Angel's Smile

by Sutashi

Looking at her

Looking at me

She smiles at me

An angel's smile

Sent straight from heaven

But to me?

And what if she goes back without me?

I couldn't bear that

Everyone will eventually leave me

I suppose I could bear losing the others

I haven't allowed them to become close to me

But her?

She has pierced me with radiance

Her beauty

And angel's smile

I couldn't bear to lose her

She's made herself so close

So dear

And as much as I hate to admit it

She has become the most important thing

In my life

After years of guarding myself

Shielding my soul

Making sure no one gets close

She has smashed every barrier I put up

Every attempt to keep her away

With that angel's smile

Is this what they would call love?

I've never "loved" anyone before

But I guess she can be the first

Damn her and her beautiful

Gorgeous

Angel's smile