I do not own any characters in this story. It is also my first fanfic. I'd like to see some reviews..I want to see what you could possibly say about this.





The highly intelligent, young Outlaw known as Jim Hawking was busy, as usual. He was working on his computer, updating the Outlaw Star's databanks as he sighed to himself. It truly was hard to be mature all the time, especially at the age of twelve, going on thirteen. He looked the almost the same as he was when he was eleven, only slightly taller. His voice was still fairly high and he was short for his age. From time to time, he wished that he could be little again, with no worries. But..he enjoyed having the reputation of being the smart, mature one. He'd dare not act silly in front of the other crew members. Aisha made him want to be immature. Damn, she was cute. She acted like a carefree kid all the time, and it was simply intriguing that an adult could behave in this manner. Even the way she talked to him just made him melt inside..she was adorable.

He sighed again as he finished his work, closing the laptop and setting it on his desk. He then was silent for a moment, waiting to see if anyone was even near his quarters. He then quietly kneeled down under the work desk, sliding out a bag full of diapers, fitted for his sized waist. He had bought them secretly. -Why are you doing this? This is wrong.- He couldn't control the urges he felt, telling him to put the diaper on. His hormones were finally effecting him, urging him to do it. He was erect already.

Slowly, Jim pulled down his baggy pants, and then his underwear, taking a quick glance at his erection. He then unfolded the diaper, laying it gently onto the ground. He sat down on it, where everything should be. He then slowly taped the straps of the diaper together. He had just diapered himself, in disbelief that he was behaving in this manner. He couldn't help it, it felt so good. He wondered if it was a common fetish, or if he was just going nuts from stress. Either way, he loved to put on a diaper and kick back. If anyone saw him like this, he would just die.

He suddenly felt the urge to take a piss. At first, he thought to hold it. After a while, he decided to just go ahead and do it. He felt the warm urine fill the diaper, the warmth between his legs. It felt so good. He wasn't sure why he was enjoying this, but he was. Perhaps it had something to do with not growing up with normal parents. It relieved stress, that was for sure.

He heard the doorknob turning. -Oh, shit.- He just had enough time to turn around to Aisha Clanclan, who was silent at first, then burst out laughing, keeping her stare on Jim in the diaper. Jim was overcome by embarrasment and fear. He blushed a crimson color, just sitting there, speechless. He would never be able to face her, or any of the crew members for that matter, ever again.