Misty November Night

I was a Luka/Abby shipper in a former life. But I'm not any more, and that's all that really matters. Hopefully, I can avenge my misguided ways with this fic, so tells me what ya thinks.

A first time between Carter and Abby. It's also my first time writing a fanfiction, so I haven't gone all the way yet.

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It was a rainy night, but it was nothing awful. It was a little misty on that warm November night. My heart was pounding, my inner voice resounding, begging me to turn away, but I just had to stay to see your face and feel alive.

A shift had ended and I was wondering, lost, empty, searching. I, for reasons that exist beyond me, found myself in front of your apartment, ringing your bell and hoping, finding.

I had to stay. To see your face.

Then you casually opened the door and I was twisted in the web of my desire for you. My apprehension blew away, and I only wanted you, to taste my sadness as you kissed me in the dark.

We shared a smile, but it wasn't what we wanted, and then I followed you back inside. You started talking and I couldn't hear a word you said. This wasn't what we wanted. I started telling you about my day. Trying to find words to fill the distance between us. We'd been friends for too long. We'd wanted so much more for too long.

So I walked up to you and just kissed you. It was seconds before I realized you were kissing me. And then I started feeling liberated. I surrendered as you took me in your arms. I was so caught in the moment, couldn't ever let you go again. You didn't turn away when you started listening to my lonely heart, and then you softly pressed your lips to mine, and feelings surfaced that I'd suppressed for such a long long time and for a while I forget about everything and melted with you as we stood there in the dark.

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