*RelfectionS*



*I looked outside. The rain had stopped. Good. The rain always made me feel so sad.

I looked around my room. It was fairly clean. I had my bed, my closet, my table, my books - my books...

I glanced at my table where it laid. It had collected dust over the years. It had only been three but it seemed much longer.

I ran my fingers across the seal. Kero...

I sighed. I missed him. I looked over at my t.v. He's always be playing there. I chuckled silently. I've got too much to do than to worry about Kero. He's getting rest now, and he deserves it.

I walked along the hallway of my house. I stopped cold when I reached a door. Tory's room. He's probably asleep right now.

Memories. I could still remember Julian gobbling down a full meal and still be hungry. I suddenly felt sadder. Julian...

I shook my head. That's long gone, Sakura.

I reached the bottom of my stairs. It was dark outside. And for some reason, I couldn't sleep.

I poured myself a glass of milk. Hopefully that would get me sleeping. But that wasn't what bothered me.

I could still remember his face turn red when he told me...

A familiar pain poked inside my heart. I still hadn't answered. He needs an answer, but what can I say? I didn't know. I figured by now, I'd have an answer. But I didn't.

I didn't...

Sometimes I wondered what would've happened if I had answered. He's probably in Hong Kong right now, with Meilin.

The pain suddenly hurt more.

Why? Why does it hurt? This was one of those times I wished mom was here. She'd knew what to do.

I walked back to my room. Without even looking at it, I hid the Book back in my drawer. It hurt too much. I missed it, my CardCaptor life. As crazy as it was, I enjoyed every minute of it. But now they're gone - Meilin, Kero, Li...

At least I have Madison. She'd never leave me. But I know she misses it too, for that was the only excuse she could use for making all those wacky outfits. I smiled.

Light entered my room. The sun was rising now. I realized I hadn't slept at all.

I looked at the drawer that held all my memories and burdens. I didn't want to sleep. I couldn't...