Well, I thought I could make a great poem (or at least a not-so-bad one) but I think
I can't, and that I failed. Well, I'm always like that when a fic is finished
so you can see by yourself, and if its bad, just don't tell! ;)

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I'm sitting here,
Thinking of you,
Wishing my dreams were true,
Wishing to have you

I wish to have you,
And never let you go,
If only you knew,
All the feelings that I don't show

I can't let you see what's in my heart, sorry,
Because the times I did, in the past,
The guys just left me, fast,
And I don't want this to happen this time, especially.

Because you're all I want, all,
Because you're all I could dream of,
Because with you, nothing's tough,
Because you're my little piece of paradise...

Why am I writing that anyway?
I'll never have you,
You're too far away,
Far away from me you flew,
Many years ago,
What you're doing now? I don't even know!

You're not writing to me anymore,
And you're not phoning me,
From me, away you tore,
Like that's what you wish really.

Finally, you're like all the others,
That doesn't even bother,
About what I feel,
For real.

You loving me?
How could it be!
I shouldn't be that stupid,
Nobody could help this, not even Cupid...

Li, where are you?
What do you do?
Why are you not writing back?
So many questions, that the answers lack

This feeling that I wanted to fight,
When I had from you a last sight,
When you were about to take your flight,
And that I hold you tight,
Such an entense feeling, such as the sun light,
But you had to go, right?

So I let you go,
I shouldn't have though,
But you had to do so,
Yes, I know...

My heart,
Was being tore apart,
I couldn't do anything,
Such a pain that love brings

It was so complicated
And it still is,
But the pain hasn't faded,
It still burn me, yes it is!

Li, I think of you each and every day,
Hoping that you will come to me,
Knowing fully,
That it was just a dream, you're now away...

To another country,
China,
With your family,
And me with mine, here in Tomoeda.

I love you,
I still do,
After all those years,
After all those tears.

I cried, thinking of you,
I thought, crying for you,
I sang for you, crying here too,
Crying, crying, this is all I could do.

Now that's it,
Now, here I sit,
I'm crying again,
But, it's the worst-of-all pain

Pain of loneliness,
Yes,
But, most of all,
Pain of ignorance...

I don't know anything,
I'm seeking for what truth bring,
And, I don't know what happenned,
To me and to you, when we were only children

You left, I stayed,
You're somewhere, far away,
I still love you, but I don't know if you do,
Surely not, But I wish, and I will wish all my life that you do, you too...

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I know what you say: Boring and stupid. Bah, don't say it if it's that. Just
don't say it, I'm not feelin very good right now. Well, I gotta go, I gotta
have some sleep,

lily