"I smell daddy. I feel daddy. Spike its daddy's town." I
said in disbelief.
"Yeah, I felt him too."
We drove until we saw him. My Sire, my daddy, my Angelus.
Spike stared just as I did when we saw him and the Slayer
kissing. My daddy kissing the Slayer, why? My Spike felt
the same as I did seeing them like that. I felt his cold
heart breaking, just as he felt mine. We drove home in silence.
We were only in Sunnydale for a couple of months before
daddy came back. It was a differen daddy though. He understod
me, how did daddy understan me? Not even my Spike understod
me. I think daddy's gone crazy because he's icky soul hurt him.
I miss my old daddy. The angel's came down and took him away from
me, ripped him from my fingers. Then they ripped Spike from me
too.
The Slayer infected both my daddy and my Spike. She took them away
from me and told me I had to be a little bunny and hide in a little
hole. Spike tried so hard to keep the way he felt about the Slayer,
but I can read his thoughts. They were singing to her and not to
Princess. Not to Princess anymore, Princess was now long forgotten.
Crazy daddy went to hell and Spike took me to Spain. He tasted like
ashes so I left him.
He went back to Sunnydale and I stayed in Spain. I didn't stay long
I had to keep moving, so I went everywhere I could. I went to a shark
pit and threw a boy in. I watched him swim for awhile until the
sharks smelled the blood. They tore him up and ate him, I laughed
as I watched. What little happiness for an unhappy vampire.
Everywhere I went I tortured another human. My daddy, not crazy
daddy, or souled daddy, but MY daddy had taught me a few things about
torture. I always thought of him and Spike.
I spent two years or so wondering around the other side of the Earth.
Knowing I was the only one left of the Scourge. I was bad everywhere
I went. I was lonely, always so lonely, so I came back to the states.
Maybe I would find someone to love. Maybe my Spike or maybe MY daddy.
I found nothing, I went to Sunnydale to get my boy back. I knew
he had a chip in his brain and it wasn't fair. I let him drink from
a dead girl. He was a very naughty Spike, tied me up and tried to
stake me. He let me go and I went looking for daddy. Instead I
found a bad lawyer who wanted me to help grandmother.
I did as he said because I was all alone. I turned grandmother, now
my chlide. She wanted daddy as much as I did. We couldn't change
him. He set us on fire, very bad daddy. It wasn't my daddy, it
wasn't souled daddy, it was a new daddy. A scarier daddy. Me and
grandmother left.
We're still in the states, but we don't know where to start.
We just walk and drive from place to place surching for something,
someone. I am no longer the last of the Scourge. I am no longer a
little bunny. I am gaining my power back. I know one day MY daddy
and Spike will be back. Just not today.
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