Memories
I have been talking to a friend
And it brought up only to one thing
It traveled time again
Yesterday's emotion, the same old feeling
I have checked my all other poems
And felt it once again
The sensation that never fails to happen
The thought of something I dreamt of having no end
I was scared
I don't want it anymore
I'm afraid of these same old tears
Almost like it stayed with me like forever I can barely call it
a friend
And then I read them
My eyes were getting heavy
My heart getting soaked
Of the same old me
From eyelids were
starting to fall
I tried to stop it
For every buried pain will come alive
When I let go of these tears
I felt the sorrow
Chained with those poems
It was a long time ago
The love, the man of my own
Little by little
As I read
I knew something that I had made
I thought I had forgotten of this hurtings I thought were mend
But then, once proved
I could never escape it, even how much I could
I know I can never throw away
That easily those days and pains
Yes, I do
I did love you
Loved you more than myself
Loved you more than life itself
Yes, you
You were always at the back of those poems
Yes, you
You were the inspiration
But I guess
Oh, I don't want to return again
To my fantasies
Don't want to go back I know I can't run after them
I have learned
That tears that fall don't ease
That poems and cries don't release
That time can't outcome this
Fooling always come
The thoughts of erased ones
But you know
You're still here
Thought in my heart
There was another
Thought that he is now
But then when I open my heart, I saw you in there
I guess you can't hide anymore
You can't burry and close the door
This is what I feel
But they say it's only for those who are in love
Am I in love?
In love again?
Who do I love?
You again?
I don't know what to answer
For I might answer wrong
Someone whispered
If the answer comes from your heart, it will never be wrong
Enchanting
When I open the book
The pages flew all around
Surrounding
They danced high above me
And played on my face
Like they were total kept secrets
As if they were suddenly free
I loose it
I wanted to
But then I knew
It was the hardest thing to do
Will they ever stop?
Will they ever give up?
I don't want to turn and face it anymore
I don't want it no more
I am forever chained
With poems and tears for you
This all memories
Only left as eternally, to stop unthrough
Ps. In my heart and in my soul, there is a place, only
yours forevermore
Tamahome…
