Disclaimer; I don't own Outlaw Star, but I do own Boutou Hoshi. You're welcome to use characters and ideas from my story but ONLY if you have my written permission. There, that just about sums it up. ((-^)
Notes; This one's going to be difficult. Okay, well, it's important that you have read at least to chapter 6 of Boutou Hoshi, or else this will spoil everything for you and you won't understand it very well either. Well, anyway, this is the inner thoughts of the Psycho B*tch Riakie. If you've read the first Side Story then you know that she wasn't always like that, but this actually doesn't focus on when she was sane. On the contrary, this spans almost all of chapters 5 and 6. Alrighty, I'm done with my notes. Onward to insanity! (^-^))
Memories of a Shooting Star:
The Boutou Hoshi Side Stories 2
By: Adakie
Why aren't you back? I'm counting on you, don't you understand? I don't know how much longer he can hold out . . . oh Jim, why do you keep doing this?! Why? I've always been there for you, ever since we met, now you've got to be here for us. Don't let me down.
There was that time last month, you stayed out all day and didn't get back till dark. I was so scared then. Scared for you, for him, for me. I'm scared this time too, but I'm also so angry. You just had to stay out again didn't you? I just don't understand you Jim. You've got to help him. You've got to save my little brother!
He's so still now, but I won't give up hope. You'll make it in time, won't you Jim? Won't you?! You've got to! Don't make this like before! I won't forgive you so easily this time!
It's getting really dark outside . . . you will be back won't you? Please Jim, you've got to make it back! Please . . .
Err, you just wait till you when you get home Jim Hawking! You'll see then, I'll show you what's what! No more being nice!!
P-please g-get home s-soon. I d-don't unders-s-stand. W-why'd you j-just l-l-leave us l-like t-t-this. Oh J-Jim . . .
You're back! You're back. You made it. Everything's okay now. We can go back to normal now, better than normal. You made it . . . didn't you? W-wait, what do you mean? No! He's not dead! He can't be dead!! He just . . c-can't be . . . oh Nee-chan . . .
It's your fault! It's all your fault!! If you'd gotten back sooner, this wouldn't have happened! You did this on purpose . . . you traitor!! How c-could you . . . HOW COULD YOU!!! I'll avenge you Nee-chan . . . I promise! I'll make him pay!! The murdering b*stard!!!
This is it. It's the end, I know it. How did he defeat me? No, I can't let him help me. I won't except help from a murderer . . . I would sooner die! I will die . . . but it's the only way. I'll miss you Jim. No matter how many times you screw up, deep down inside I know I'll miss you . . . but it's the only way. The only way to see you again. We'll be together soon . . . I love you Nee-chan.
~Owarii~
Just to clear this one point up, yes, I did skip the entire scene where she fights with Gene. She's really feral and pretty vocal about her emotions during that time, so I didn't feel it was necessary . . . besides it's too twisted even for me! ^^
