DON'T LOOK BACK

Don't Look Back.

DISCLAIMER IN PART 1.

SAM.

The planet I have managed to gate to is great. Nathan and I have been her six months. He is 3 and 5 months. He has adjusted to the planet, although it is primitive, the people of Kempassa are kind and caring apothis, has been here looking for me, but the hid me and he will not return. They told him that my friends had come and taken me home. I was and still am very grateful and I can't do enough to repay them, but I still try. I am working in the fields because the only other option was cooking, and I can't do that if my life depended on it. I still miss my home and the people there, but this place in the last 6 months has become my home and everyone here are treated as if they are all family members. There is no fighting or wars, there isn't even arguing when someone takes the last piece or bread at the feast we all eat at once every other week. It is great. Both Nathan and I settled in straight away, just like we were supposed to be here. It is so strange but comforting at the same time. I can't explain. The planet is covered with flowers, all of which I have learned the names of. It is full of life, almost like being on a better earth, just a little more simple. I do miss my work and the comfort of my friends I miss that I will never have a chance to be with Jack.

NATHAN CARTER.

Mummy seemed so sad when we got here, I thought I had done something wrong. She is better now though. I asked her once and she said that the reason she was upset was because I all the people and things she left behind, when she left her world. I now mummy wouldn't lie to me but she doesn't say everything. Like how she got to be with my dad. She still dreams about it. He took her when she was hurt and couldn't get to her friends, mummy doesn't know I know. I heard her speak about it, if I told her I would upset her more, I know my father is bad. I have the knowledge of the gua'uld and so I know what they are like, but she would just say he is my father and that he is the one that, took part in my creation. I don't know, but I don't think I won't him to be my dad. He hurt mum very much. I do know what I feel for him hatred and nothing more. Oh mum is coming, I guess that means it is time for her to teach me.

JACK.

A month till Space monkey ties the not. Ha better him then me, the Doc knows way to many ways to hurt a man, even with out needles. SCARY. I am happy for them, they are good together. The only thing is I have to baby-sit Daniel all the more because the Doc has threatened to hurt me if not. You would think I was Cassie, the way she has been treating me lately. I still have hope that I will find Sam but not as much any more. Even Cassie has given up hope. She told me it was upsetting her too much to hold on to the dream of Sam returning, and she had to let it go. I haven't yet but I think I might be close to letting go of her. I now understand what Sarah kept going on about, though. All the fights we had about me not going to work, she was afraid I wouldn't come back. If I had known what it was like I don't think I would have kept going. This is bad having to lose, a special person to the job and having to give up because you can't do anything about it, or to get them home. I will promise that if I ever bump into that snakehead apothis, I won't be kind. I will be like a bat out of hell. Well I have to go get ready for our last mission before, SG1 is put on down time for the wedding. I think the best bit is after the ' I do's '. We get to have a bolt lowed of alcohol for free. Yippee. OK where did I put my damn hat? I ain't going nowhere till I get it.

DANIEL.

Just said bye to Janet, my wife to be, good a month and I'll be married. It is the second time round for us both so with any luck it will be the best time round and the last. My last mission, well SG1's last mission till I get back from the honeymoon. Nowhere really far away. It is only to Jacks cabin, while he has Cassie. So we both get at least a week till our selves before, I go back on missions and we can't do anything because Cassie has friends over. Married life, and I can't wait. OK. Time to leave.

SAM.

Nathan is out playing with his friends, so I have decided to go for a walk to the flower field just to the side of the stargate. It will give me sometime to clear my head. I have been thinking a lot about earth today, as it is Cassie's birthday. I think Nathan has sensed that something is concerning me, the walk might help me, and I don't like getting him worried about me.

CONTROL ROOM.

"SG1 you have a go." Hammond's voice comes over the coms in the gateroom.

"OK, campers lets get there, and get back so, this poor guy can become the Doc's lab rat, shall we." Jack being his usual annoying self.

"That is soooooo, not funny Jack. Janet has got anything like that planned." Daniel whined.

"Oh, but I have for the stag night" Jack almost whispered so Daniel didn't hear him.

"What was that Jack, I didn't hear you." Daniel said.

"I said, Daniel, lets move." Jack finished just before he entered the wormhole.

SAM.

Oh shit oh shit oh shit. The stargate, someone's coming through it. OK hide Sam, stop shaking and hide. Behind a tree, just hope not to many Jaffa and I can stay here with out having to move so the don't see me.

"OK Danny, collect what ever it is you want to get and make it fast."

Jack. No it couldn't be, why would he be here? God Sam you wanted to clear your head not make it change from Cassie to Jack. Stupid absolutely stupid. Well at least they are not gua'uld so I can move. I'll head to the village and have a nap.

DANIEL.

Oh the planet is inhabited. I'll go speak to the. Wait a minute, that looks like now that is Sam.

"Sam." Daniel shouts. Jack and Teal'C turn around whilst the lieutenant just collects soil samples. The person in front of Daniel freezes.

"Sam" Daniel calls softly as he approaches her.

She turns around and speaks. "I swear you had better be real Daniel, because if you're an impostor I will….."

Narrator now speaking.

Daniel interrupts her by pulling her into a hug. "Don't I feel real Sam, because you sure feel real to me." Before Daniel has had time to talk to Sam, she is pulled away from him and towards…

"Oh god, Sam I missed you so much, and I swear that if you leave me again, then I will have your butt is that clear. Major." Jack says with a smile that could light up the darkest of skies. With that said Sam is crushed into his chest. Daniel swivels on his feet and walks over to tell Teal'C and Jane what is happening.

"Jack, I missed you too." Sam says as she hugs him back. "Jack, I have to tell you and everyone else something"

"What Sam, what is it." Jack is worrying that she won't come back. As if reading his thoughts Sam replies.

"No Jack, I will come home if you guys are willing to be my escorts. Jack what I want to tell you is….." "Mummy" Nathan had cut Sam off mid sentence.

Oh no Sam thought. When Nathan reached Sam's side. Sam introduced them.

"Jack this is my son Nathan. Nathan is harceeus and is mine and apothis' son." With this said the look on Sam's face begged him not to ask questions.

" OK, Sam hello Nathan."

"Hi" Nathan said before he turned to speak to his mother. "mum, can I sleep at Harack's home tonight please." Nathan begged."

"Nathan, honey it is time for us to go back to earth. Why don't we go say goodbye to everyone while Jack and everyone here finishes up? OK?"

"OK, mum" Nathan was upset. They had only just got there and they were leaving again.

4 HOURS LATER, BACK AT THE SGC

Sam and Nathan were great by a lot of people Jack had even told Hammond to get Jacob there, to see his daughter. Jacob had arrived there a few minutes before, they came through. Janet, Cassie and Sam were all in tears. After they had all calmed down they went to Jacks for a welcome home party for Sam and Nathan. When everyone had gone and Nathan was asleep in his mum's arms. Jack asked Sam if she and Nathan wanted to stay with him indefinitely and she replied. No.

No of course she wouldn't dream of being anywhere else. That night She and Nathan slept with Jack. Sam promised that she would never sleep in the bed with having him with her. That is unless they where on missions or something, as she is due back on SG1 in 4 months so she has time settle her and Nathan back in to the earth ways.

THE END

I hope you liked. Should this be my last fan fic or not? Opinions pleeeeeaaaaaasse.