I can't be losing sleep over this, no I can't
***Hey, it's another songfic. This one is "Somewhere in Between" by Lifehouse. Enjoy!***

I can't be losing sleep over this, no I can't

And now I cannot stop pacing

Madison paced her dressing room. She knew she needed help. She didn't know how she was ever going to survive this depression. The one before had been bad enough.

Dallas was the only one who had been there for her the last time. Madison had lost thirty pounds that last time and the doctors had put her in ICU. They had said she wasn't anorexic because she hadn't purposely said she was starving herself. It had just been a side affect of her depression.

This time seemed worse.

Give me a few hours, I'll have this all sorted out,

If my mind would just stop racing.

Dallas was racing down the halls now. Jeff had said Madison was losing weight and sleeping a lot. "Not again," Dallas whispered to herself.

Madison had gone manic two years earlier, right after she had graduated from college and she and her jerk of a boyfriend Mike had broken up. Dallas had tried to get help for her, but it was impossible at the time. Dallas understood. Madison had had too much on her plate at the time and everything had fallen down.

'Cause I cannot not stand still,

I can't be this unsturdy,

This cannot be happening

"Mad!" a familiar voice called from the other side of the door. "Mad, open the door up!"

Madison got to her feet and opened the door to see her sister standing there. Madison smiled uncertainly before falling apart. Dallas held Madison while she sobbed. Dallas knew at that moment she never should have done what she had to her sister. Even if it had meant not being able to trust her.

"Mad, it's all going to be okay," Dallas said.

"This was so much worse than anything," Madison cried. "Even worse than when Mom and Dad died. I'm so sorry Dallas."

"So am I sweetie," Dallas said.

This is over my head but underneath my feet,

'Cause by tomorrow morning I'll have this all sorted out,

And everything will be back to the way that it was,

I wish that it was just that easy.

Jeff paced his dressing room. He had already screwed up his relationship with Dallas. After all of the relationships he had seen go to hell because of lies and dishonesty, you'd think he would know to tell Dallas anything that might be important.

"Jeff, you're up!" someone yelled through the door.

Jeff sighed and left his dressing room. He was facing Haku, the crazy bastard. Where was she? Dallas always came to the ring with him, even before they had started seeing each other. He hadn't been to the ring without her since she and Madison had entered the WWF.

"Jeff!" Meredith called to him as his music started. He couldn't hear her over the theme music and the crowd's roar.

"Damn Jeff," Meredith said. "Well, I hope whatever feeling Dal was returning wasn't that important."

'Cause I'm waiting for tonight,

Then waiting for tomorrow,

And I'm somewhere in between,

What is real and just a dream…

"I can't believe you're actually here," Madison said, finally able to smile. "I'm so glad you are. You have no idea how lost I've been."

"I have an idea," Dallas assured her sister.

"I heard through the grapevine that you and Jeff were seeing each other," Madison said. "I wanted to go celebrate with you when I first heard. Then I remembered. You know I never meant for that to happen right?"

"Yes," Dallas said. "But that doesn't matter. You are more important to me than a crush."

"So are you in love?" Madison asked, as she got up to go to the mirror. She wiped away the mascara that had run all over her face.

"I'm beginning to think I am," Dallas said. "I know I always joked before, but remember how Mom told you that when you meet the ONE you just know. There's some moment in time where everything is perfect. That's what it's like when he's near me."

"How weird," Madison said. "I told Jeff about that when I told him I couldn't go out with him."

"Do you mind if I turn on his match?" Dallas asked.

"Go ahead," Madison said.

What is real and just a dream…

Jeff told himself to pay attention to the match. He told himself to stop thinking about Dallas and how to get her back. Damn, ran right into that clothesline! Jeff shook his head clear. He took Haku down.

Perfect, he thought. I can hit a swanton and get out of here. He raced up the turnbuckle to execute his signature move. Wait! Jeff thought frantically as he soared through the air. He did something wrong. He knew before he had even landed.

