I don't own Dawson's Creek I'm just a fan.
Doing back to what u know
I have been out of Capeside for just a few hours now, but yet it has seems like weeks since I have left. Mainly leaving Dawson behind had to be the hardest thing to do, but I know that right know he belong in Capeside. No matter how much I wanted to be with him I know that the timing is all off. We are going two different places in are life, and I don't know if we have room for each another.
Still though stopping at this little roadside dinner I feel as though I should turn back. I feel lonely out here. Kind of like someone just took my heart out of me and shoved me away with out it. So sitting here I barely touch my eggs and my coffee is getting cold, but I can't seem to eat. The only thin running though my mind is if I should keep on going on turning back.
I look over and see the waitress looking at me and I figure she wondering why I'm not touching my food. "Is everything alright?" she asked.
I'm not sure if she talking about the food or the mood I'm in. "The food is good as for my life is sucks right now," I said. I figure maybe I could get some advice from someone I don't know, and maybe decided to keep going or going back.
"Need some advice?" The waitress asked.
I looked up. "Yeah sure I guess…" I told her want had happen up from when I had the miscarriage to just this morning. Sitting there writing in Dawson's year book. "So any way now I'm suppose to be on this road trip, but all I can think about is being back in Capeside with Dawson. What should I do?"
She sat there for a minute and I could tell she was thinking. "It seems that both Dawson and yourself love each another more than the other one knows. From my experience with love you should go back to him. You should tell him how you feel, and try to be with him. Don't let age and timing effect what you have together long distance could work, or it sound like maybe he will be going to Boston next year or some where close," she said.
"Thanks," I said.
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After eating I got out of there and sat in my car for a while. If I went right it would be gone forever and if I went left it would be back to Capeside. I turn my blinker down and head the way I was supposes to go. All the way there I was trying to figure out what I would say or what I would do, but all that came to my mind was Dawson. The guy who I had fallen so much in love with that I didn't know what to do anymore.
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When I got back to Capeside I drove to his house. His car was park in the driveway and his window to his bedroom was open. I had remember when I was younger that he used to have a ladder going up to the window, but he had taken it down after Joey had left with Pacey. Now it was time to put it back up. I might now be Joey Potter, but I was the love of his life.
After getting the latter out I climbed up it and though his window. He looked over at me, and said, "I thought you left?"
"The good thing about leaving is you can always come back," I said. "I couldn't leave without you Dawson." I walked over to the bed and sat down next to him. "I don't know if you want me back, but I had to come back. I love you to much you leave you."
"I love you too," said Dawson before kissing me.
I kissed him back just being there having his lips touch mine his arms around me it made me fall in love with him all over.
Doing back to what u know
I have been out of Capeside for just a few hours now, but yet it has seems like weeks since I have left. Mainly leaving Dawson behind had to be the hardest thing to do, but I know that right know he belong in Capeside. No matter how much I wanted to be with him I know that the timing is all off. We are going two different places in are life, and I don't know if we have room for each another.
Still though stopping at this little roadside dinner I feel as though I should turn back. I feel lonely out here. Kind of like someone just took my heart out of me and shoved me away with out it. So sitting here I barely touch my eggs and my coffee is getting cold, but I can't seem to eat. The only thin running though my mind is if I should keep on going on turning back.
I look over and see the waitress looking at me and I figure she wondering why I'm not touching my food. "Is everything alright?" she asked.
I'm not sure if she talking about the food or the mood I'm in. "The food is good as for my life is sucks right now," I said. I figure maybe I could get some advice from someone I don't know, and maybe decided to keep going or going back.
"Need some advice?" The waitress asked.
I looked up. "Yeah sure I guess…" I told her want had happen up from when I had the miscarriage to just this morning. Sitting there writing in Dawson's year book. "So any way now I'm suppose to be on this road trip, but all I can think about is being back in Capeside with Dawson. What should I do?"
She sat there for a minute and I could tell she was thinking. "It seems that both Dawson and yourself love each another more than the other one knows. From my experience with love you should go back to him. You should tell him how you feel, and try to be with him. Don't let age and timing effect what you have together long distance could work, or it sound like maybe he will be going to Boston next year or some where close," she said.
"Thanks," I said.
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After eating I got out of there and sat in my car for a while. If I went right it would be gone forever and if I went left it would be back to Capeside. I turn my blinker down and head the way I was supposes to go. All the way there I was trying to figure out what I would say or what I would do, but all that came to my mind was Dawson. The guy who I had fallen so much in love with that I didn't know what to do anymore.
*^*^*^*^
When I got back to Capeside I drove to his house. His car was park in the driveway and his window to his bedroom was open. I had remember when I was younger that he used to have a ladder going up to the window, but he had taken it down after Joey had left with Pacey. Now it was time to put it back up. I might now be Joey Potter, but I was the love of his life.
After getting the latter out I climbed up it and though his window. He looked over at me, and said, "I thought you left?"
"The good thing about leaving is you can always come back," I said. "I couldn't leave without you Dawson." I walked over to the bed and sat down next to him. "I don't know if you want me back, but I had to come back. I love you to much you leave you."
"I love you too," said Dawson before kissing me.
I kissed him back just being there having his lips touch mine his arms around me it made me fall in love with him all over.
