When it doesn't matter anymore…

When it doesn't matter anymore…

(A/N: -cries- oh, this is just too sad. Another one-shot POV thingie. It's pretty obvious so I'll just let you know who this is. Suboshi-chan! Kai, this is based on the OVA where he died (again) for Yui…-grumbles something about Yui's stupidity-. Anyway, please R+R! Arigato, please don't hate meeeeeee!)

I never knew that the fates could be so kind. I always thought, always knew, that life was only about a long journey down a path of thorns, only coming across a flower every few hundred miles.

               

But I was wrong.

I knew I was wrong the minute I saw you. And I knew that, even if life WAS a long journey down a path of thorns, your beauty and your very soul would keep the thorns from ripping into my skin, and into my heart.

And you did. Your very tears and your rare but beautiful smile, even when the one person who I cared most about was gone, it gave me something to hold on to. Something to protect always, something to live for

Even in death.

And I think about this, my love, as I come back to you. I never thought heaven would be so kind as to grant me a second chance, to hold you in my arms, to wipe away your tears, to be your stronghold, to rescue you…

To die for you.

I feel my power slowly seep away, I feel my life draining into the spinning messenger of death. I feel my brother and I, once again merging into one, each of us our own, and yet we still share the same heart and soul…

Nothing matters anymore. All that matters is you. Not this enemy who held you prisoner, not the Suzaku seishi, not Nakago or Taiitskun…not these new Genbu Seishi. You.

And it's you I save. It's you I hold in my arms as once again my blood is shed on an alter of sacrifice. I live for you, and only you. I lived and now I will die for you.

And I can only say one thing: Aishiteu. I love you…I love you, Yui-sama.

All I ask is you just hold me, until I leave.

And I will always love you, even when life doesn't matter anymore.

(A/N: Forgot. FY doesn't belong to me. Although I wish it did. Anyway, don't sue…ah, hell with these disclaimers. :P anyway, please read and review again. Oh, I'm considering writing this really angst-y, romance-y Suboshi X Yui fic. Takes ya all throughout the FY world to the real world and on and on and on…should I write it? Maybe I should…and it's NOT going to be based on the TV series, for once! -evil tomo-like cackling- -everyone is silent- -sigh- oh, please, just lay off me. I luv doin' the evil tomo thing, so :P. Thanks! Sayo!)