"Jeff?" Haku asked. He normally rolled off right after the swanton bomb. He was lying inert upon Haku. "Someone get help!"

What is real and just a dream…

Dallas was out of the room as soon as Jeff had launched off the turnbuckle. Madison watched in horror when Jeff did not move. This could not be real.

Dallas appeared on the screen moments later. Matt and Meredith followed. Tears ran down Madison's face as she saw her sister caress Jeff's face. The fool always was a daredevil.

"I've got to go be there for Dal," Madison said to herself as she left the room.

Would you catch me if I fell out of what I fell in?

Don't be surprised if I collapse down at your feet again,

I don't want to run away from this,

I know that I just don't need this.

Dallas rocked herself back and forth in the chair at Jeff's bedside. "Wake up Jeff," she whispered. "The doctor's say you'll be alright if you wake up tonight!"

Matt and Madison watched them from outside. "Is she going to be okay?" Matt asked.

"If he is," Madison answered.

"I should have just waited until after your match to go find Mad," Dallas whispered to Jeff. "I know you were thinking about me Jeff. I'm so sorry."

Dallas got up and paced to the window. She'd done it again. She had endangered the life of someone she loved. Last time it had ended pretty badly.

'Cause I cannot not stand still,

I can't be this unsturdy,

This cannot be happening

Madison realized Dallas was thinking about their parents. She was thinking about the baby. "Matt," Madison said hoarsely. "Get her out of there for a minute. Tell her that you'll stay with Jeff until I'm done talking to her."

"She won't let me Mad," Matt said.

"Just do it," Madison said. "Dallas will fall apart any minute unless I tell her what she needs to hear."

Matt went inside the room and sent Dallas out to her sister.

"What?" Dallas asked, tears in her eyes.

"Dal, you know it wasn't your fault right?" Madison asked, hugging her sister tightly.

'Cause I'm waiting for tonight,

Then waiting for tomorrow,

And I'm somewhere in between,

What is real and just a dream…

"Of course it was," Dallas cried miserably. "Jeff, Mom and Dad, your baby! All of it! It's all my fault. And you have been so depressed twice because of me!"

"Dallas," Madison said, silent tears streaming down her face. "It was just an accident. The other person was drunk. It was their fault."

"But if I had just gotten someone else to drive me home," Dallas said, "Mom and Dad would still be alive and your baby would have been born!"

"You can't live your life in what ifs Dal," Madison said. "And if I had never lost the baby I never would have ended up where I am now. You never would have met Jeff. We wouldn't have come to depend on each other kiddo."

"I'm so sorry," Dallas sobbed.

"I'm sorry it happened," Madison said. "But I have never blamed you sweetie. Mom and Dad don't blame you either. And I can guarantee that Jeff does not blame you. Now go into that boy and get him to wake up.

What is real and just a dream…

Jeff felt a sharp pain in his neck. What the hell had he done? He silently groaned as he remembered completely screwing up his swanton. What an ass he was. He knew better than to think about things other than the match when you were in the ring. Not only was it dangerous to yourself, but it was dangerous for your opponent.

Was Dallas even there? He knew he was in the hospital. Probably a concussion. Two weeks off work. He needed Dallas. He needed to tell her he was in love with her. When you realized how precious life was you didn't pay attention to how long you had been going out or the fact that you had had a crush on her sister not so long ago.

Was Dallas even there?

What is real and just a dream…

"Jeff, can you hear me?" Dallas asked, as his eyes fluttered open. He smiled, before he realized that caused his head to pound.

"I'm here babe," Jeff said.

"Thank God," Dallas whispered, before she leaned over and lightly kissed him. "I love you so much Jeff. I'm so sorry."

"I'm sorry," Jeff said. "I should have told you."

"I don't care anymore," Dallas said. "Tell me."

"What?" Jeff asked.

"Tell me Jeff," Dallas said insistently. "I need to hear it."

"I love you too," Jeff said, holding her hand in his.