Show Me the Meaning of Being Lonely, Part 3
Disclaimer: I don't own Digimon *sniffle* If you did try to get like 10 pennies if even that o.o;
A/N: Yeah I changed my name big deal. I like being called Kenny better then Angel.
~Ken's POV~
:-Ken's Bedroom-:
I hung up the phone with Daisuke. I feel extremely nervous now. He's coming over. He says he needs help with math though. I know I still love him but I wonder if he still feels the same way about me. It seems like it. I have loved him since the first time I saw him and I always will love him. But every time he comes and talks to me it's about something other then that night together. Sighing I glance around the room to make sure everything is in order and clean -of course it is- it always is. I have nothing to mess up my room with. My bed is made I make it every morning before I go to school. So all I have to do is sit and wait. It's only been 30 minutes since he called I have at least 45 minutes before he gets here. Maybe I should take a shower I went straight to the Digital World after soccer practice and I haven't been home for very long. I probably stink.
I check the clock.. 15 minutes. I towel dry my hair, comb it out and check the mirror. Perfect. I pace around the room checking up on Minomon a few times. He's sleeping peacefully on my pillow. I smile looking at him. The way he can forgive me the way he did after I caused his death. It makes me feel good that he doesn't hate me for it. He knows about Daisuke, and my feelings. I tell him everything now. He seems to be the only friend I have left after my dominance over the Digital World. I pick up my crest and D-3 that are sitting on my desk. The Crest of Kindness and a black D-3. It doesn't seem to fit. It's a bit confusing. But isn't life confusing to begin with? Setting the D-3 and the crest back down on the desk I walk out of the room and into the bathroom to put my towel that has been draped around my shoulders up. The doorbell rings and I literally jump. I didn't think it had been 15 minutes yet.
"Hello Mrs. Ichijouji." I hear Daisuke say.
"Oh! You must be Ken's friend." I hear my mom say cheerfully. I chuckle a bit. Why couldn't I get her cheerfulness?
I started to feel a bit nervous. I can't do this what if he doesn't feel the same, what if he doesn't care anymore? What if.. what if... they keep running through my mind. All the different possibilities. Nothing coming to an answer, it's going to drive me insane. I walk into my room, sitting down at my desk waiting to hear my mom point Daisuke in the direction of my room.
"Ken, honey, your friend is here" I hear her giggle.
"Just send him in here." I thought I heard my voice crack; it must have been my imagination. After a few moments I hear the door crack open, and shut slightly. I also hear a click. Daisuke must have locked the door. I tense up a bit.
"Hello Daisuke," I say quietly, I wonder if he even heard me.
"Hiya Ken!" Daisuke says cheerful as ever. Curse these people and their damn cheerfulness. I turn around and look at him. He's leaning against the door looking at me. I feel the blush creep up to my cheeks. Damn. I look Daisuke up and down; he's wearing his normal attire, a pair of shorts and a T-shirt with a jacket over it. Looking a bit closer I realize that he doesn't have his books with him or anything.
"Um.. weren't we going to study? Where are your books at?" I ask slightly confused.
"I left the house so fast I forgot to bring them," he shrugged and laughed slightly. "I thought about it along the way here. I don't want to study, I want to talk."
"If it's about joining the Digidestined. Forget it I still need to think about it." I said rather firmly.
He shook his head and walked over to where he was standing in front of me. I look up and blink at him a few times. "Ken I'm not here to talk about that I'm here to talk about us."
"..." I take a deep breath and gather up my courage and look him in the eyes. "What do you mean?"
He reached down and put his hand on my cheek softly, "I think you know what I mean, I want to be with you Ken, and you said we couldn't be together a while back because we were enemies but we're not anymore."
"Honto ni? You still love me... I-I- I didn't think you still did after all I did." I felt the tears building up in my eyes.
"Baka.. love is stronger then that. What you did in the past is past it really shouldn't matter too much. It doesn't to me at least to me. I love you Ken." He reached down and kissed me lightly and drew back.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and brought him back down for a kiss. I couldn't tell you when I had ever been so happy, the only other time I felt this happy was when Wormmon came back to me. After this kiss we talked for a few hours before he had to go home. Later on I did join up with Digidestined, I'm happy to be with Daisuke now. He's the love of my life.
~End~
Kenny: God! That was sooooooo sappy !
Daisuke: *shrugs* It wasn't that bad.
Ken: Yes very good!
Kenny: Liars ¬.¬ *grabs them both and locks them in the closet* I'm done with you now. On to Taichi and Yamato! *grins @ Taichi and Yamato*
Taichi and Yamato: *sweatdrops*
Kenny: Oh come on I'm not -that- bad!
