Nothing Really Matters
Disclaimer: I do not own Sailor Moon. So don't sue please!!!! I do not own the song used in this writing either it is sung by Madonna. It's from her Ray of Light CD.
Authors Note: Sorry it took so long to get this out but I was having a major case of writer's block because of the stupid writing assessments in school. What is the point of them besides draining writers of their energy to write like the monsters that drain the people's energy? Anyways on with the story!!! Or in this case...the next chapter :-)
When I was very young
Nothing really mattered to me
But making myself happy
I was the only one
Serena sobbed quietly into her pillow her mind flashing back to the scenes of yesterday and the day before. He acted like him breaking up with me was no big deal...like he really didn't care about what we had together...
"Darien..." she sobbed softly into her pillow.
Luna peaked in silently at the Serena crying into her pillow the guardian shaking her head sadly at what she saw. Just then Rini peaked her head in to Serena's room as well. She was about to scream to Serena that she should come downstairs for dinner but stopped when she saw the state Serena was in. Serena looked different almost as if Darien breaking up with her had suddenly made her age rather quickly.
Now that I am grown
Everything's changed
I'll never be the same
Because of you
Maybe...Maybe Darien broke up with me because of the way I act...I could change. I can make Darien love me again. From now on...I will be the girl he would want to date. I won't be late anymore, I know Darien hated when I was late for our dates. And....And I won't eat really fast or as much anymore. I could tell that disgusted him when I did that. Maybe I should cut my hair too...then he won't have to put up with being seen with a girl with Meatballs on her head...but I can't do that...it is tradition in the royal family of the moon. I will stop being as klutzy and get better grades in school...and....and....I will be a better leader too!
Nothing really matters
Love is all we need
Everything I give you
All comes back to me
Nothing matters now till I change myself so Darien will love me again...That also means I will have to be nicer to Rini...after all Darien seems really fond of her.
Rini quietly called to Serena, "Dinner is ready, Serena."
"All right, Rini, tell Mom I will be right down" Serena said as she sat up wiping her eyes free of the tears.
Rini just nodded slightly before skipping downstairs for dinner.
Serena quickly climbed off her bed running into the bathroom and making herself presentable for dinner.
Looking at my life
It's very clear to me
I lived so selfishly
I was the only one
Serena rushed down to the table quickly sitting in her sit as her mom dished out her dinner.
"Hmm, smells good, Mother." Serena said as she started digging in like her old self before she remembered that if she ate like that Darien would never love her, so she began to slow down as she ate.
When Serena finished up her desert, her mother naturally put a second helping of it on her plate. She once again was about to dig in till she remembered Darien and pushed the second piece away from her. A look of shock quickly appeared on her parents', Sammy's and Rini's faces as they saw her do that.
"No thank you, Mom." Serena said as she stood up from the table.
"Serena, are you all right? You never turn down a second slice of my lemon pie." asked her mother.
"Mother, I am fine...just not very hungry...that's all. I'm going to go for a walk..." With that said Serena quickly grabbed her coat and ran outside.
I was the only one
I realize
That nobody wins
Something is ending
And something begins
Nothing really matters
Love is all we need
Everything I give you
All comes back to me
Later that night Serena ran up to her room as soon as she got back to the house. She slammed the door shut behind as she quickly dragged her book bag out from underneath her bed. She quickly yanked out her math homework and slaved away over her homework till she had every last problem done. She then pulled out all the rest of her homework doing all of it till it was done.
By the time all of her homework was done She was thoroughly exahusted. She tiredly pushed all the homework back in her book bag before setting her alarm clock for 5:30 in the morning so she would have plenty of time in the morning to get ready for school.
As she finally started to drift off to sleep her mind quickly slipped into a dream about Darien and how happy he would be to see how his Princess was maturing and growing.
Nothing takes the past away
Like the future
Nothing makes the darkness go
Like the light
You're shelter from the storm
Give me comfort in your arms
Well, that's done tell me what you think? What should happen to Serena in the next chapter? I want your opinions!!!! Give them to me now!!!!
