Ethan sat on the bed that he and Gwen shared. Even though he loved his wife he could never love her as much as he loved Theresa. She had told him that no matter what happened she would never leave Harmony but after a few months she was gone. She did not even tell Pilar where she was going.
He never knew where she had gone but she sure did miss her. He missed her smile, her laugh and the way that her hair smelled. He just wished that he could have talked to her before she left. He wished that he could have told her how he really felt about her but after Julian found them together he moved up the wedding and forbid Ethan to ever see Theresa again. If he had his say in the matter he would be married to Theresa instead of Gwen.
"Ethan, darling. What's wrong?" Gwen said as she walked into the room. "Nothing I am just thinking, that's all," he replied.
"Thinking about what?" Gwen asked. "Oh nothing really I was just thinking about what it would be like if we had children. I know we talked about it but I think that it would be great if I had a son. I can play baseball and stuff with." Ethan told his wife. "Ethan you know how I feel about having children. I don't want any for at least 10 years. I need to get my career in order and maybe after that we could have a child, but right now I am not even interested in having any kids ever. Ethan I must really go now, but I will see you tonight after work and I love you." She said as she walked out the door.
Ethan could not imagine his life without children. He wanted to experience the joy of being a father. That was one thing that Theresa always talked about was having a few children. But unfortunately with Gwen that would never happen.
He never knew where she had gone but she sure did miss her. He missed her smile, her laugh and the way that her hair smelled. He just wished that he could have talked to her before she left. He wished that he could have told her how he really felt about her but after Julian found them together he moved up the wedding and forbid Ethan to ever see Theresa again. If he had his say in the matter he would be married to Theresa instead of Gwen.
"Ethan, darling. What's wrong?" Gwen said as she walked into the room. "Nothing I am just thinking, that's all," he replied.
"Thinking about what?" Gwen asked. "Oh nothing really I was just thinking about what it would be like if we had children. I know we talked about it but I think that it would be great if I had a son. I can play baseball and stuff with." Ethan told his wife. "Ethan you know how I feel about having children. I don't want any for at least 10 years. I need to get my career in order and maybe after that we could have a child, but right now I am not even interested in having any kids ever. Ethan I must really go now, but I will see you tonight after work and I love you." She said as she walked out the door.
Ethan could not imagine his life without children. He wanted to experience the joy of being a father. That was one thing that Theresa always talked about was having a few children. But unfortunately with Gwen that would never happen.