Who cares about destiny?
Chapter 4
By: Siren
Authors Notes- OK everyone, I just want to start out by apologizing. To the people that took my little 'test' and are still waiting for the next chapter, and for everyone who just reviewed. To the first group of people...well I couldn't get it to work, and some of you I didn't even have your email! From now on if I have those, you will need to email me with the answer, that way I can just reply, and everyone else wont get the answer. SORRY! To everyone else, it took me forever to get this done, and THANK YOU for not giving up on me!
Disclaimer-not mine! End of story, so stop harassing me!
Now on with the story!
"My mission is to infiltrate the Sanq Kingdom. There I will proceed to attend the Peacecraft Academy. I will attend as many classes with Relena Dorlin AKA. Relena Peacecraft, as possible. I will do everything in my power to become one of her best 'friends.' I will watch her at all times, and make sure some lucky bastard doesn't get to kill her."
Dr. S just looked at me, and I couldn't stand the look of pity in her eyes. She knew how hard the job would be for me, and I couldn't hold my anger in any longer. I burst out my feelings.
"I've been training all of my life to FIGHT! Now they want my to go to school, act like a ditz, who is totally obsessed with RELENA! I need to protect a b*tch with delusional fantasies about SOMEHOW gaining peace without fighting. She is so obsessed with 'working things out peacefully' that she cant see what is right in front of her nose!"
"When they told me that I could finally leave my training, and go out into the world, I was so excited! I was sure that I would change the world, for the better. They should have been able to see after my last mission, that I can do better, more important things that THIS!"
Dr. S just answered, just a little shocked at my tirade.
"Usagi, despite your feelings contrary to the importance of this mission, you are the BEST one for the job. Your ability to blend in and hide your feelings is completely uncanny. That's why they gave you the nickname 'chameleon' at the training center. You also can protect her. You've been training to fight, and develop stamina, all of your life. You're also the same age as Relena. YOU are the ONLY one who has all of there traits need to protect her without anyone else knowing what you are doing. You also might learn something useful while you are there."
After listening to this I just shook my head in absolute defeat. Even if I don't like it, Dr. S is right. I guess I would just have to hold it all in, and wait until the torture ends.
I new idea popped into my head, in an attempt to save my sanity. 'Maybe I could even 'fail' and 'sadly' I wouldn't be able to keep her from being hurt, even though 'I tried my 'absolute best' I would be so broken up about it too.
I smiled at my new idea, I might even do it at that. Rid the world of the absolute horror before she gets on to many peoples nerves. It would really be a public service act. It would be worth failing the mission, it's not like it would be my last.
"Oh, and Usagi" I turned to Dr. S "I have reason to believe that Relena will be very important to the peace of earth and the colonies in the future. Don't let anything happen to her OK. Consider it a personal favor to work extra hard on this assignment."
'how could she KNOW that Relena will be important to the peace in the future. It's not like she's a fortune teller or anything. I still believe that my way is the best one.'
I walked into my room and pulled out my suitcase. I stared at my comfortable silver tank top, and black pants. 'I might as well take them anyway, even if I will need to wear the school uniform, and other horrible clothes to blend in' I shudder at the thought of what I would need to wear.
"Oh well..." I started packing for my trip into the nightmare called the Sanq Kingdom school for rich snobs.
I know it's short, but I just wanted you to have a look at Usa's feelings about the mission.
Also, I don't know what I will write after this chapter, so I'm not sure when I will be able to get it out. I'm suffering from a MAJOR writers block, and I really don't have any ideas that I like. If ANY of you have even tiny little suggestions, it would be a MAJOR help.
And keep in mind that the only reason I didn't give up on the story was your reviews, so DON'T FORGET! You have no idea how it can FORCE someone to write more, I feel so guilty if I don't, so feel free to use this as a weapon to get me to have the next chapter out sooner.
e-mail me at sirencalling@yahoo.com for ANYTHING!
