*A/N* This is like a follow up to my first Drew Valentine fic, Inside The Mind Of Drew. This fic, however, is not about Joey. Warning: It's a little short, sorry. Oh and please review!
After prom, I knew that my feelings for Jen were back and stronger then ever. She looked so beautiful in her dress, and her make-up...everything about her turned me on except for one thing. Her frown at seeing me. I know it must have made her upset. She started acting different.Different to her friends, maybe but not to me. I knew this Jen, and I knew her well. Inside she seemed to have a little of the "old Jen" keep popping in her. And to help get rid of that she used her "old Jen" ways. Drinking. Now, I know most people would think I am the King of Alcohol, Drugs, and any other substances that can alter your mind, but that's not me, that is just the image I have put forth. In all honesty, I really can't stand any of that stuff, it makes me sick. But back to Jen. We really connected on prom night, especially when I pretty much saved her life when she almost toppled over the side of the boat. But...maybe she didn't feel it? Maybe she didn't feel how close we became in that one second. The second when she was basically between life and death. I don't know what I would do if she still thought of me as the way I was, not the way I am...What is it about her that makes me doubt myself so much? I am so nervous and insecure around her, I wish I could just be myself. Maybe then she could learn to love me...the way I love her... But until then...our relationship will just have to stay one sided...and I will continue to love her...
