Mizu-chan's Notes: Erm.. this could be considered a songfic except it has many chapters. I'm going to try to do every characeter, Black Rose Duellists included. I think ya'll should download the songs, too! ^^! Anyways, I think that's all I had to say! Enjoy the first part! Oh and the song featured here is "Shut You Out" by the Lunachicks!





Didn't I Say I Hated You?

...."You were the one who wrote that letter...
....weren't you, Wakaba?"....

Wakaba slithered into her dorm, a small sunken form of defeat. How come

unrequited love was always so painful? And why did she always fall for the slime? With

a sigh, she slid off her shoes and plopped down onto her bed. She flopped onto her

back, staring vacantly at the bottom of the bunk above her. Another sigh escaped her

lips.

"Something wrong, Waka?"

"You could say so.."

The girl above Wakaba leaned over the side of her bed. She peered at the solemn

girl. Her violet eyes were brimming with curiosity as long tendrils of lavender fell from

two buns, cascading into a puddle on Wakaba's jutting legs.

"One guess, Waka. Unrequited love?"

The sigh coming from her usually cheery roommate answered the girls question.

With a slow smile, the purple girl pulled herself completely onto her bed. Wakaba

blinked as she heard her roommate shuffle through what sounded like many CDs.

Another blink befell her as Ana appeared again.

"I've been through that one too many times. Here." Ana stretched out one pale

arm. Clutched loosely in her frail fingers was a compact disc. Wakaba was hesitant at

first but with a shrug grabbed the CD from her companions hand.

"Lun... lunachicks?" Wakaba read the words beneath the women on the CD. She

peered earnestly at Ana, expecting an explanation.

"A great band. Listen to track nine and think of the guy or girl you've fallen for."

Wakaba's eyes lit up. Her cheerfulness was slowly returning. "Oh, thank you,

Ana! Could I use your headphones?"

"Nope." Ana winked, flashing a grin before she disappeared back onto her bed.

"Well, then I guess I'll go to the music room. Thanks again!" Wakaba jumped from

her bed, shoving her feet into her shoes. She waved to Ana before dashing out the door,

humming.

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Wakaba couldn't help but smile as she set the CD into the player. She skipped

through the songs until she reached track nine. Settling herself on the oak piano seat,

Wakaba waited for the music to begin.

.........I hate the way you talk, I hate the way you say.........

Wakaba blinked as the music blasted from the stereo. Ana listened to this crap?

.........You hate the ways that I hate you.........

Wakaba stood up. She didn't want anyone to see her listening to this type of rock.

Alternative was it?

.........I hate it when you speak. You're talkin' down to all the world again and you

think it's cool.........

Wakaba reached for the stop button. But suddenly the words hit a chord in her.

She could relate to these words.

.........I hate your fucking face.........

Giggling, Wakaba lowered the volume. She didn't want that random guidance

counselor to hear and get angry.

.........You look ugly in this space. I hate your freakin' out.........

"And your stupid kendo uniform! And that ponytail you always put your hair up

into! You look like a girl! An ugly girl!" Wakaba suddenly shouted. The energy of the

music took control of her. She had found her ecstasy. Joining in with lyrics, she

screamed out with the lead singer.

"I HATE YOU!!!!"

.........I hate your attitude.........

"All you are is slime! Arrogant ass!" She leaped up into a standing position on the

piano chair. The music still controlled her body as she moved with the beat.

.........You're pointing fingers in my face. You know I really find it rude. I hate the

way you think it's okay for you to feed me your poison.........

"And I hate your ugly green greasy hair! And the way you think you are so great!

Even Himemiya Anthy is better then you!"

.........Didn't I already say I'm gonna shut you out! Didn't I already say I'm gonna

shut you off!.........

"Kendo captain, HA! Get a life you rude idiot! I never liked you!" She banged her

head, her fluffed ponytail bobbing.

.........Didn't I already say gonna shut you off, shut you up, shut you out!.........

She leaped around on the piano chair.

.........I hate the way you judge.........

"You have no right to judge anyone!"

.........I see the hateful affliction in your eyes.........

"Everyone is better then you, Mr. Kendo Captain!"

.........I hate the way you preach to all the world with your self-infected lies!.........

"Isn't that the truth!" Wakaba grooved. She jived. She was addicted.

.........I hate your fucking house. I hate that space between your brain and mouth. I hate the space.........

"I HATE YOU!!!!!!!"

"Didn't I..." Wakaba sang the chorus. She closed her eyes, feeling the energy flow

throughout her body.

"Miss?"

Wakaba froze as the song began to fade. She fell from her Lunachicks induced

high as she caught sight of a blue-haired boy.

"Miki-kun!" She gasped, hopping from her seat. She pressed the stop button

harshly. "I'm sorry!" In an embarrassed rush, she flew past the boy and out the door.

Once she was away, she remembered some old book she had read. With the urge to

read it again, she raced for the dorm. What was it called again?

Miki blinked as the girl flew past. He shrugged, edging over to the CD player. He

clicked the OPEN button and peered curiously at the compact disc before him. "Lun..

lunachicks?"

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Two little shadows of young girls bounced onto the rose filled wall. They turned to

one another. A-ko tilted her head to one side as she began to speak.

"I wonder, I wonder. Do you wonder what I wonder?"

B-ko backed up a few feet. She placed her hands on her pointy hips, replying quite

rudely, "You wonder why the sky is blue."

A-ko clutched her heart, staggering as though she had been shot. "How did you

know?!"

"You're easy to read." B-ko pulled out a book titled "A-ko" and flipped through the

pages. "See?" She held the book out. The title on the page was "What She

Wonders".

"So that's why no one can ever lie." A-ko pulled out her own book titled "Wakaba".

"Not even to themselves."

"I wonder, I wonder. Do you know what I wonder?"

"Of course........."

~To Be Continued~