Well wonder could it be,when i was dremin 'bout you baby
you were dreaming of me
call me crazy call me blind, to still be suffering after
all of this time.

I lie in my bed, a tear fell from my eyes, could it be that i still
long for your affections?

Did I lose my love to someone better and that she loves
you like I do I do i really really do...

Have I lost your love to another? but tell me does she care for you
as much as I do,Koi?

Well hey so much I need to say been lonely since the day
the day you went away, so sad but true for me there's
only you, been crying since the day the day you went away

Ever since you left me...I've tried to be strong,but no matter what
Ive always cry your name...Shiji-kun

I remmember date and time september twenty second twenty five after nine.
In the door way with your case no longer shouting at each other
there were tears in our faces....

HOw I remmember that night you left me, the room was silent...
baka! why have you left me? why have we fought?

And we were letting go of something special
something we will never have again again
I know i guess I really really know

"You are making a big mistake"
"No,Asuka, ive finaly made my stand, as you had told me once...
so if you dont need me then this is good bye."
"But-but_but I do..., I really do...,please come back..."

Why do we never know what weve got till it's gone
How could I carry on the day you went away...

"Why?, why dont you understand?! baka baka anta baka!!!
why cant you understand?"
"No,Asuka I do, I mean miss sohryu, I dob understand"

cause Ive been missing you so much I need to say been
crying since the day, the day you went away 3x

"Asuka...you were a big fool"
"no...no Rei...Dont you think Ive suffered enough?! you took
him away from me!
"no, you said you didnt need him any more...I accepted him as you trew him away..."
"No...no...nooooo...", that is not true!
"then tell me now,why do you love him? and why have you fought?"
"if this is a nightmare i want to wake up...then why? why do i
love him then?,why?"



shinji's p.o.v

Tell me now...was it the right decision to make?
to leave her like that?
tell me Ayanami please,tell me...was I a fool to do so?
no, I think it was only right to do so...sohryu killed Rei...
no Asuka wouldnt sink that low just to be no.1 in everything
but why asuka? why go through all that trouble to do so?
why have I left tokyo 3? for another life? a better life...
3 years later
I must admit life has change here in the country...but im afraid I must go back for something back there...
a letter came from an old freind...
Ikari-kun I think its about time to tell you...im sorry to kept you waiting for 3 years...
miss sohryu had died three years back then...
they found her in her room with a knife at hand...
im sorry I never wanted to destroy your life now nor burden you with the taugh ...
good bye...
p.s please come back to tokyo there are more things left for you to finish
no...not asuka...please tell me it isnt her...
what am i to do now?...must i go back to tokyo and carry the burden of her death? or redem for what have I done...
but as much as i wish...my weakened body can no longer travel...Im sorry MIsato...
mother it wouldnt be long before we see each other again..Rei please wait for me in heaven..asuka im sorry...
(no way asuka's going there! she's the deviol i tell you!...)