia waved him off
with a grin. "No peeking." She said, then shooed him off to his bedroom.
'So she knows... I guess
I should tell Fii... er Rika. But what's this secret she's supposed to
tell me? I'm the secretive person here!" He said to himself. He opened
the door to the room to see a quiet Rika brushing her hair, the sun lighting
the blond hair. Kenji quietly crossed the room and took the brush from
her hand and brushed her hair for her.
"Xellos?" She asked.
Kenji thought about pulling her hair and forcing the secret out of her.
The pain and fear from her would have been good... but he's been full on
it, staying in a town like this.
"Filia knows who we
are." He said quietly. He was enjoying brushing her hair.
'It feels like my violet
silk blanket back at home...' He thought.
"I figured she would
find out." Rika said wrapping her arms around her waist, letting him brush
her hair.
'I should enjoy this
as much as I can. But the longer I enjoy it the harder it's going to be
when he dumps me.' She thought with her eyes closed. He brought her
hair in to a neat ponytail and then nudged her so she can see it.
"Wow it's pretty. Where
did you learn that?" Rika asked in awe.
"When I was younger...
Zelas let me play in her hair." Xellos smiled.
"Wow!" She said again,
then added. "Big bad mazoku combing hair. Now don't even go saying something
like mazoku are even better at combing hair." She teased.
"The thought never crossed
my mind." He teased her back. She looked at him with a face meant to scold
but ended up smiling.
'I'm actually teasing
her and she's laughing! Whoa...' Kenji thought. "Well Filia's downstairs
making breakfast. It's smells good. Want to eat?" He asked.
"Sure but, don't forget
I'm as good as her." Rika said, then she thought about last night. "Oh
the other hand I'm not that hungry." She said. Kenji raised his eyebrows.
"Suit yourself." He
said.
"So when do you leave?"
Xellos asked at dinner that night.
"Trying to get rid of
them so soon?" Filia teased clearing away the dishes. Rika wanted to help
but Filia told her it's ok.
"Maybe tomorrow... I'm
not sure. Maybe tonight. It depends." Kenji knew Xellos and Filia understood.
Rika hoped tonight. She wanted Kenji to be gone... so she won't have to
deal with anything. She couldn't bear getting dumped by Kenji, but that's
what she had to do.
"What are you doing?"
Kenji asked Rika later on in the room.
"I'm packing. Just in
case we have to go tonight." Rika carefully chose her words.
"Ah. Seems like I never
had to pack. Teach me later on ok?" Kenji grinned. Rika stiffened.
'Oh Cephieed no!' She
thought
"Gates of time... Past,
Present and Future!" An echo of Filia and Xellos voice sounded through
the house. Kenji looked over at Rika. Rika nodded at Kenji and stuffed
the suitcase in her arm jewelry. Filia, Xellos, Val and Xellia rushed in
the room... well Filia holding Xellia.
"Oh Rika! You have to
leave so soon?" Filia asked sadly. Rika nodded and leaned over to hug her
future self.
"You will visit won't
you?" Valteria asked innocently.
"Trust me you'll see
me soon." Rika smiled down at the boy.
"Aw man! We didn't have
time to play any tricks!" Xellos, Kenji, and Val said sadly. Filia and
Rika glared at them. The boys winced.
"Papa!" Xellia said
reaching for Xellos. Filia looked at the baby in surprise then smiled and
handed the baby to Xellos.
"Aw how's daddy's girl?"
Xellos ask Xellia.
"In need of a diaper
change." Filia said scrunching her nose. Xellos made a face while Xellia
exclaimed 'Papa! Papa!' Everyone laughed.
"Unlock unto me!" The
echo said.
"Bye Filia!" Rika said
hugging Filia one last time.
"Cya buddy." Xellos
squatted down and told Val. They exchange 'Manly' hand shakes. Kenji and
Rika started to disappear.
"Bye!" Everyone said
for the last time.
Filia hummed a small
tune as she worked the cash register. The customers were happy that day,
and so was she. She hadn't heard from Zelas and Luna just yet. Well she
would hear from them later. Xellos visited everyday helping Val with his
homework. While Filia ate more food then usual. She wasn't putting on too
much weight.... Yet.
"...So Cephieed and
Shabragnidgo defeated each other and the world was at peace." Xellos ended
his story and quietly walked out of Val's room. He turned on the light,
shut the door and went to the kitchen to meet Filia for their night's tea.
"Val really likes you."
Filia said suddenly.
"Yeah. I guess I spoil
him rotten. Maybe I'm getting soft..." Xellos grinned.
"He talks about you
all the time..." Filia commented.
"Well everyone loves
me." Xellos said, not getting why Filia was so serious.
"Um Xellos... There
is something I need to tell you." She started.
"Ok... go ahead." Xellos
said curiously.
"I uh should have told
you this awhile back but um I guess I felt like I had to wait... " Filia
stammered. Xellos felt like reading her mind but decided to be patient.
'I gotta say this.'
Filia told herself. She took a deep breath. "I'm pregnant." She said. Xellos
stared at her blankly.
"Xellos! Are you alright?"
Filia asked. Xellos expression changed from a blank one to an angry one...
"Filia! Why did you
tell me before? I mean here I am, and your like keeping this from me. How
long did you plan on it?" He asked.
"But Xellos! It's not
like that!" Filia exclaimed. Tears threatened to fall.
"I should have stayed
away from you in the first place." Xellos mumbled.
"B...b...b...but Xellos!"
Tears poured down Filia's face and she shook her face in her hands then
teleported to her room.
"Baka dragon. I shouldn't
even be here." Xellos scowled then teleported to his astral space.
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Authors note: Ok maybe I went overboard with
an emotional scene ^_^