www.nevergetoveryou.com[4/?]
Author: Reni (Aya_Fujimiya)
E-mail:Aya_Chan_Fujimiya@hotmail.com
Rating: PG-13 - R I'm not sure on the exact rating because it will very from time to time
Timeline: After "Forever" Other then that it's completely mine...I have changed the storyline greatly in that we can savely say Glory had kicked it ^_^. And it's probably just after the end of Season 5 rolling on in the summer.
Disclaimer: Buffy and Angel do not belong to me they belong to the man who gave me more hope that Buffy and Angel will end up together in the end...Joss!
Distribution: If you want it take it, but let me know where you are putting it.^_^.
Dedication: To my sis Lissa (Roswelliankitten) who actually gave me the insentive and the idea to write it.
Notes: At some point and time there will be a song by Prozzak...you guessed it, it is called "www.nevergetoveryou.com" off their "Saturday People" album. I know they song is upbeat but it's only the lyrics that matter.

-4-

Buffy paced the room with the phone receiver pressed close to her ear. "Are you sure it isn't him Willow...No I don't want it to be him Will it's just...Well then who is it...Andy...Gelson..well I can't say I've ever heard of him...True...you're right though, why would Angel go into a chat room?...Okay I'll see you tomorrow then? Yeah I am gonna do a sweep through the graveyard then probably come on and talk to An-dy...Okay talk to you later...Bye." Buffy put the dead receiver down on the edge of her bed.
Though the majority of her heart wanted it to be Angel, in a way it was easier that it wasn't him...cause if it was she had no idea how she would react...would she be tempted to tell him who she was? Well it didn't matter anyway...not like it was Angel.
Grabbing the phone and a jacket Buffy headed down the stairs and out into the dark.

**Los Angeles**

Angel sat in the chair opposite Cordeila with the phone pressed to his ear. "If you don't mind me asking Willow...how did you choose Andy Gelson?"
"Well I was thinking there had to be a reason you have Angel for your account name...and this is what I came up with. You have to use the first 2 letters of your first name and the first 3 of your last name."
"I'd have to admit I would never have thought of that one. Well if she does ask me what my name is now I can tell her so that way she doesn't get two different names."
"Which is exactly why I called you. You gonna chat with her tonight?"
"Of course, I have to start my plan in motion tonight. Is she still on patrol?"
"Yeah she was leaving just after we hung up. I have to say she sounded disappointed when I told her it wasn't you...What exactly is your plan Angel?"
"I prefer not to tell anyone...for the less you know the less you can tell Buffy."
"Understood...well i better get going I have a paper do for class tomorrow and an apartment to find."
"Good luck Willow. And thank you." After exchanging good-byes Angel placed the phone back into it's cradle with three pairs of eyes staring at him. "What?"
"I must advize you Angel, that you are playing with Buffy's emotions here." Wesley said.
"Relax Wes, I would never do anything to hurt Buffy and you know that."
"It's just, it's almost exactly what you did before you can see her but she can't see you sort of thing...just through the computer." Cordelia added.
"Don't worry she will see me..." Grabbing his duster Angel walked out into the night.

**Sunnydale**

Buffy walked through the cemetary and grinned to herself when she saw vampire running throught he bushes. Picking up the pace she ran up to him just as he whipped around only to get her foot to be driven into his shoulder. Tonight Buffy didn't feel like making small talk with the vamp and quickly pulled out her stake and plunged it deep into his chest. The vamp quickly exploding into dust.
Buffy couldn't contain the smile of satisfaction of dusting the vamp before turning her back and continuing her soft and slow stroll thorugh the cemetary.

***

Buffy walked into her home and walked up the stairs glancing into her sisters room seeing her sleeping. Turning on her heals she walked into her room and powered up her lap top quickly going to Chat Underground.
Scrolling through the name list and found him sitting at the bottom. Before she could click his name a pop up window appeared before her.
(Soulful_Angel): Hey! How are you tonight?
(VaMpYrEkIlLa): Great went for a late night walk, surprisingly it was pretty peaceful.
(Soulful_Angel): Yeah we had a slow night too...I practically had to go looking for the trouble.
(VaMpYrEkIlLa): I know that feeling! The night you feel like pummeling something there is nothing around.
(Soulful_Angel): What do you go looking for fights or something?
(VaMpYrEkIlLa): Well...ummm...no but i do fight you know with punching bags and stuff.
(Soulful_Angel): That's pretty interesting...You know, I enjoy this you know, when you tell me stuff about yourself.
(VaMpYrEkIlLa): Really?
(Soulful_Angel): Who wouldn't? So tell me more about yourself...
(VaMpYrEkIlLa): What do you want to know?
(Soulful_Angel): Anything really...are you involved with someone?
(VaMpYrEkIlLa): No...I'm single...my last boyfriend left to...join the army...What about yourself? Are you in love with anybody?
(Soulful_Angel): Actually yes I am in love with somebody. She is really great, I would do anything fo her.
(VaMpYrEkIlLa): Oh...You sound like a very caring person.
(Soulful_Angel): What about you have you ever been in love?
(VaMpYrEkIlLa): Yes...but it was along time ago...
(Soulful_Angel): What happened?
(VaMpYrEkIlLa): I really don't want to talk about it...Actually it's not the situation that bothers me its just that no matter where I go in my life I still see his eyes...Whoever I'm with it never lasts cause my thoughts always goes to him. That's half the reason I lost my last boyfriend...he came to learn about him and in the insecurity got the worst of him.
(Soulful_Angel): I'm sorry...Does he know how you feel about him? Does he know you still love him?
(VaMpYrEkIlLa): I don't know sometimes I wonder, but it was him who did the leaving so he could come back at any time...
Buffy sat at the computer with tears in her eyes as she thought back to Angel and what they had been through. Though she knew everything he did he claimed to do for her own good it just didn't matter any more she wanted him more than anything. Trying to be strong Buffy whiped the tears from her eyes and resumed her conversation with Andy.

