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By Chang Hotaru

Author's Notes: Hi, my name is Holly and this is my first ever fanfic so be kind. This a fanfic about my third fave pairing in the world. (My first fave is Usagi/Wufei and second fave is Hotaru/Duo) So anyways I hope you enjoy it.

Also only the first part is going to be is 1st person all the rest are going to be in 3rd person.

Disclaimer: I do not in any shape or form own Gundam Wing or Sailor Moon, they belong to some big companies who aren't named Holly.

Prologue ~A Wish is Granted~

For millions of years I have taken care of the dead, and brought the end of life to those whose time has ran out and sometimes for those who have wished for it.

I am the God of Death, in the mortal country of Japan they call me Shinigami, the ancient Greeks called me Hades and the Romans called me Pluto, some even called me Satan, and said that I was evil.

However I am not evil, I do very much care for the humans, however I am also jealous of them. I want what they have that I myself cannot have, They have the freedom that I so long for. For my direction will never change, my days monotonous and neverending. I cannot do as I please. Sure, I can be wherever I want to be, but I can't do anything. My immortal life is endless and boring.

There is no true happiness in my life, no light, and no end to the despair that I feel. I am a God, and a God I shall remain. Til the end of time, this is my destiny and nothing I do can change that.

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It must be her eyes, that capture my heart so. There perfect blueness seem to make me think that even a God of Death has a chance at happiness. She is the most beautiful creature I have ever seen. All my life I had never seen something so beautiful and so perfect.

I wished that I could have a body so that I may be able to touch her, caress her cheek, run my fingers through her hair. But I as a god have no body, I am just a spirit, a soul without a body, and I can never do any of those things.

Sure my soul looks like a mortal body but it isn't one, I am like a ghost, people walk through me.

Yet if only I could hold her, if only I could take her hand, or take her into my arms and love her, care for her, and than I would be complete.

But I cannot, she is out of my grasp, she is an unattainable treasure, that I don't even have the right to long for her, but I do oh how I do.

I would give my immortal soul up just to be with her. I would die just to be able for her to even look at me for just a moment.

Oh Serenity, how I long for you, my whole heart aches for you. But the despair seems to return, for I cannot have her, I can only watch her, and only see what she is doing from afar. I can never get close to her. And I fall back, my immortal heart breaking, for a thing that I cannot even hope to have.

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Her screams echo in my mind, I watch as her kingdom falls and cringe as I hear the death song. I look down at her, my tenshi, my love, my hope and my light. She is barely breathing now, and I cannot save her, I cannot stop her death. I cannot even ease the pain away.

My spirit kneels besides her falling form and look at her.

"Serenity-hime, I wish you could hear me right now, I wish that you could know who I am, I wish that I wasn't a god, that I was human, and could be with you," I bring my spirit closer to her, "I wish that somehow our destinies would change, and that we could be together."

Transparent tears fall down my transparent cheeks as I gaze at her.

"I would do anything for you Serenity-hime, Anything, but now I will never have the chance."

He cerulean blue eyes gaze up and for one moment it looked as if she saw me, and my heart lept, but than they closed and a single tear ran down her cheek.

I looked down at my fallen tenshi, and than I began to feel fury, I was angry over the cruelness that I could never be with the one person I cared most about, and angry at that stupid Metallia, who had taken her life.

Than all of a sudden a glorious bright light shown throughout the sky.

I look and there is Queen Serenity holding up the ginzuishou.

"I won't let them take away my daughter's future, I won't let you win. COSMIC MOON POWER!!!!!"

Serenity-hime's body suddenly floats up. I look at it in amazement. What was happening? All of sudden her body faded away.

I looked over towards Queen Serenity, and I suddenly realize what she was doing. She was sending her daughter and the others on this kingdom to the future to live.

(Author's Note) I am now switching to 3rd person, but it will return to 1st person in a moment)

Queen Serenity gazed at the crystal. It seemed to be blinking. Suddenly words began to come into her mind.

"You have heard another wish?"

But that was impossible, the only ones who could use the power of the ginzuishou were members of the royal moon family? Unless it was a god who was wishing to use its power.

"Well than grant it as well, good bye da rin Serenity, I love you and you are in my heart always."

And the crystal did a brilliant flash one more time and Queen Serenity's body went stiff.

(Author's Note: Now back to the God of Death)

I than notice another bright light flash and all of sudden I am floating in the air,

"You are the God of Death, are you not?"

I look over at a beautiful woman with long white hair and two heart shaped odangoes.

"I am and who are you?"

"My name is Sailor Cosmos, I heard your wish."

I look at the woman in amazement.

"My…..my wish?"

"Yes, and this crystal will grant it, you will be sent into the future and become human, however, whether you end up with Serenity or not all depends on what Fate has in store."

I look at her. I could become human? My wish was going to be granted, I would become human, and I would have a chance, a chance to see Serenity,

"But what happens if I do, who will become the God of Death."

"Don't worry about that, the universe works in mysterious ways."

I smile and nod at her, and all goes black.

There it is the prologue. Did you like it? I think it is pretty obvious who the pairing is going to be, but don't worry it will be really unique the way it gets to that point.

If any of you can give me a title, I will send the second chapter to you first as a prize, because I am basically stumped, (I don't think you should really start making suggestions til you have read the first chapter) So anyways, just wanted to say that.

So Ja ne,

Holly