Bob's Burgersis an American animated television sitcom created by Loren Bouchard for the Fox Broadcasting Company. Bob's Burgers is a production by Wilo Productions and 20th Television Animation. I do not own the characters or anything related to the show. P.S. I wrote this because I was thinking about how Teddy in the show is a good person and knowing that they were in an abusive relationship with someone made feel a little sad. Like I know they go to therapy and stuff, so they must still be hurting. I guess I just thought about some of the relationships that I've had and how I felt as a person. Plus, I don't think Bob and Linda are bad people but sometimes I feel like they make it feel like a chore to hang out with Teddy and while I am an introvert and I get that Teddy's an extrovert and that sometimes someones energy can be tiring, but still this person does a lot for them and so I'm never really sure how to feel about it.

Teddy's POV

It's dark in here I'm just lying down in my bed staring at the ceiling contemplating, thinking, ruminating. I feel lonely again, but there's really nothing I can do about it to be honest. Am I a bad person? I find myself asking this same question a lot all I really want in life is to be a good person, but I'm not. I want to be though, so I keep trying to help people but in the end when the things I do don't pan out I'm forced to remember that I'm a bad person.

My bed feels so empty without them here I really loved Denise I would have given her anything she asked of me. She wants me to wear a hat cause she thinks the back of my head looks like a butt. I'll do it cause she was just trying to look out for me she didn't do anything wrong. She wants me to use the bathroom outside I'll do it I don't want her to keep having to clean the toilet cause it gets dirty when I use it. Really it was my fault I should have cleaned the toilet more I didn't help her enough around the house. She was always telling me how lazy I was I mean, if I was more active would she still be here?

I mean we had so many good times together. At times she made me really happy and when she was upset it really was my fault. I'm the bad guy not her I just wish I could be a good person then maybe she wouldn't have left me.

I wish I could have appreciated the time we spent together more, but I was always afraid I'd mess up and then make them upset. I couldn't even sit next to her on the couch at times without my heart going a mile a minute. When I remember how I acted it makes me feel ashamed cause sometimes I'd hole up somewhere else in the house, and they always tell me how lonely they felt. You don't know what you have until it's gone I guess and after everything that I did I just have so many regrets.

I mean I can't be a good person, right? I mean even my friends don't even really wanna spend time with me. I mean how many times have I asked Bob and Linda to join my book club and they just keep saying maybe. I just wish they would just say no, so I could give up on it otherwise when I feel lonely I feel the need to ask them again. Eventually, they'll get tired of me too I know that I can be overbearing and talkative. When you finally have the freedom to talk about what you want you can get carried away. When you finally start to love something again the feeling is overwhelming maybe it's just a heat gun, but I don't know I was just happy to have one again I guess. It's so stupid but I was really happy, and when I learned Bob wasn't even listening to me that day it really hurt. I shouldn't hurt cause people zone out all the time, but I mean is it me, am I boring? is that why nobody wants to spend time with me?

To be honest I'm scared I really don't want to hurt anymore I just want to be happy. Why is that so hard? It's funny cause even though the truth is obvious I still can't bring myself to acknowledge it. I know that I'm probably a good person. I know that Denise was a toxic person and I really shouldn't feel the way I do now. But, even though I know these things acknowledging them is difficult because if I did I just feel like I'd be sadder than I already am. It's easier to believe that I'm a bad person than it is to believe that someone else is then I always ask myself are they really the bad person? I don't want anyone to be the bad guy, but if someone has to one then it's easier to just say that I'm the bad person. Do good people feel happy?

Well I'm not going to sleep anytime soon, so maybe I'll just do something to distract myself before I fall deeper down the rabbit hole. I feel like I was calling Bob and Linda bad friends they really aren't bad friends it's just I overthink things I really appreciate them. I mean at least they were upfront with me when they said that me and Denise and I had a terrible relationship and that going back to it would be an awful idea. That's something that I can appreciate though I kept making excuses for her anyways. I know that people are flawed and they make mistakes, but there right I don't want to go back to what I had with Denise. I just feel like maybe some of my questions and regrets would be solved if I could just make her happy, but I know that's not true. I just hope one day I can be happy again.