Title: "Given the Chance" Part 2 The Decision

Title: "Given the Chance" Part 2 The Decision

Author: Doctor Strangelove

Rating: PG-13 for some language and sexual situations.

Spoilers: "Spiral"

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Notes: All from Spike's POV. You know what? Just read Part 1's notes.

  "Have you made your decision?"

  "Yes."

  "Then it is done."

  There was another flash of white light and I was lying in bed on black, silk sheets. With Buffy on top of me. Naked. Buffy on top of me! Naked. Did I mention that she was naked? Oh, so am I. This is so cool.

  I started to laugh with joy. She moved. Her soft skin rubbed against mine. Wait. I pinched Buffy on the elbow.

  "Ow!" She looked up at me, "Spike, what the hell did you do that for?"

  Okay, not a robot, "Um…"

  She laughed. Oh, such a lovely laugh, "It's okay. I've got to get up anyway. Dawn wants to go and apply for a job at the magic shop. Anya said she could probably have one. Well, I guess I should go get a shower."

  Buffy got out of bed and walked across the room to her, our, bathroom. Naked. She was like a beautiful, blonde goddess glowing in all her beauty and… nakedness. But, was this the right choice? I mean, my happiness over Buffy's happiness. A bit selfish. Should I have chosen to let her have, ugh, Angel?

  Buffy walked back into the room and glared at me with an annoyed look, "Are you coming, or not?" Oh yeah, defiantly the right choice.

  Buffy and I walked into her, our, damn that is hard to remember, kitchen where Dawn was eating cereal in red, silk pajamas. She was wearing the pajamas; the cereal was in a     bowl. Wow, she's really grown. Long hair. Beautiful face. Succulent breasts. No! I'm with Buffy! Think of Buffy's breast! Oh, yeah.

  "Spike?"

  "Huh?" Dawn was looking at me, "I said 'Good morning, Spike'."

  "Oh. Mornin'."

  "So, Buffy, when are we going to the magic shop?"

  "Get some clothes on and we'll go. Spike, will you be all right here by yourself?"

  "I guess."

  "You can work on your website."

  "Website?"

  "Passionforpassions.com."

  "Oh, right."

  Buffy smiled at me, "I love you."

  "I love you too."

   I spent the rest of the daying exploring our house. It was the same one Buffy lived in when I first met her. I found a calendar on Dawn's nightstand. March 2004. During my search I also found some old photo albums. One picture that really stood out in my mind was a picture of Angel. Dawn must've taken it before they knew he was a vampire. Buffy and Angel were kissing. You could tell, just by looking, that they really loved each other. Not just pretending. The next one was a picture of a wedding. Buffy's wedding. Our wedding. Seeing the two of us kissing after saying our vows I just kept picturing Angel's face instead of mine. I stopped looking at pictures.

  I checked out my website. It had everything about Passions. Stuff I didn't even know I knew. As I logged off Buffy walked through the front door.

  "Hi, honey, I'm home," she laughed at her little joke and sat down next to me.

  "Where's Dawn?"

  "She's staying with Anya and Willow tonight. I figured we could use some time together. You know, we'd kiss, then grope, then I could show you my underwear," she smiled slyly, "If I was wearing any."

  Without any thought I grabbed Buffy and held her in a tight hug, "God, I love you so much."

  "Spike, what's wrong."

  I saw the picture of Buffy kissing me, Angel, at our, their, wedding. I kissed the side of her face as tears streamed down my face, "Oh, Buffy."

  "What is it?"

  I held her tighter I stared at the picture, "I'm so sorry."

  Okay, you're going to have to wait for Part 3 The Solution to find out what happens with Buffy and Spike. It'll be up soon I promise.