GetLost2
Get Lost
Chapter 2
Story by: Cessy Angel


Footsteps echoed throughout the darkened house, only a faint wash of moonlight illuminated the hallway as Duo walked in silence, his head bowed and his hands tightened into knuckles that hung against his hips as he moved. Rage and sadness mixed together made a toy of his soul.

"Stupid Heero, where does he go off telling me what to or not to do?"

Finally he sighed and entered the room, but not before slamming the door behind him. He stood there, motionless, leaning against the door as his eyes scanned the room slowly, and then his head lifted towards the starry night.

"Why do they do this to me? Am I so different that they think of me as a unelaborate follower?"

His whispers were taken away by the light breeze that came from the open window in front of him. Quietly, he walked to his bed and let himself fall onto the drapes, while bringing a pillow to his chin while he sought to find sleep. His eyes began to slowly close...

"Duo?" Someone's voice resonated from the other side of the door.

"Go away." Duo didn't feel like talking to another, and it irritated him for someone else to try to console him. Except if it's Heero with a deep apology. Duo mused. Of course, that would never happen. Sleep began to creep back into his eyes and again they closed slowly.

"Duo, it's Quatre, can I come in?" He sounded so depressed at that moment.

"No!" Duo yelled loudly. His eyes snapped open and he jumped out of his bed and locked the door. His head leaned on the door and he though he heard a gasp from the other side of the door. "Just leave me alone..."

"But-"

"I said go away!" Hands clutched his head and he slumped against the door. His lower lip trembled and his eyes were forced shut. Faintly, he could hear the footsteps on the other side of the door back away, and then slowly walking away from the door until the silence took over again.

"I'm sorry too, Quatre..."

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Why are you putting yourself through this, Duo? Quatre walked away from the room. Boots resounded the silence that had settled in the house. Usually, it would be rustling with noise, people working here, others going there, but not tonight, why?

The Arabian boy found himself stopped in front of the library. It was his family's house, after all. But something with the library's atmosphere made Quatre want to stay, and he did so, gently closing the door behind him.

"Dammit, where's that light switch?" Quatre swore under his breath after he saw that he was enclosed in darkness. His hands reached alongside the wall and finally he found the contour of a lamp in which he pulled a dusty rope so that the light filled the room.

He winced, his eyes not completely used to the bright rays. A hand wiped the side of his face, and he clumsily walked towards a couch laying against the wall. The fabric was soft, except for all the dust that covered it.

"Why didn't I even notice that we had a library before?" Quatre never recalled having a library, oh well, maybe it had just slipped from his mind. Many things seemed to have slipped his mind lately, more or less, they always had.

A row of books were maintained on his left, his right, and behind him. Towers they seemed, hovering titles and titles of all different languages, French, Spanish, old English, and even Latin. It must have taken years if not decades to collect so many books. What were their purpose?

Something caught Quatre's eye. The letters were almost altogether covered with a layer of dust, but were still readable. The Arabian stood on the couch and reached on his left, his hand swinging back and forth to attain his destination.

Eventually, after two or three minutes, the book laid on his lap. His fingers brushed away the dust delicately so that he could read the inscription on the ruby red cover.

"From Life to Death, by... I can't read the author. Oh well. It looks like an autobiography... no, more like a journal." He put the book back on the small shelf that was next to him. "I shouldn't read this, it wouldn't be respecting the author... but... what makes me want to read it so badly?"

Quatre's gaze kept returning to the book. It was almost as if the book called his name, or someone else's name instead. It burned through him, as if a part of him were being pinched. In a gasp of pure curiousness and exasperation, he took the journal again and opened to the first page. The writing looked fairly old, and the paper was crisp with years, but it was the way it was written that looked more extravagant, each letter seemed to have a meaning, every word an illusion.

To whomever reads this,

I surely hope that someone will read this, to continue what I first started when I was merely a young boy. These writing, they are so much more than just letters, written words, paragraphs, they are like the whisper of a fallen angel, the sweetest voice imaginable. You put your eyes on these words, and I put my eyes on you, my feathers falling upon your head, young one. My time is gone, and I will go, but not without forgetting a secret that I must share and entrust with you. Please, save my son from the war, never let him see another man die in front of his eyes, never let him touch a weapon of death, and I beg of you, never let him kill another. I'll be watching...

Setheus

Quatre's eyes misted, and he wiped at his eyes continuously. He turned to the next page, but found it blank. He continued turning the pages, but they were all completely blank!

"Who is... he?" Quatre closed his eyes and hugged the book closely to his chest. His eyes closed and sleep overcame him. Maybe tomorrow he would continue searching for more information on this author.

But it seemed that another mission was already scheduled to be taken place on tomorrow.

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Author's note: Well, what did you think of it? Confusing, ne? I don't know who Setheus is, I just really liked the idea. It'll probably grow more as the story deepens. You guys better be glad, it took be 3 hours to write this! I hurt my left hand pretty badly, and it's like hell trying to type. Oh well, I'll finish rambling on and on now, please review!