Alright. The LAST part of 'Fateful Destinies.' I just want to get one thing straight. Ken does NOT kill himself because of Yolie! *can not stand Kenako, even though half of her friends are obsessed with it*
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~*Fateful Destinies*~
Osamu watched from above as his parents began to shakily read aloud from Ken's book, and sighed. If he had ever guessed what Ken would have done…
I should have done something! I died, and I swore to never let him die, either! And he has!
Burying his invisible head in his hands, he silently wished that he could go back in time in order to do something.
~*Chapter 12*~
~*Spiteful Kindness*~
Name: Ken Ichijouji
Crest: Kindness
Digimon: Wormmon
Birth date: November 1
Death date: December 5, 2015
Age when killed: 26
Cause of Death: Suicide
I, Ken Ichijouji, are the last of the Digidestined. My friends…dead. And I, too, will soon be dead.
There's no escaping it. But I don't want to be killed by Fate.
So I will take my own life.
I don't know what to say about myself…there certainly isn't anything good to say. I tried to take over the Digital World…and even though I later changed, I still couldn't do anything as I watched my friends die, one by one.
So to say good things about myself would be to lie.
So I won't lie. I'll just tell it like it is. I was the last to join the Digidestined…ironic. Last to join, last to die.
I was evil. I tried to take over and abuse the Digital World. The other Digidestined stopped me. I turned good. I watched my friends die.
There. The story of my life.
And now, it's time for me to die. I can't bear to live without my friends…and I want to have the power to kill myself. Not to be killed. I want that power, at the very least.
And so, Kindness darkens, leaving the world with malevolence.
~*END OF BOOK*~
~*Ken's point of View*~
Without a word, I gently set the book on the ground, pushing it away, so as not to stain it with blood.
Pulling out my newly-sharpened pocket knife, I just sat there for just a moment, admiring the dull gleam of the metal.
Then, in one swift motion, and without another thought, I plunged it into my left wrist.
The pain was excruciating…I almost couldn't think any longer.
Taking a deep breath, I tore the blade from my pale flesh, digging it into my other wrist after wiping the blood off on my shirt.
The blade was once again covered in blood. Dark, red blood, that flowed down the smooth metal as if in tiny rivers.
As I watched, the miniscule rivers of red flowed down the blade, almost forming a picture. The crest of kindness…with blood streaking it down the middle.
I stared, shocked, my pain forgotten for the quickest of moments. The picture disappeared, and the blade was now solid blood.
The pain was getting worse…I felt that I could barely breath.
And at that moment, I realized what I had done. I had tried to commit suicide. No! The others wouldn't want it…if they could see, now, they would be ashamed! Sickened by my actions. I tried to pull my shirt over my head to wrap it around my heavily-bleeding wrists…but it was as if some invisible force was holding my arms in place.
Fate! It was going to kill me, after all! I was a fool…an idiot…to think that I could escape it!
By now, I was feeling so weak that I just let my body sink to the ground. Please…let the pain go away…
Just let me die in peace. After all…there was nothing to stop me from dying.
Oh, God, the pain!
I squeezed my eyes shut, only to let them fly open a second later.
The ground around me seemed to be covered in blood. The Land of Blood, I thought ruefully. The Land of Death.
I watched through painful eyes as the rivers of blood began to wind their way through the soil, as if looking for something.
I was becoming weaker…the loss of blood was beginning to take it's toll on me. Within a few moments I would be dead.
And I can feel my body shutting down, as my soul begins to leave my body behind.
So this was how it was to die. I had wondered, so many times. Every time one of my friends died, in fact, I would sit there for hours, wondering what it had felt like. What thoughts had run through their heads.
Now I knew. It was painful beyond belief. Now I knew how it felt to feel your body being ground into the pavement upon having a plane crash. How it felt to be strangled or drowned, to have the air squeezed out of your lungs. To fall asleep and never wake up. To feel that gigantic object bowl into you, or to have the hungry flames surrounding you on all sides. To be in a car crash, with different parts of your vehicle being plunged into you. To have a deadly disease, or to be enfolded by darkness.
In other words, how it felt to die.
And the thoughts that ran through my head…thoughts of my family. Of my friend's families…of Osamu…dead so many years before me…
My eye lids were drooping shut, as more blood spilled out around me.
And then, it was over.
~*End Ken's point of View*~
And somewhere, an invisible force turned towards the now dead body, watching as it slumped into the ground.
And Fate laughed.
THE END.
*is sobbing hysterically for 2 reasons* 1) omg! Ken-san! I killed you! omg, please, forgive me…*is still crying* that was the hardest thing I've ever had to write! 2) *cries some more* 'Fateful Destinies' has come to an end. *cries* no more…
And I hope that you all liked it. And please, for the love of everything holy, PLEASE review!
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