This new disorder, only you could recieve,
The only one I love is dying before my eyes.
Inevetable, something you didn't deserve to achieve,
There is no cure, I know those are all lies.
Your body and mind have begun to depart,
Seeing you dissapate is tearing at my heart.
For you, my name is getting harder to know,
Your sudden loss of memory is beginning to show.
Your steady voice is getting slured,
Your past memories had begun to blur.
Your firm gripping hands had began to shake,
I know now, never again a step you will make.
We used to go out and have all kinds of fun,
Now I know this can't happen, your life is near done.
You wake up and ask to see the rising sun,
It's near noon, the day had already begun.
Your vision is gone, there is no more to see,
Things are so bad, you don't even know me.
There are no words to describe this ache in my heart,
I still don't know what is tearing us apart.
I whisper in the night hours, I tell you there is nothing to fear,
I feel my efforts were all in vaine, for I you can not hear.
Watching your breath cease, and your eyes had closed shut,
I knew your connection to this lonely world had been cut.
I belive this simple act had saved you, set your soul free,
I want to know that you will always be there waiting for me.
I choose to live my life, and live on strong,
Taking my life now would do you so wrong.
Understand now, I am ready to go,
Did you wait for me? Soon I will know.
-Tif
On account of a strange dream. There was this really sad thing like I was in love, but there was a strange new disorder attacking the only man I had ever loved. His body just kinda dissapated over a LONG period of time. It was really hard to write a poem about, but it made me cry really hard when I had it. lol. Just try and think of someone you love, a dear loved one whom you would give your life for, whithering away. It is a tear jerker when you think about it! Having them not remember your name, or not seeing the beautiful stars, or sun. Not hearing the music of life, not knowing the past or future of themselves....