**Los Angeles**

Unshed tears sparkled in Angel's eyes as he virturally read Buffy's confession that she still loved him. She was right. It was him who did the leaving...Everyday Angel struggled with himself not to hop into his car and drive back to Sunnydale and just wrap his arms tightly around her. Then he remembered the moment in the graveyard after her mothers funeral. Many things were shown to him that night. The first of many was he would fight to become human in order to be with her, no matter how long it took. Second was no matter how much time they spent apart and how much they didn't see each other that love was always there just waiting for the moment they were together when it would come to the surface and make it's presence known. A single tear escaped his eye but was quickly brushed from his pale face as he quickly went back to Buffy.
(Soulful_Angel): Well whoever he is I must say he is crazy for leaving a girl like you.
(VaMpYrEkIlLa): Thank you, that means alot to me.

I got your e-mail
Disgruntled female
Every detail
Before my eyes

So I responded
I think we bonded
We corresponded
And watched the sunrise

(Soulful_Angel): Hey can I ask you something?
(VaMpYrEkIlLa): Sure anything...
(Soulful_Angel): Well you see, I seem really awkward not knowing your real name...I know it's stupid but...

Then you came through the screen and you taught me the meaning of happiness
And the words that you write came and filled up my night with your tenderness
And if you're ever so inclined
Here's where you can find me

www. I won't believe it
www. until I read it
My heart is tied up in a knot
You know it's true
www.nevergetoveryou

(VaMpYrEkIlLa): No...it's okay I feel the same way...My name is Buffy.
(Soulful_Angel): Well I can't say that I've met a Buffy before. My name is Andy Gelson.
(VaMpYrEkIlLa): Well I know this is alittle late but it's nice to meet you Andy.
(Soulful_Angel): Nice to meet you too. You know I like that name...it sounds...intersesting.
(VaMpYrEkIlLa): Interesting how? Can't say that I've ever heard that one before.
(Soulful_Angel): Well how about I say the first word that comes to my mind when I think of your name is...strong...

You made it clear to me
Described your fear to me
Of getting near to me
And risking our friendship

I stayed up all night
Construction web-site
Just click on our fight
And watch me crying

(VaMpYrEkIlLa): Really...I never would have thought that would have come up first...Surprising really...
(Soulful_Angel): Oh I'm not really sure why that word comes to mind...it just does. Hey there is something else I wanted to ask you...What do you think of meeting people off the internet?

'Cause you said you were scared and should probably stick to the Internet
And it hurts because deep down inside I believe we are more than friends
And if you ever change your mind
Here's where you can find me

www. I won't believe it
www. until I read it
My heart is tied up in a knot
You know it's true
www.nevergetoveryou

**Sunnydale**

Buffy blinked at her screen...did he want to meet her? Or did he have someone else he planned on meeting. Turning her head she looked at her wall to think of an answer but she wasn't sure how she felt. If it was in a crowded place she was pretty sure it would be okay...not like she couldn't defend herself or anything...but if it was for someone else she didn't know what do say.
(VaMpYrEkIlLa): I don't know depends on where the meeting is going to take place.
(Soulful_Angel): Well how if I take it from this angle...how close are you to LA?

Regarding the way we are together
Regarding the way we both should be
Regardless of time or space or weather
A part of you lives inside of me
So if you ever change your mind
You know where you can find me

(VaMpYrEkIlLa): Not that far why?
(Soulful_Angel): Well...you see...I was wondering if maybe...you would like to meet me sometime.
www. I won't believe it
www. until I read it
My heart is tied up in a knot
You know it's true
www.nevergetoveryou

Buffy stared at her laptop in confusion as to why someone would actually want to meet her. Sure they have been talking for what seemed like ever, but was she ready to meet this person offline?
(VaMpYrEkIlLa): I don't know...Can I have a night to think about it?
(Soulful_Angel): Of course take all the time you need...
(VaMpYrEkIlLa): Thank you...Can I ask what made you want to meet me?
(Soulful_Angel): I'm not sure...mainly cause I think you are a really cool person and fun to hang around with.
(VaMpYrEkIlLa): Well...thank you, I feel the same way...well I better get going...I'll be back tomorrow with my answer.
(Soulful_Angel): Okay you have a good night.
(VaMpYrEkIlLa): You too.
(VaMpYrEkIlLa has logged off) (Soulful_Angel has logged off)

**Los Angeles**

Though he was alittle nervous about her reaction he had a feeling she knew exactly what she was going to do. Buffy would go to Willow and ask her what she should do. All he could hope would be that Willow would convince her that it would be okay to meet him. Shutting the moniter off Angel glanced out the window seeing the first festigies of dawn approaching.

***

Well there is part 4. I hope you enjoyed it! I know I have really enjoyed everyones comments on this story. I'm actually surprised everyone is liking it so much, the idea popped into my head and I wrote it on a whim thinking I'd get a writers block like every one of my other stories but I think something is telling me to finish this story cause I haven't had any trouble writing it yet...knock on wood. Stay tuned for part 5!!