Show Me The Meaning of Being Lonely Part 2
Okay this takes place after Ken is no longer the Digimon Kaizer and before he joins the Digidestined. Okay that's all for now.
Disclaimer: I don't own Digimon at all if I did it would be shown in America subtitled and un-cut, and then I would rule the world *evil laugher* ^_^;
~Daisuke's POV~
:-Daisuke's Math class-:
It's been a few days since Ken's reign as the Digimon Kaizer has ended and I have offered for him to join the Digidestined, we need his help, and mostly to be with me. I fell in love with him more then I ever thought I would that night we spent together in the Digital World. The images of that night still run through my head, I even dream about it. I no longer dream about Hikari my dreams are now flooded with Ken, not the Kaizer just Ken. Hikari, beautiful like a rose but just as painful, she has Takeru's affection. And he has hers. I can see it in her eyes. Which brings me to Ken's eyes. Beautiful violet eyes that reflect his emotions are more clear now, his eyes much softer. I pay a lot of attention to eyes, they are the window to a person's soul. I know I have been rambling on about nothing but I can't concentrate on this damn math. The teacher has been staring at me for quite sometime while I stare out the window in my own little fantasy, thinking. Funny *me* thinking. Something the others would never see me doing. Maybe I should talk to Ken alone. The last time I talk to him alone I talked to him about joining the Digidestined, I should have talked about *us*. He said we couldn't be together because we were enemies. But we are no longer enemies. We're all part of a team now. I know what's in my heart and from what Ken told me, he feels the same way. I hope he still loves me. I love him. I guess maybe I should pay attention to class before I get in trouble more then I already in.
I look at the sheet of paper in front of me; it's a bunch of letters and numbers nothing ever really makes since to me. I wonder why the Hell we are doing Algebra when we are only in 5th grade! I know I can ask Ken to help me I'm sure he wouldn't mind. That would give me a chance to talk to him alone. When I see him in the Digital World, or I hope he is there he usually is trying to fix what he made, I'll ask him to help me with math. I hear the bell ring. I gather my things and head towards the computer room quickly almost running into a few people on accident in the hallway. I enter the computer room and no one is there. Where are they maybe I should just go to the Digital World alone, but then they would probably get mad at me. Miyako was the first person to enter the room shortly followed by Iori. You know they would make a good couple if you took away the obvious difference in height and age.
"Hikari and Takeru will be here soon they had to talk to Taichi and Yamato about something." Miyako says to me and gets angry when I don't reply. "Daisuke are you even paying attention to me?"
"Huh?" I said, I wasn't really paying attention at all I could think about was getting to the Digital World and seeing Ken. "I'm sorry Miyako, what did you say?"
"Forget it!" Miyako replied sounding quite pissed at me. Like I care about what she thinks she's after *my* man. And to think I wouldn't have called myself gay a few months ago but Ken changed me. And I like that change.
After several minutes of an uneasy silence Hikari and Takeru come in holding hands but quickly let go of each other. I think the are embarrassed to do that sort of thing in front of me I don't know why. I know Hikari and Takeru love each other. It doesn't bother me anymore I am not that *way*.
"Hey guys let's go! Digimental Gate Open!" I put my D-3 to the computer screen and land in the Digital World in less then a second. It still feels weird being downloaded. I check my D-3 really quick to see if Ken is nearby and to my luck he's about a mile away from here. The others appear about a minute later.
I flash my cutest smile, "What took you guys so long?"
Miyako shot a glare, "Why the Hell are you so happy?"
"Why are you always so bitchy?" Crud I shouldn't have said that, her hand stung my face.
"Miyako that wasn't nice!" Hikari said looking at her.
"He shouldn't have said that I was bitchy!" Miyako growled.
I just chuckle and head off in the direction Ken is in; V-mon follows me silent as ever. He knows about Ken, and me. I had to tell someone. I can trust V-mon so I told him at first he didn't understand but I explained it to him the best I could. I guess I'm smarter then I appear though you wouldn't be able to tell the first time you look at me. But I am not a complete baka.
Takeru noticed that I was heading off, "Daisuke, why are we going this way? I thought that we were going to take control of the control spires in that direction?" he points in the other direction. Funny if they would have looked at their D-3's they would have figured out why I wanted to go this direction.
"I changed my mind lets go this way." I don't wait for an answer.
V-mon pokes my leg. I turn to him with a questioning look. He looks up at me, and whispers "Daisuke why are we going this way?"
"Ken is this way I need to talk to him." V-mon just nods and we continue to walk. The others are either far behind me or decided to go off on their own. Figures. They never listen to me I'm the leader of the Digidestined I wonder if Taichi had to go through this. I sigh and continue to walk along with V-mon more silent then usual. I wish he would talk but what would we talk about. School? Nah too boring if you ask me.
