AN: Sorry I took an extra day to post this but I went out on

Friday and Saturday so here it is on Sunday. Thanks for all

the reviews I'm really glad that you guys have started to

review again it makes me so motivated. I guess thats all I have

to say for this chapter so enjoy and keep your reviews

coming.




~Sophie

I was lying in bed listening to Peter take in deep breathes. I

couldnt sleep. That seemed to be happening a lot lately. Ever

since I got Peter to talk to Daisy about her options in dealing

with the baby all I could think of was what she was going to

do. She was almost 6 months pregnanat now. We only had 3

more months left for her to decide and already I knew those

were going to be the hardest 3 months of my life.




~Daisy

I couldnt sleep so instead I was lying in bed with my hand

over my stomach feeling the baby kick. Feeling MY baby kick.

Even though this baby came from someone I didnt know who

was a horrible person I loved this baby. I knew that Peter and

Sophie wanted me to give it up..well atleast Sophie did. I

couldnt figure out what Peter was thinking. I didnt even

know what I was thinking. One part of me was screaming to

give it up. That I was 18 years old and didnt need to raise a

baby. That I didnt need to explain to my friends and family

how my baby had been brought into this world, but the other

part of me was saying there's a person inside of me who I've

grown to love and I really cant imagine my life without now

that I've been living with it for 6 months...6 months. That

means I only have 3 more months to decide what to do. I need

to rest all of this confusion has been making me not feel so

good the past few days.



The next day: ~Daisy

I woke up early the next morning and went into town. I went

to the bus station and bought a ticket to Seatle. I figured in a

big city there would be more places where I could go to get

information about all of my options. When they announced

my bus was boarding I got to the spot and got on. After

looking for a few minutes I found my seat. I sat down and a

few minutes later we were off. When I got into Seatle a few

hours later I left the bus station and began to walk around

the city. I didnt know where to go but I knew there were

plenty of places and I was bound to see one just by walking

around. After walking 20 minutes with no luck I went into a

little deli to get a drink and sit down. While I was resting I

noticed a girl who looked to be 15 and about 7 months

pregnant walk in. She was carrying a few pamphlets and I

figured she must know what I was looking for. She sat down

and after watching to make sure nobody else was going to

join her I made my move. "exscuse me" I said gently. "yes?"

the girl said looking me up and down. "well...ahh..I dont

really know how to say this but I noticed that you had some

pamphlets about adoption and being a teenparent and I was

just wondering where you got them." I said in one big

nervous breath. "Ohh" she said smiling sympatheticly "theres

a clinic over on 3rd. They offer free counseling about all of

the options you have and they'll check you out too."

"Thankyou so much." I said as I began to gather my things.

"Hey no problem I know how you feel. " she said eying my

stomach. "yeah if only you did" I mumbled as I walked out. I

found the street in no time. It was about a block away from

the deli and I immediatley began looking for a clinic. I found

it after alittle bit of wandering and after taking a deep breath I

went in. There were a few girls in the waiting room and a

receptionist up front. "can I help you miss?" the receptionist

asked politley. " yeah..um.I'd like to get some information

about my options" I said looking at my growing stomach. "sure

thats what we're here for. Just fill this out and someone will

call you in" she said handing me a clipboard. I filled it out

quickly and gave it back to her. I sat down in a chair and soon

all of the girls who were there when I got there were gone. I

waited patiently until the door opened and my name was

called. I followed the woman down the hall into an office

where we both sat down. " So Daisy you just put that your 6

moths pregnant and dont know what you want to do with the

baby. Is that right?" she asked looking at the form I filled out

"yeah I guess if you want the short version it is." I replied

"well I have time to hear the long version if you want someone

to talk to." she said while getting a some paper out of her

draw. I told her the entire story from my going to the party

to Sophie's constant remarks about adoption. After she gave

me the advice that it was my baby and I shouldnt let Sophie

tell me what to do with it and she gave me pamphlets on

everything from dealing with my rape to adoption, and

keeping the baby. I left the clinic feeling relieved that I finally

had some acurate information and not just peoples opinions.

I got back to the station and waited for my bus back to Agnes.

When they announced the boarding I got on and found my

seat just like I had that morning. A few minutes later an old

lady came and took the seat next to mine. We began a light

conversation about how lovely the city was and when I

yawned she replied with " well no wonder your tired young one.

Traveling with child ." she said looking at my stomach " yeah, yeah I am" I said

as I drifted off to sleep with a smile on my face.





An: In the next chapter Daisy begins to make some desicions

that might not sit well with someone else. how will they

respond?