Sanzo bolted upright, his eyes looking hunted

Losing it all ~ Alternate ending

By SW

****** Ok before you read be warned this has guy/guy relationship! This isn't anything like a lemon or lime thou! It's just a fluff fic. But if you don't like the idea of Sanzo and Goku don't read! ******* May I also point out that Goku is 18 and OVER 500 years old!

Sanzo bolted upright, his eyes looking haunted. Running a shaky hand across his face, he slid out of bed. His body covered in a cold sweat, dressing hurriedly. He headed downstairs, sitting him self at the table. Reassuring him self Goku was alive, leaning forward on his arms. *Just a nightmare. * He decided that he had to make sure the boy knew he didn't want him dead.

Hakkai smiled at him, holding a spatula in one hand and a frying pan in the other. Jeep was curled up on the window sill, making soft cooing noises as it slept. "Ohiyo Sanzo! Did you sleep well?" The monk merely grunted inresponse, The brunette continued to smile. "Oh could you tell Goku breakfast will be finished soon?" Sanzo got up silently and walked back up stairs. Stopping at the second door, he banged it with his fist until he heard the sound of foot steps. It swung open to revel the adorably disheveled Goku, who still looked rather sleepy. "Ohiyo Sanzo." He mumbled, grinning up at him. Taking a deep breath the monk prepared himself.

In one fluid movement he had the boy pinned against the nearby wall. Making sure to cover the smaller figure completely with his own. Goku's face flushed brightly at the sudden contact, looking very confused. *Kawaii... * Sanzo looked down at him. "Goku I would never want you to die. You're important to me. Do you understand?" The monk spoke clearly with out pausing. "H-Hai Sanzo! Are you feelin-" Goku was cut off as Sanzo captured his lips with his own, pressing a kiss that caused the demons mind to go blank.

Abruptly as it had begun, Sanzo pulled back. "Oh and Hakkai told me to tell you breakfast is almost done." Releasing the younger man from his hold, he calmly walked back down stairs. Leaning heavily against the wall, glassy gold eyes blinked owlishly. "That was one hell of a wake up call." He mumbled, fingering his lips in a dazed manner. His legs were weak, taking a few minutes to get himself back under control. He began to walk down to the kitchen, musing over something that had accrued to him. *Sanzo is surprisingly warm for someone that appeared to be that cold. *

~Owari for real this time!

*Screaming * My Shounen ai obsessed friends have finally begun to warp my mind!!!!! *spasm twitch twitch * Hides in fall out shelter Don't kill me blame it on them!! Their fault!!!!!!! _

******I dun own Saiyuki! Kazuya-sama does! Which is why we shall worship him/her as a god!!!! Lights candles in front of shrine. It's 3 in the morning what the hell do you expect? A sane fanfic writer? *Deranged laughter *