Disclaimer: I don't own Digimon *sniffle* If you did try to get like 10 pennies if even that o.o;
A/N: Yeah I changed my name big deal. I like being called Kenny better then Angel.
~Ken's POV~
:-Ken's Bedroom-:
I hung up the phone with Daisuke. I feel extremely nervous now. He's coming over. He says he needs help with math though. I know I still love him but I wonder if he still feels the same way about me. It seems like it. I have loved him since the first time I saw him and I always will love him. But every time he comes and talks to me it's about something other then that night together. Sighing I glance around the room to make sure everything is in order and clean -of course it is- it always is. I have nothing to mess up my room with. My bed is made I make it every morning before I go to school. So all I have to do is sit and wait. It's only been 30 minutes since he called I have at least 45 minutes before he gets here. Maybe I should take a shower I went straight to the Digital World after soccer practice and I haven't been home for very long. I probably stink.
I check the clock.. 15 minutes. I towel dry my hair, comb it out and check the mirror. Perfect. I pace around the room checking up on Minomon a few times. He's sleeping peacefully on my pillow. I smile looking at him. The way he can forgive me the way he did after I caused his death. It makes me feel good that he doesn't hate me for it. He knows about Daisuke, and my feelings. I tell him everything now. He seems to be the only friend I have left after my dominance over the Digital World. I pick up my crest and D-3 that are sitting on my desk. The Crest of Kindness and a black D-3. It doesn't seem to fit. It's a bit confusing. But isn't life confusing to begin with? Setting the D-3 and the crest back down on the desk I walk out of the room and into the bathroom to put my towel that has been draped around my shoulders up. The doorbell rings and I literally jump. I didn't think it had been 15 minutes yet.
"Hello Mrs. Ichijouji." I hear Daisuke say.
"Oh! You must be Ken's friend." I hear my mom say cheerfully. I chuckle a bit. Why couldn't I get her cheerfulness?
I started to feel a bit nervous. I can't do this what if he doesn't feel the same, what if he doesn't care anymore? What if.. what if... they keep running through my mind. All the different possibilities. Nothing coming to an answer, it's going to drive me insane. I walk into my room, sitting down at my desk waiting to hear my mom point Daisuke in the direction of my room.
"Ken, honey, your friend is here" I hear her giggle.
"Just send him in here." I thought I heard my voice crack; it must have been my imagination. After a few moments I hear the door crack open, and shut slightly. I also hear a click. Daisuke must have locked the door. I tense up a bit.
"Hello Daisuke," I say quietly, I wonder if he even heard me.
"Hiya Ken!" Daisuke says cheerful as ever. Curse these people and their damn cheerfulness. I turn around and look at him. He's leaning against the door looking at me. I feel the blush creep up to my cheeks. Damn. I look Daisuke up and down; he's wearing his normal attire, a pair of shorts and a T-shirt with a jacket over it. Looking a bit closer I realize that he doesn't have his books with him or anything.
"Um.. weren't we going to study? Where are your books at?" I ask slightly confused.
"I left the house so fast I forgot to bring them," he shrugged and laughed slightly. "I thought about it along the way here. I don't want to study, I want to talk."
"If it's about joining the Digidestined. Forget it I still need to think about it." I said rather firmly.
He shook his head and walked over to where he was standing in front of me. I look up and blink at him a few times. "Ken I'm not here to talk about that I'm here to talk about us."
"..." I take a deep breath and gather up my courage and look him in the eyes. "What do you mean?"
He reached down and put his hand on my cheek softly, "I think you know what I mean, I want to be with you Ken, and you said we couldn't be together a while back because we were enemies but we're not anymore."
"Honto ni? You still love me... I-I- I didn't think you still did after all I did." I felt the tears building up in my eyes.
"Baka.. love is stronger then that. What you did in the past is past it really shouldn't matter too much. It doesn't to me at least to me. I love you Ken." He reached down and kissed me lightly and drew back.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and brought him back down for a kiss. I couldn't tell you when I had ever been so happy, the only other time I felt this happy was when Wormmon came back to me. After this kiss we talked for a few hours before he had to go home. Later on I did join up with Digidestined, I'm happy to be with Daisuke now. He's the love of my life.
~End~
Kenny: God! That was sooooooo sappy !
Daisuke: *shrugs* It wasn't that bad.
Ken: Yes very good!
Kenny: Liars ¬.¬ *grabs them both and locks them in the closet* I'm done with you now. On to Taichi and Yamato! *grins @ Taichi and Yamato*
Taichi and Yamato: *sweatdrops*
Kenny: Oh come on I'm not -that- bad!