You put yourself in stupid places
Yes I think you know its true
Situations where it's easy to look down on you
Think you like to be the victim, think you like to be
in pain
I think you make yourself the victim almost every
single day
You do what you do, you say what you say
You try to be every thing to everyone
You know all the right people, you play all the right
games
You always try to be everything to everyone
~Everything to everyone – Everclear~
I woke up hearing Sirius telling Madame Resnaire what happened to me. After he had finished talking to Madame, he walked over to the infirmary bed he had placed me on. In his eyes I saw worried concern and something else I didn't understand, affection maybe.
Sirius: Are you feeling better Seraph?
He said picking up my cold hand and holding it tightly in his warm one.
Me: Yes, thank you Sirius, I'm sorry for being a complete bitch to you…although you did deserve it you know!
I gave him a sheepy smile and he grinned back at me in true Sirius fashion.
Sirius: I know what I did was stupid….
Me: Among other things…
Sirius: …But I have learned my lesson and never again will I be as dumb as to trust Snape with a secret!
Me: Sirius!!!
Sirius: Hey just kidding lighten up, you really need to take a chill pill!
Me: Friends?
Sirius' eyes darkened for a milliscule second with disappointment and were quickly covered up again, laughter shinning in his eyes.
Sirius: Friends! Now about that shower you promised me….
Picking up a pillow I threw it at his head, just skimming his cheek.
Me: You have a one track mind Sirius!
Sirius: And that's why you love me! Am I right or am I right! Now about that shower..
Me: I don't think so Sirius
Sirius: But Seraph you promised!
Me: And I always keep my promises, alright Sirius I'll have a shower with you when…you kiss Malfoy!
Sirius: So that's a yes?
Me: That's a …
Madame Resnaire came over at that moment and stopped any further conversation between us by telling Sirius he had to let me get some rest. Sirius complied and walked to the door where he gave a cheerful wave and disappeared out of sight.
Resnaire: Seraph I'm going to give you some pain killer potion and a sleeping draught, I think you are just stressed out at the moment with all these exams approaching
She gave me the two potions and before I could say 'Go you big red fire engine!' I was in a dreamless sleep.
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The brightness of the early morning was not what woke me up the next day, no it was the face of a red head grinning mischievously at me about 20 cm away from my face.
Me: Jesus Lil, haven't you ever heard of personal space?
Lily: Oh thank god your ok I was really worried, I thought something terrible had happened!
She wrapped her arms around me and gave me a huge bear hug that cut my circulation off.
Me: It's good to see you too Lil but if you want me to live to see tomorrow I suggest that you let me breathe!
Immediately loosening her grip with her cheeks turning a nice red, Lily moved to sit on the edge of my bed.
Lily: So, what happened?
Me: Nothing out of the ordinary, Sirius carried me here when I collapsed in the corridor, he brought me up here and Madame Resnaire diagnosed me as over stressed.
Lily: So, Sirius carried you here….
She had completely ignored every thing else I had said, as her eyes lighted up as soon as I said Sirius carried me.
Me: Yea, so?
Lily: Well you know, Sirius is single and your single and…
Me: Lily! I've only been single for three weeks and already your trying to set me up with the next available bachelor, no thank you very much but I'm happy being single, it's stressless!
Lily: But Seraph you two are the perfect couple…besides James and me.
Me: Lily, Sirius doesn't even like me in that way, he's just a friend
Lily: Well it was the same for James and me, you know
Me: Sirius has his choice of girls why would he single me out?
Lily: So you do like him!
Me: You know I've never thought of him in that way
Lily: But if he asked you to Hogsmeade, you would say yes?
Me: I would consider
Lily: So you'd say yes?
Me: I don't know he hasn't asked me
Lily: But if he did ask you, you would say yes?
Me: What is this 20 questions or something? You do realize that I' am supposed to be resting
Lily: Don't change the subject
Me: I'm not
Lily: Yes you are
Me: No I'm not
Lily : Yes you are!
Realizing that Lily wasn't going to give up easily and I was in no condition to be arguing with her, I finally complied.
Me: Alright then I'd say yes
Sirius: You would say yes to what?
He had walked in without us noticing his presence and I started to pray that he hadn't heard our conversation.
Well people what do you think? I kind of made it a cliff hanger but I just didn't know what else to write I' am also disappointed in every ones lack of enthusiasm over my last chapter come on people I don't care if you hate the fic or if you really haven't got anything to say, just write one word if you feel like it, its not that hard just type in the box on the bottom and press the button, I'll love you forever!!!!!! What should happen next, should Sirius hear the whole conversation? Should he ask her out? Should he kiss her in the next chapter?? I need help!
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