What Do You Do When Its Too Late
What do you do when it's too late
Can you still trust fate
You should have told him
Just how you felt
With this pain
You wouldn't have had to dealt
But it's too late
And now the pain is oh so great
What will you do
Now that its through
He's gone
It's not even dawn
Yet you don't cry
You don't weep
Why?
You loved him so you say
But yet you couldn't tell him
Until this day
But its to late
For he left
And he won't be back
So you don't have to cut him some slack
So say good bye
And be on your way
You can be home by the end of the day
Tai held Matt's limp lifeless body in his arms as sobs racked his body. Why? It wasn't supposed to be this way. Tai was gonna tell Matt how he felt and they were supposed to be together. He killed himself. It was all his fault why did he wait so long. The brunette look down at his hands, which were now covered with the blood of the one person that ever, meant anything to him. Tai held Matt as they waited for the ambulance, but would they make it in time.
Matt opened his eyes slightly to see Tai, it couldn't be could it… it was. Matt had waited for so long to see Tai and now that Tai was here it was too late and Matt knew it. A single tear made its way down his cheek, he was going to tell Tai how he felt if he had to use his last bit of strength to do it. Matt opened his mouth and nothing came out. Tai look down at the blonde in his arms, he looked as if he was trying to say something.
Tai looked at Matt the color gone from him, deep in his heart Tai knew that it was too late. Tears ran freely down his face, as he held Matt closer too him. Tai looked into Matt's eyes, those icy sapphire eyes that held so much sadness and yet a tiny bit of hope. Tai knew he didn't have much longer, he had to tell him, and he had to tell him NOW. Matt was having a hard time staying conscious, he looked at Tai his cheeks stained with tears. Matt looked at Tai and whispered something, Tai could barely make it out, and then it hit Tai like a ton of bricks. Matt, who was dying, just told him that he loved him, even after all these years.
Matt looked at Tai. Tai looked utterly shocked, that Matt had told him he loved him. He felt himself begin to slip into unconsciousness. Matt reached for Tai's hand, Tai held Matt's hand as he held him. It was now or never. Tai looked at Matt and was about to say something, when the blonde's eyes closed and he mouthed the words "I love you" for the last time.
Tai just sat there sobbing, holding Matt's body crying and whispering "I love you, Matt." Just then the paramedics walked in. Tai, still holding Matt's body looked up through tear filled eyes at them. Why couldn't they have been here sooner, he thought. Just then one of the paramedics said, " Sorry, bad directions." Tai wanted to scream and shout and hurt something. His angel died because of bad fucking directions. No, his angel died because of the sadness, sadness he had caused. Tai's breath caught in his throat as this thought hit him.