A shadow falls over me and I look up. Stingmon looks busy destroying a control spire. But if I see Stingmon then that means that Ken is nearby! I start to run in the direction that I see Stingmon flying in but then I slow down to a walk so V-mon can keep up. I don't want to be stuck with out him especially with that creepy woman and her ugly looking boyfriend.
"KEN!!" I yell when I see him. He looks at me for a second and then looks away quickly.
"Look Daisuke if this is about me joining the Digidestined, I still have to think about it. Okay?" Ken said looking at the ground. I wish you would look at me.
"It's not that.." I laugh, "I was wondering if you would help me with my homework later." STUPID! Stupid me! I have him alone and all I could say is something about my homework.
"Sure, come over later. I should get going." He looks up. "Stingmon lets destroy some more over in that direction and go home." Stingmon flew down to pick up Ken.
"Ken wait! I need your number so I can call you before I come over." He scribbles down his number and gives it to me. Our hands touch and he looks at me briefly before looking away, hopping on Stingmon's back and flying off in another direction.
"You're not going to do homework are you Daisuke?" V-mon startles me with the question.
"I-I'm not sure, I do need help in Math, but I also want to talk to him alone."
:Scene change -Daisuke's bedroom-:
I've been staring at this piece of paper with Ken's number for the last hour I have it memorized by now. I should call him but I'm nervous. The Hell with it I'm going to call him right now. I pick the phone and dial the number without looking at the sheet of paper.
A woman, I'm guessing Ken's mom, answers the phone, "Hello Ichijouji residence."
"Is Ken there?" I smack myself for sounding nervous.
"Yes he is, let me get him." Her voice is sweet sounding. There is a short silence.
"Hello, this is Ken."
"Hey Ken! It's me Daisuke. Are you ready for me to come over?"
"Sure come on over."
"I'll be there as soon as possible. I need to know where you live first."
Ken tells me how to get to his house. We say bye to each other and I hang up the phone. Chibimon has fallen asleep so I don't bother to bug him. I run down the stairs and tell my parents that I will be home in a little bit and leave before I get an answer from them. I ride the bus for about an hour and go up to Ken's apartment and knock on the door.
~To be continued~
Angel: Don't you hate it when I leave you hanging? *snickers* The next part is from Ken's POV. I get bored at work and I write a lot so the next part should be up soon. I hope. Anywho maybe I should write on my other fanfics as well.
Okay this takes place after Ken is no longer the Digimon Kaizer and before he joins the Digidestined. Okay that's all for now.
Disclaimer: I don't own Digimon at all if I did it would be shown in America subtitled and un-cut, and then I would rule the world *evil laugher* ^_^;
~Daisuke's POV~
:-Daisuke's Math class-:
It's been a few days since Ken's reign as the Digimon Kaizer has ended and I have offered for him to join the Digidestined, we need his help, and mostly to be with me. I fell in love with him more then I ever thought I would that night we spent together in the Digital World. The images of that night still run through my head, I even dream about it. I no longer dream about Hikari my dreams are now flooded with Ken, not the Kaizer just Ken. Hikari, beautiful like a rose but just as painful, she has Takeru's affection. And he has hers. I can see it in her eyes. Which brings me to Ken's eyes. Beautiful violet eyes that reflect his emotions are more clear now, his eyes much softer. I pay a lot of attention to eyes, they are the window to a person's soul. I know I have been rambling on about nothing but I can't concentrate on this damn math. The teacher has been staring at me for quite sometime while I stare out the window in my own little fantasy, thinking. Funny *me* thinking. Something the others would never see me doing. Maybe I should talk to Ken alone. The last time I talk to him alone I talked to him about joining the Digidestined, I should have talked about *us*. He said we couldn't be together because we were enemies. But we are no longer enemies. We're all part of a team now. I know what's in my heart and from what Ken told me, he feels the same way. I hope he still loves me. I love him. I guess maybe I should pay attention to class before I get in trouble more then I already in.
I look at the sheet of paper in front of me; it's a bunch of letters and numbers nothing ever really makes since to me. I wonder why the Hell we are doing Algebra when we are only in 5th grade! I know I can ask Ken to help me I'm sure he wouldn't mind. That would give me a chance to talk to him alone. When I see him in the Digital World, or I hope he is there he usually is trying to fix what he made, I'll ask him to help me with math. I hear the bell ring. I gather my things and head towards the computer room quickly almost running into a few people on accident in the hallway. I enter the computer room and no one is there. Where are they maybe I should just go to the Digital World alone, but then they would probably get mad at me. Miyako was the first person to enter the room shortly followed by Iori. You know they would make a good couple if you took away the obvious difference in height and age.
