AN: Sorry I took an extra day to post this but I went out on
Friday and Saturday so here it is on Sunday. Thanks for all
the reviews I'm really glad that you guys have started to
review again it makes me so motivated. I guess thats all I have
to say for this chapter so enjoy and keep your reviews
coming.
~Sophie
I was lying in bed listening to Peter take in deep breathes. I
couldnt sleep. That seemed to be happening a lot lately. Ever
since I got Peter to talk to Daisy about her options in dealing
with the baby all I could think of was what she was going to
do. She was almost 6 months pregnanat now. We only had 3
more months left for her to decide and already I knew those
were going to be the hardest 3 months of my life.
~Daisy
I couldnt sleep so instead I was lying in bed with my hand
over my stomach feeling the baby kick. Feeling MY baby kick.
Even though this baby came from someone I didnt know who
was a horrible person I loved this baby. I knew that Peter and
Sophie wanted me to give it up..well atleast Sophie did. I
couldnt figure out what Peter was thinking. I didnt even
know what I was thinking. One part of me was screaming to
give it up. That I was 18 years old and didnt need to raise a
baby. That I didnt need to explain to my friends and family
how my baby had been brought into this world, but the other
part of me was saying there's a person inside of me who I've
grown to love and I really cant imagine my life without now
that I've been living with it for 6 months...6 months. That
means I only have 3 more months to decide what to do. I need
to rest all of this confusion has been making me not feel so
good the past few days.
The next day: ~Daisy
I woke up early the next morning and went into town. I went
to the bus station and bought a ticket to Seatle. I figured in a
big city there would be more places where I could go to get
information about all of my options. When they announced
my bus was boarding I got to the spot and got on. After
looking for a few minutes I found my seat. I sat down and a
few minutes later we were off. When I got into Seatle a few
hours later I left the bus station and began to walk around
the city. I didnt know where to go but I knew there were
plenty of places and I was bound to see one just by walking
around. After walking 20 minutes with no luck I went into a
little deli to get a drink and sit down. While I was resting I
noticed a girl who looked to be 15 and about 7 months
pregnant walk in. She was carrying a few pamphlets and I
figured she must know what I was looking for. She sat down
and after watching to make sure nobody else was going to
join her I made my move. "exscuse me" I said gently. "yes?"
the girl said looking me up and down. "well...ahh..I dont
really know how to say this but I noticed that you had some
pamphlets about adoption and being a teenparent and I was
just wondering where you got them." I said in one big
nervous breath. "Ohh" she said smiling sympatheticly "theres
a clinic over on 3rd. They offer free counseling about all of
the options you have and they'll check you out too."
"Thankyou so much." I said as I began to gather my things.
"Hey no problem I know how you feel. " she said eying my
stomach. "yeah if only you did" I mumbled as I walked out. I
found the street in no time. It was about a block away from
the deli and I immediatley began looking for a clinic. I found
it after alittle bit of wandering and after taking a deep breath I
went in. There were a few girls in the waiting room and a
receptionist up front. "can I help you miss?" the receptionist
asked politley. " yeah..um.I'd like to get some information
about my options" I said looking at my growing stomach. "sure
thats what we're here for. Just fill this out and someone will
call you in" she said handing me a clipboard. I filled it out
quickly and gave it back to her. I sat down in a chair and soon
all of the girls who were there when I got there were gone. I
waited patiently until the door opened and my name was
called. I followed the woman down the hall into an office
where we both sat down. " So Daisy you just put that your 6
moths pregnant and dont know what you want to do with the
baby. Is that right?" she asked looking at the form I filled out
"yeah I guess if you want the short version it is." I replied
"well I have time to hear the long version if you want someone
to talk to." she said while getting a some paper out of her
draw. I told her the entire story from my going to the party
to Sophie's constant remarks about adoption. After she gave
me the advice that it was my baby and I shouldnt let Sophie
tell me what to do with it and she gave me pamphlets on
everything from dealing with my rape to adoption, and
keeping the baby. I left the clinic feeling relieved that I finally
had some acurate information and not just peoples opinions.
I got back to the station and waited for my bus back to Agnes.
When they announced the boarding I got on and found my
seat just like I had that morning. A few minutes later an old
lady came and took the seat next to mine. We began a light
conversation about how lovely the city was and when I
yawned she replied with " well no wonder your tired young one.
