She tried to breathe but she couldn't. It hurt, it ached, it felt like a punch in the chest. It felt like free falling thousands and thousands of feet and screaming and trying just not to die. It felt like dying and watching everyone die and living, and God, why did living have to hurt so much?; s12 angst/h/c; happy ending; complete

Arizona and Callie recently moved in together, but will everything be smooth sailing from now on?

It's been seven years since Derek killed himself. While working on her senior project, 17 year old Elodie is searching the attic and finds a journal that Derek wrote in his last year on Earth. How does Elodie react to finding out of how her father really felt about life in the months leading up to his suicide?

There is a car accident in Minnesota, and Amelia helps with the surgery, which is sadly unsuccessful.

Callie and Arizona starts their relationship in wrong way, how would they make it right? CalZona endgame

Sofia misses Arizona, especially story time, what happens when Callie listens in.

Arizona is an 18-year-old college student who happens to be home from college for the holidays. Even though she's underage, she meets Callie during karaoke night. One night of unexpected events turns young Arizona's life upside down. Will Arizona be able to get past the resentment she feels towards Callie? Or is it too late for them to have any kind of chance at love?

Set after 02x06, Derek didn't pick her, choose her and love her. How does Meredith feel? TRIGGER WARNING - SELF HARM - SUICIDAL THOUGHTS - DEPRESSION Not for Derek and Addison fans - if you don't like it, don't read it I'm sorta bad with summaries so just read it

Title is pretty self explanatory. Sad MerDer with traces of Mer/Add. Don't own Greys or any of the script. Loosely based on the song So Cold by Ben Cocks.

"Well isn't this cozy? Can I join in or are you not into threesomes?" A version of events that could have happened after that fateful line. Literally 2400 words of porn. Title and lyrics from the song Strange Love by Halsey.

Another steamy MerAdd one shot for y'all. Title is from the song Eyes Closed by Halsey. I don't own greys.

The one story with Addison and Derek navigating a troubled married with an even more troubled teenage son. Addek with some vaguely implied Maddison flirtation/friendship going on.

Can a tragedy bring them together?

When Meredith Grey's promising promotion ends up compromised by a deportation issue, she resorts to desperate measures to stay in the country- even if that means teaming up with her nemesis to convince the hospital, her boss, his family, and the entire US immigration system that she is Derek Shepherd's head-over-heels-in-love fiancée. MerDer AU. Inspired by The Proposal.

Derek leaves his wife and children behind for Seattle after finding his wife in bed with his best friend. After he suffers a major accident, Addison and the kids come out to Seattle. There they all deal with the after math of the affair and Derek leaving. Very much Addek!

As far as Arizona is concerned, her and Meredith are no longer friends. But what if they could be come more?

What happens when Addison returns to New York 4 years after walking away and leaving everything behind? Sequel to In My Blood. Story is set 4 years (and change) after the last chapter of In My Blood. Oakley is now 5, Willow is now 10. AU STORY. Rated M for Mature.

AU STORY: After leaving her abusive husband Addison has to learn to manage the physical and emotional tolls of his abuse long after she's left. Trigger Warning: Rated M for mature. Deals with mature topics such as abuse, self-harm, suicide attempts, depression, etc. Addison, Mark, Arizona, Derek, Meredith etc. With some other characters here and there. Please feel free to R R : ).

AU STORY: When a pregnant Addison disappears from Seattle Derek convinces everyone she left him to make a new life for herself in Los Angeles. When no one can reach her, and concerns are raised police cannot prove foul play and the mystery of her disappearance goes cold. Only Derek holds the key to what really happened to his wife and unborn child. Rated M for Mature

If someone were to tell her that her new life in Seattle was going to be filled with heartbreak and tragedy, Skylar Kepner might not have taken the offer. Yet if the same person told her that her new life in Seattle would also consist of tight bonds and strong friendships, where she would meet people she cared about and who cared for her as well, she would reconsider her decision.

Little steamy MerAdd one shot. Title is from the Taylor Swift song I Did Something Bad. I don't own greys.

april kepner's world shifts on its axis when she meets jackson avery on board the Titanic as he heads back to the east coast. their kindred love of music draws them together, but a pull stronger than the north atlantic current keeps them there. everyone knows how the story ends. after all, there is no such thing as an unsinkable ship. but there is such a thing as unstoppable love.

What happens when Meredith gets sick with cancer?

AU: Largely Arizona and Callie based. What if they met under different circumstances at different times in their lives? Arizona in Malawi, Callie in NY, so how do they end up in a dirty bar bathroom in Seattle? The doctors of Seattle Grace are going on an adventure of a lifetime on a mission trip. Eventual Calzona, slow burn. Rated M after chapter 15.

What happened after the Addek disaster on Christmas Eve. How did Addison enter the realm of aggressive passivity?