"Hikari and Takeru will be here soon they had to talk to Taichi and Yamato about something." Miyako says to me and gets angry when I don't reply. "Daisuke are you even paying attention to me?"
"Huh?" I said, I wasn't really paying attention at all I could think about was getting to the Digital World and seeing Ken. "I'm sorry Miyako, what did you say?"
"Forget it!" Miyako replied sounding quite pissed at me. Like I care about what she thinks she's after *my* man. And to think I wouldn't have called myself gay a few months ago but Ken changed me. And I like that change.
After several minutes of an uneasy silence Hikari and Takeru come in holding hands but quickly let go of each other. I think the are embarrassed to do that sort of thing in front of me I don't know why. I know Hikari and Takeru love each other. It doesn't bother me anymore I am not that *way*.
"Hey guys let's go! Digimental Gate Open!" I put my D-3 to the computer screen and land in the Digital World in less then a second. It still feels weird being downloaded. I check my D-3 really quick to see if Ken is nearby and to my luck he's about a mile away from here. The others appear about a minute later.
I flash my cutest smile, "What took you guys so long?"
Miyako shot a glare, "Why the Hell are you so happy?"
"Why are you always so bitchy?" Crud I shouldn't have said that, her hand stung my face.
"Miyako that wasn't nice!" Hikari said looking at her.
"He shouldn't have said that I was bitchy!" Miyako growled.
I just chuckle and head off in the direction Ken is in; V-mon follows me silent as ever. He knows about Ken, and me. I had to tell someone. I can trust V-mon so I told him at first he didn't understand but I explained it to him the best I could. I guess I'm smarter then I appear though you wouldn't be able to tell the first time you look at me. But I am not a complete baka.
Takeru noticed that I was heading off, "Daisuke, why are we going this way? I thought that we were going to take control of the control spires in that direction?" he points in the other direction. Funny if they would have looked at their D-3's they would have figured out why I wanted to go this direction.
"I changed my mind lets go this way." I don't wait for an answer.
V-mon pokes my leg. I turn to him with a questioning look. He looks up at me, and whispers "Daisuke why are we going this way?"
"Ken is this way I need to talk to him." V-mon just nods and we continue to walk. The others are either far behind me or decided to go off on their own. Figures. They never listen to me I'm the leader of the Digidestined I wonder if Taichi had to go through this. I sigh and continue to walk along with V-mon more silent then usual. I wish he would talk but what would we talk about. School? Nah too boring if you ask me.
A shadow falls over me and I look up. Stingmon looks busy destroying a control spire. But if I see Stingmon then that means that Ken is nearby! I start to run in the direction that I see Stingmon flying in but then I slow down to a walk so V-mon can keep up. I don't want to be stuck with out him especially with that creepy woman and her ugly looking boyfriend.
"KEN!!" I yell when I see him. He looks at me for a second and then looks away quickly.
"Look Daisuke if this is about me joining the Digidestined, I still have to think about it. Okay?" Ken said looking at the ground. I wish you would look at me.
"It's not that.." I laugh, "I was wondering if you would help me with my homework later." STUPID! Stupid me! I have him alone and all I could say is something about my homework.
"Sure, come over later. I should get going." He looks up. "Stingmon lets destroy some more over in that direction and go home." Stingmon flew down to pick up Ken.
"Ken wait! I need your number so I can call you before I come over." He scribbles down his number and gives it to me. Our hands touch and he looks at me briefly before looking away, hopping on Stingmon's back and flying off in another direction.
"You're not going to do homework are you Daisuke?" V-mon startles me with the question.
"I-I'm not sure, I do need help in Math, but I also want to talk to him alone."
:Scene change -Daisuke's bedroom-:
I've been staring at this piece of paper with Ken's number for the last hour I have it memorized by now. I should call him but I'm nervous. The Hell with it I'm going to call him right now. I pick the phone and dial the number without looking at the sheet of paper.
A woman, I'm guessing Ken's mom, answers the phone, "Hello Ichijouji residence."
"Is Ken there?" I smack myself for sounding nervous.
"Yes he is, let me get him." Her voice is sweet sounding. There is a short silence.
"Hello, this is Ken."
"Hey Ken! It's me Daisuke. Are you ready for me to come over?"
"Sure come on over."
"I'll be there as soon as possible. I need to know where you live first."
Ken tells me how to get to his house. We say bye to each other and I hang up the phone. Chibimon has fallen asleep so I don't bother to bug him. I run down the stairs and tell my parents that I will be home in a little bit and leave before I get an answer from them. I ride the bus for about an hour and go up to Ken's apartment and knock on the door.
~To be continued~
Angel: Don't you hate it when I leave you hanging? *snickers* The next part is from Ken's POV. I get bored at work and I write a lot so the next part should be up soon. I hope. Anywho maybe I should write on my other fanfics as well.