find out who you are ::::: sadness strikes the adored
[ sorry / gomen ]

a/n : i didn't finish typing out the chapter 2 of Stranger Past Bedtime T_T;;
limited hours of internet, due to early sleep cuz of testing month. ;_;
but don't worry, this will be my replacement for the moment.
^_^ enjoy the sadness (it's related to the fic :P)

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mikari/surzy

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Euphoria is my shell;
Solitude my guide;
Darkness my nemesis;
My journal, is which I confide.

I write to cry.
I write to smile.
I write to shy away the thoughts.
I write the lies that never
die.

Fortold by my future;
and regretted by my past.
No more can I weep;
how long shall I last?

Until the sun rises,
the moon sets it's sigh.
The melancholy tears fall,
and the oceans sucked dry.

I'll fall from the heavens;
I came from them to you.
I waited for so long.
And now our love is through.

You are but gentle;
but sweet and but blue;
I am but strong;
but I still love you.

I look as if I have,
a perfect lifestyle.
The truth is I don't.
And I never found you vile.

If I looked like I hated thee,
if I looked as if I were mean.
I never meant the way I felt;
but now it's justice's deed.

When can I speak?
Oh when can I belong?
I'm different - so what?
I want you, that's all.

From morning to night;
till moon to the sun,
since heaven to hell,
from where all begun:

I waited for the day-
for the day I'd meet someone,
someone I'd take.
Loveliness falls;
and I free the lake.

I am but the water goddess;
waiting for my god,
until all is settled,
I'm not good for gone.

I may look so perky,
so lovely and fresh.
Nothing will beat me,
but the truth is I'm a mess.

I love you dear Ash,
I wish I could say.
I'm scared as hell,
but I love you anyway.


::: poem is related to FUTURE MISTY from fic: STRANGER PAST BEDTIME :::

Pokemon (c) gamefreak, gameboy, etc.,

~~~ poem (c) me.

~~~~~ review please.

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