Title: "Given the Chance" Part 2 The Decision
Author: Doctor Strangelove
Rating: PG-13 for some language and sexual situations.
Spoilers: "Spiral"
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Notes: All from Spike's POV. You know what? Just read Part
1's notes.
"Have you made your
decision?"
"Yes."
"Then it is done."
There was another
flash of white light and I was lying in bed on black, silk sheets. With Buffy
on top of me. Naked. Buffy on top of me! Naked. Did I mention that she
was naked? Oh, so am I. This is so cool.
I started to laugh
with joy. She moved. Her soft skin rubbed against mine. Wait. I pinched Buffy
on the elbow.
"Ow!" She looked up
at me, "Spike, what the hell did you do that for?"
Okay, not a robot,
"Um…"
She laughed. Oh,
such a lovely laugh, "It's okay. I've got to get up anyway. Dawn wants to go
and apply for a job at the magic shop. Anya said she could probably have one.
Well, I guess I should go get a shower."
Buffy got out of
bed and walked across the room to her, our, bathroom. Naked. She was like a
beautiful, blonde goddess glowing in all her beauty and… nakedness. But, was
this the right choice? I mean, my happiness over Buffy's happiness. A bit
selfish. Should I have chosen to let her have, ugh, Angel?
Buffy walked back
into the room and glared at me with an annoyed look, "Are you coming, or not?"
Oh yeah, defiantly the right choice.
Buffy and I walked
into her, our, damn that is hard to remember, kitchen where Dawn was eating
cereal in red, silk pajamas. She was wearing the pajamas; the cereal was in
a bowl. Wow, she's really grown.
Long hair. Beautiful face. Succulent breasts. No! I'm with Buffy! Think of
Buffy's breast! Oh, yeah.
"Spike?"
"Huh?" Dawn was
looking at me, "I said 'Good morning, Spike'."
"Oh. Mornin'."
"So, Buffy, when
are we going to the magic shop?"
"Get some clothes
on and we'll go. Spike, will you be all right here by yourself?"
"I guess."
"You can work on
your website."
"Website?"
"Passionforpassions.com."
"Oh, right."
Buffy smiled at me,
"I love you."
"I love you too."
I spent the rest
of the daying exploring our house. It was the same one Buffy lived in when I
first met her. I found a calendar on Dawn's nightstand. March 2004. During my
search I also found some old photo albums. One picture that really stood out in
my mind was a picture of Angel. Dawn must've taken it before they knew he was a
vampire. Buffy and Angel were kissing. You could tell, just by looking, that
they really loved each other. Not just pretending. The next one was a
picture of a wedding. Buffy's wedding. Our wedding. Seeing the two of us
kissing after saying our vows I just kept picturing Angel's face instead of
mine. I stopped looking at pictures.
I checked out my
website. It had everything about Passions. Stuff I didn't even know I
knew. As I logged off Buffy walked through the front door.
"Hi, honey, I'm
home," she laughed at her little joke and sat down next to me.
"Where's Dawn?"
"She's staying with
Anya and Willow tonight. I figured we could use some time together. You know,
we'd kiss, then grope, then I could show you my underwear," she smiled slyly,
"If I was wearing any."
Without any thought
I grabbed Buffy and held her in a tight hug, "God, I love you so much."
"Spike, what's
wrong."
I saw the picture
of Buffy kissing me, Angel, at our, their, wedding. I kissed the
side of her face as tears streamed down my face, "Oh, Buffy."
"What is it?"
I held her tighter
I stared at the picture, "I'm so sorry."
Okay, you're
going to have to wait for Part 3 The Solution to find out what happens with
Buffy and Spike. It'll be up soon I promise.