DON'T LOOK BACK

Don't Look Back.

DISCLAIMER IN PART 1.

Jack.

Sam's memorial service. Jacob and the General want me to say a few things, but I can't. I am not even going to go. I don't want to; because that would be like I am say goodbye and giving up on her. I will not do that, I will find her. I have to.

Daniel.

The memorial was nice, well it was not enough to compare with what Sam has been through and got us all out of, but it went as well as could be expected. Sam would have loved it. That is if she was here, but then we wouldn't have needed it because we would have her, and not people commending her life. Jack didn't come, but I didn't expect him too. He is a broken man. Sam was the glue that held his life together and now she has gone he has become unstuck at the seams. The General said he had spoken with Jack, about getting back to normal, if you can call it that. Apparently Jack has said that he will be glad to get back out there, but he has requested that Sg1, be put on stand down for another two weeks. Cassie was here today and Janet tried to explain but Cassie wouldn't have it. Janet and I have become close since Sam went missing. So I am going to call Jack at home because he said he is going to his cabin for the two weeks and Cassie is off school it might do them both good if she went with him, Janet is fine with it. I hope Jack agrees because I am worried about him, at least if Cassie is there he won't hurt himself or do anything stupid.

Jack.

Ring ring ring ring.

Damn, that phone. I bet it is Daniel, again he keeps checking up on me. I won't have that problem at the cabin, no phones, and not a thing that can disturb me.

"Hello"

'Jack'

"God! Daniel I am fine now stop bothering me I was about to leave." Pause "Goodbye"

'Jack wait, I wanted to know if you would consider taking Cassie with you.'

"Yeah, I'll take her but why."

' She took today hard and Janet and I thought, it might help her come to turns with things if you were with her.'

"Sure thing, get her stuff packed and ready to ship out, I'll be there in twenty. OK."

'Sure. Bye Jack'

"Cya space monkey."

Sam.

The guys will have given up hope now. I am sorry, so sorry for not being stronger and fast enough to get to the gate. Three weeks and today was the worst day since I have been here. Apothis tried to, um he tried to. Well he tried but I kicked him and not lightly either. He wasn't pleased. Next time I think he will try force. Oh god. I want to go home.

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