Chapter 4
By: Siren
Authors Notes- OK everyone, I just want to start out by apologizing. To the people that took my little 'test' and are still waiting for the next chapter, and for everyone who just reviewed. To the first group of people...well I couldn't get it to work, and some of you I didn't even have your email! From now on if I have those, you will need to email me with the answer, that way I can just reply, and everyone else wont get the answer. SORRY! To everyone else, it took me forever to get this done, and THANK YOU for not giving up on me!
Disclaimer-not mine! End of story, so stop harassing me!
Now on with the story!
"My mission is to infiltrate the Sanq Kingdom. There I will proceed to attend the Peacecraft Academy. I will attend as many classes with Relena Dorlin AKA. Relena Peacecraft, as possible. I will do everything in my power to become one of her best 'friends.' I will watch her at all times, and make sure some lucky bastard doesn't get to kill her."
Dr. S just looked at me, and I couldn't stand the look of pity in her eyes. She knew how hard the job would be for me, and I couldn't hold my anger in any longer. I burst out my feelings.
"I've been training all of my life to FIGHT! Now they want my to go to school, act like a ditz, who is totally obsessed with RELENA! I need to protect a b*tch with delusional fantasies about SOMEHOW gaining peace without fighting. She is so obsessed with 'working things out peacefully' that she cant see what is right in front of her nose!"
"When they told me that I could finally leave my training, and go out into the world, I was so excited! I was sure that I would change the world, for the better. They should have been able to see after my last mission, that I can do better, more important things that THIS!"
Dr. S just answered, just a little shocked at my tirade.
"Usagi, despite your feelings contrary to the importance of this mission, you are the BEST one for the job. Your ability to blend in and hide your feelings is completely uncanny. That's why they gave you the nickname 'chameleon' at the training center. You also can protect her. You've been training to fight, and develop stamina, all of your life. You're also the same age as Relena. YOU are the ONLY one who has all of there traits need to protect her without anyone else knowing what you are doing. You also might learn something useful while you are there."
After listening to this I just shook my head in absolute defeat. Even if I don't like it, Dr. S is right. I guess I would just have to hold it all in, and wait until the torture ends.
I new idea popped into my head, in an attempt to save my sanity. 'Maybe I could even 'fail' and 'sadly' I wouldn't be able to keep her from being hurt, even though 'I tried my 'absolute best' I would be so broken up about it too.
I smiled at my new idea, I might even do it at that. Rid the world of the absolute horror before she gets on to many peoples nerves. It would really be a public service act. It would be worth failing the mission, it's not like it would be my last.
"Oh, and Usagi" I turned to Dr. S "I have reason to believe that Relena will be very important to the peace of earth and the colonies in the future. Don't let anything happen to her OK. Consider it a personal favor to work extra hard on this assignment."
'how could she KNOW that Relena will be important to the peace in the future. It's not like she's a fortune teller or anything. I still believe that my way is the best one.'
I walked into my room and pulled out my suitcase. I stared at my comfortable silver tank top, and black pants. 'I might as well take them anyway, even if I will need to wear the school uniform, and other horrible clothes to blend in' I shudder at the thought of what I would need to wear.
"Oh well..." I started packing for my trip into the nightmare called the Sanq Kingdom school for rich snobs.
I know it's short, but I just wanted you to have a look at Usa's feelings about the mission.
Also, I don't know what I will write after this chapter, so I'm not sure when I will be able to get it out. I'm suffering from a MAJOR writers block, and I really don't have any ideas that I like. If ANY of you have even tiny little suggestions, it would be a MAJOR help.
And keep in mind that the only reason I didn't give up on the story was your reviews, so DON'T FORGET! You have no idea how it can FORCE someone to write more, I feel so guilty if I don't, so feel free to use this as a weapon to get me to have the next chapter out sooner.
e-mail me at sirencalling@yahoo.com for ANYTHING!