GetLost
Get Lost
Chapter 1
Fanfic by: Cessy Angel


"Mission accomplished!" Duo clasped his hands together and smirked to himself. True, it had been an easy mission, even though there was a delay in action, but as always, as long as the mission was finished and everyone was alright, it didn't bother Duo.

Duo Maxwell, only 16 years of age, yet he was already submitted to wars. Since his young age, he had learned to go on with the fact that people died, and the fact that he himself would be the one causing those deaths. But after so many years, after so many murders, it was only a matter of time until a smile appeared on his face. Only a Shinigami could smile when facing with death.

Then again, there is always something far worse than death. Like living, and missing something at the same time. And that, that is something you get from others. Forget everything and smile.

The young American jumped out of his Gundam and walked towards the other pilots, who were already huddled in front of the exit. Their backs were turned as he approached them, but all he did was put an arm around Heero's neck and give the others a big grin.

"Didn't that mission go well?" Duo mused.

Brusquely, Heero's hand brushed the other's arms off his shoulder. "No. Duo, because of your escapades, Quatre almost got killed by those OZ soldiers! Don't you think of anyone but yourself?"

Heero's cold brown eyes showed that he was being serious, and only then did Duo notice that Trowa and Wufei were also giving him the same glare. It suddenly made him feel uncomfortable, being under the examination of some of his fellow pilots.

Quatre suddenly spoke up, a hand behind his helmet as he took it off and shook his blond hair. "Guys, come on. You can't blame Duo for that. It was my fault, I should have retreated right away instead of finishing those last Cancer Suits."

"Stop thinking like that. It was because of Maxwell that you injured your arm, ne?" Wufei pointed towards Quatre's arm, where a patch of blood had seeped through the suit he had been wearing. "He should have payed more attention to what his mission was. Such complications should never happen on such an easy mission."

"..." Trowa only looked down and back to Duo, who was standing against the railing with a confused look on his face. Both of his hands were clutching the metal bars, and then became tighter as the others continued to look at him.

"Look! I'm sorry! It won't happen again, okay?" Duo looked at the four pilots in what seemed like anger, then began walking towards the exit, hoping to reach it before anyone else said a word to him.

"Next time will be in a long while, Duo. You'll have to stay behind for the next couple of missions. We just can't accept any more complications, or OZ will think of us as unstable." Heero spoke without emotion, certainly he didn't care what the other pilot would say to him.

"Nani?!" Duo swirled around, only to face the same emotionless face he had seen so many times, but this time, even his blank eyes made his cheeks burn red in anger. His fists clenched and he continued to eye the others, then turned away and walked out of the room angrily.

"It's for the best." Heero sighed to himself and walked in the opposite direction.

"True." Wufei agreed.

"But you guys! It was my fault! Don't go blaming Duo!" Quatre continued to protest, even though he knew that it was almost impossible to change Heero and Wufei's minds. Both were stubborn, but he still had hope in his long time friend. "Trowa, don't you agree with me?"

"... For the best, Quatre." Trowa repeated. His eyes closed for a moment. He then reopened them and looked sadly in the others eyes. "We can't take the chance of anyone getting hurt, please understand."

Trowa's hand brushed on Quatre's shoulder before he also left the room. Now Quatre was alone, only a pale wash of light illuminated the room. It suddenly started to get colder, and the only sound that came from it was Quatre's light breath.

"Trowa, sometimes getting hurt isn't just physically..."

Footsteps echoed throughout the empty room, and only the young Arabian was left to shut the lights, where only blackness enveloped the lonely soul. His hands reached for the door, and so silently did he whisper the name.

"I'm sorry, Duo..."


Author's Note: Yep, you guessed it. This will be a QuatreXDuo fanfic. (But they make such a kawaii pairing...) Anyways, I don't know how long this fic will last, but I'm really into it so it should be finished in no time. Please review! I need to know if this fic is worth continuing!