As my hair turns gray
As my skin becomes shrivelled
As my love becomes hate
And as my eyes become closed

No one is here for me
No love is here no more
For my love is like lemons
Sweet and sour at the same time

The coffin I lie in is cold
So cold that I can see my breathing
Each and every one of them
So I can count them and repent

Repaying my crimes of love
Screaming my hatred of hojo
Wondering about my missing son
Repenting my bittersweet love