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Gohan jumped...

It was the middle of the night and the sterio still boomed loudly in his room. He woke instantly. He knew instantly...

All his life Gohan had been able to feel his mothers ki.

Feeling someone's ki is like breathing. Everyday you get up in the morning, and you feel your families ki, it's warm and comforting. It's like being wrapped up in a loving hug, if your able to feel your loved one's ki...

He had just gotten over the extreme emptiness he felt with not being able to feel his fathers ki. Like i said ki is like breathing, and when his father died, the withdrawl of that ki, it made it hard for Gohan to breath at night...

And now he couldn't feel his mom anymore... He couldn't breath... he couldn't move...

Gohan had, to... He needed to find out... but he didn't want to know. He wanted to go, but he was scared... but he went anyway.

With an iron will Gohan pushed himself out of bed and put his slippers on. It was cold, it could have been because the only things he was wearing were his boxers and a wife beater, but that wasn't it... it wasn't the same type of cold.

When Gohan was ready, he swept out of his room, and down the hall that faced the stairs down to the living room... It was still very dark and only a few streaks from "New Moon" lit the room.

Gohan cautiously walked down the stairs, he tried to keep focas, but all he could hear was the rapid beating in his own chest, and the music that was still playing on his sterio upstairs...(korn...)

Hey, I'm feeling tired
My time, is gone today
You flew with suicide
Sometimes, that's ok
Hear what others say
I'm here, standing hollow
Falling away from me
Falling away from me......

Gohan finally reached the living room after what seemed an eternity of endless steps. he looked around seeing nothing of his mom. then he turned toward the kitchen...

From were he was standing Gahan could see a river of blood ran from the kitchen floor into the living room carpet... Gohan new what was behid the counter but he had to look anyway, it was his responsibility.

Gohan walked into the kitchen and folowed the pool to it's owner.

He dropped to his knees before his mom and... laughed.

Gohan was being pelted by so many strong alien emotions right now, the only way his mind could interperate them was as a laugh, and it was the best his body could do. He laughed until tears filled his eyes. Then he cried. He cried forever. He cried cradeling his mom in his arms untill he didn't have anymore tears to shed.

Finally there was a lull in his emotions... the room bagan to glow with the intensity of his power and his hair grew golden, he knew what came next... Gohan had to get away, far away.

Gohan walked out the door. He looked around him at the Son house. the trees were dewy and glistening magically, the air was cool and comfortable, and the house stood tall and proud, shadows of the night flickering like snake tongues arcross the window boards. Everything was calm... and it began to rain.

Gohan took flight... into the storm, hi above the son house.

Day, is here fading
That's when, I would say
I flew with suicide
Sometimes kill the pain
I can always say
'It's gonna be better tomorrow'
Falling away from me
Falling away from me......

He flew to a place far away from anyone or anything else...in the storm, and stopped. The storm pelted his body with wet rain, adding to his frustration...

Finally Gohan couldn't contain himself anymore... His eyes began to glow pure white with his anger...

The ground bagan to heave and shake as he flooded the landscape with all his fury...

The air around him bagan to pulse with power as he unconsciously began to gather ki. Trees were uprooted and bolders were flung away like pebbles. The storm gathered in on itself to were Gohan Levitated, thunder streaking his body, only to add to his power. Gohan struggled to breath, knowing that she was gone... he stuggled to breath without her, and without his father...

"I killed her..." He whispered, but it was heard across the landscape.
"i killed them both..." the air around him growing deep red in color.


Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screaming so sad
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground

"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!" He screamed as everything within a hundred miles burst into flames. The air burned. the lakes burned... And his lungs burned... His body was afire also, he didn't even attempt to put a protective barrier up.

(falling away from me)
It's spinning round and round
(falling away from me)
It's lost and can't be found
(falling away from me)
It's spinning round and round
(falling away from me)
Slow it down...

Gohan was trying to kill himself. he couldn't live with the fact that he had killed his loved ones, he lost them both... He couldn't breath without them... again he screamed.

Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screaming so sad
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground

Gohan's body fell to the ground as everything cought fire, The strength of the flames being too much. his clothes had all burned off in an instant... his body fell naked to the ground hitting it... hard...

FUCK!

Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screaming so sad
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground






A shadow loomed over Gohan's body in the dark as the rain from the storm put out the fire. Gohan was still breathing...

"My pretty little puppet."