Scott paced around his room, vaguely wondering if he had worn a hole in the floor yet,
thinking about how much he missed Jean.
*How in the hell could she go for Logan!* he thought angrily.
*I mean look at him! He's rude… has horrible hair…*
Scott fell backwards onto his bed with a huge sigh. He chuckled silently
as he got a wonderful image of himself blasting a large hole through Logan…
Nobody else, save for perhaps the professor, would have even guessed that he
felt he was slowly going insane. Every time he saw them together it
was like having his guts ripped out with a knife.
Sure he had contemplated suicide… just to make jean see how much he really missed her…
but then he thought the better of it. Cool, calm, logical Scott… always there for
somebody to talk to when they were going through a hard time.
He remembered the hours when he had sat with Marie listening to her pour her heart and
soul out to him over how much she missed Logan. He half wished he could talk to her now…
at least she would understand. But Marie was gone… she had run off about a month
after Logan had come back… she didn't take the whole Logan/ Jean thing to well either.
Where was he to go now… he stared out the window watching the moonrise.
He could leave… go away… start a new life… one without Jean. Just thinking about her
made him feel sick.
*Yes* he decided… *I will leave… maybe it will be better that way*.
He packed up several items of clothing… then changed his mind. *No, I can't go. Can't
leave her. * Scott frowned… *but she's already left me hasn't she? * He packed away a
few more items into his suitcase.
Scott glanced at the clock on his bedside table. 12:00 midnight.
He left his room and walked slowly down the hallway. Pausing outside
Jean's door. He resisted the urge to knock and see if she was still up. Besides… he was
afraid that Logan would answer.
Going out to the garage he tossed his suitcase into the back of a Jeep.
*It's not to late… I can still go back… nobody would know* He decided against
it and got in the Jeep.
With a deep sigh he turned the key in the ignition and heard
the engine roar to life. *See ya never* he thought as he sped away from the mansion.