Last Night I Saw You Die
Last
Night I Saw You Die
by: Isabelle
Last night I saw
you die
What do you saw
when someone you love dies?
Do you whisper a
silent prayer to the silent sky?
Do you shout
insanitites to the shaking ground?
What do you say,
when all you had left is ripped from your hands
Last night I saw
you die
I saw you dead
before you fell, before your sacrifice
Before your
abandonment, before I was left alone
Last night I saw
you die
And here now I sit
Sorrounded by
things you loved
I don't know what
you did to me
More enchanting
than the witch
More enthralling
than the key
Last night I saw
you die
You are no longer
here with me
I am crying for
you, I hope you know that
These are tears of
pain
Tears of angish,
tears of loss
Last night I saw
you die
And I did what I
had not done in one hundred years
I prayed
A low demon like
me, prayed
Prayed to God, or
to Ala, or to Buddah or to whomever would listen
Whomever would
listen to a moster like me
Last night I saw
you die
And now I dream
I see people crying
for you
I sit, I watch, I
pray
I can't close my
eyes, there you are
Telling me you're
counting on me
Last night I saw
you die
And I knew I had
failed
Like so many times
before I proved me wrong
I can't be good,
you were right
I am not the poof
I have no soul
Last night I saw
you die
Blinding pain
rushed through my dead veins
Last night I let
you die
Last night I failed
It should have been
me on that pile of debris
It should have been
me
It was not your
time
It has always been
mine
I live on borrowed
time
Last night I
watched me die
When I saw you
there
I knew my time was
up
Your time of glory
and my time of defeat
Years ago I would
have rejoiced
But you have
bewitched me
I walk blindly on
this earth
Last night I saw
you die,
And all that's left
is me
Alone, abandoned,
cold, and insecure
Last night I
watched you die
And I knew, I just
knew
I was no longer on
borrowed time
This was our time
I knew you didn't
love me
I knew you never
would
Last night I
watched you die
Now I wished you
could