Traveling with child ." she said looking at my stomach " yeah, yeah I am" I said
as I drifted off to sleep with a smile on my face.
An: In the next chapter Daisy begins to make some desicions
that might not sit well with someone else. how will they
respond?
Friday and Saturday so here it is on Sunday. Thanks for all
the reviews I'm really glad that you guys have started to
review again it makes me so motivated. I guess thats all I have
to say for this chapter so enjoy and keep your reviews
coming.
~Sophie
I was lying in bed listening to Peter take in deep breathes. I
couldnt sleep. That seemed to be happening a lot lately. Ever
since I got Peter to talk to Daisy about her options in dealing
with the baby all I could think of was what she was going to
do. She was almost 6 months pregnanat now. We only had 3
more months left for her to decide and already I knew those
were going to be the hardest 3 months of my life.
~Daisy
I couldnt sleep so instead I was lying in bed with my hand
over my stomach feeling the baby kick. Feeling MY baby kick.
Even though this baby came from someone I didnt know who
was a horrible person I loved this baby. I knew that Peter and
Sophie wanted me to give it up..well atleast Sophie did. I
couldnt figure out what Peter was thinking. I didnt even
know what I was thinking. One part of me was screaming to
give it up. That I was 18 years old and didnt need to raise a
baby. That I didnt need to explain to my friends and family
how my baby had been brought into this world, but the other
part of me was saying there's a person inside of me who I've
grown to love and I really cant imagine my life without now
that I've been living with it for 6 months...6 months. That
means I only have 3 more months to decide what to do. I need
to rest all of this confusion has been making me not feel so
good the past few days.
The next day: ~Daisy
I woke up early the next morning and went into town. I went
to the bus station and bought a ticket to Seatle. I figured in a
big city there would be more places where I could go to get
information about all of my options. When they announced
my bus was boarding I got to the spot and got on. After
looking for a few minutes I found my seat. I sat down and a
few minutes later we were off. When I got into Seatle a few
hours later I left the bus station and began to walk around
the city. I didnt know where to go but I knew there were
plenty of places and I was bound to see one just by walking
around. After walking 20 minutes with no luck I went into a
little deli to get a drink and sit down. While I was resting I
noticed a girl who looked to be 15 and about 7 months
pregnant walk in. She was carrying a few pamphlets and I
figured she must know what I was looking for. She sat down
and after watching to make sure nobody else was going to
join her I made my move. "exscuse me" I said gently. "yes?"
the girl said looking me up and down. "well...ahh..I dont
really know how to say this but I noticed that you had some
pamphlets about adoption and being a teenparent and I was
just wondering where you got them." I said in one big
nervous breath. "Ohh" she said smiling sympatheticly "theres
a clinic over on 3rd. They offer free counseling about all of
the options you have and they'll check you out too."
"Thankyou so much." I said as I began to gather my things.
"Hey no problem I know how you feel. " she said eying my
stomach. "yeah if only you did" I mumbled as I walked out. I
found the street in no time. It was about a block away from
the deli and I immediatley began looking for a clinic. I found
it after alittle bit of wandering and after taking a deep breath I
went in. There were a few girls in the waiting room and a
receptionist up front. "can I help you miss?" the receptionist
asked politley. " yeah..um.I'd like to get some information
about my options" I said looking at my growing stomach. "sure
thats what we're here for. Just fill this out and someone will
call you in" she said handing me a clipboard. I filled it out
quickly and gave it back to her. I sat down in a chair and soon
all of the girls who were there when I got there were gone. I
waited patiently until the door opened and my name was
called. I followed the woman down the hall into an office
where we both sat down. " So Daisy you just put that your 6
moths pregnant and dont know what you want to do with the
baby. Is that right?" she asked looking at the form I filled out
"yeah I guess if you want the short version it is." I replied
"well I have time to hear the long version if you want someone
to talk to." she said while getting a some paper out of her
draw. I told her the entire story from my going to the party
to Sophie's constant remarks about adoption. After she gave
me the advice that it was my baby and I shouldnt let Sophie
tell me what to do with it and she gave me pamphlets on
everything from dealing with my rape to adoption, and
keeping the baby. I left the clinic feeling relieved that I finally
had some acurate information and not just peoples opinions.
I got back to the station and waited for my bus back to Agnes.
When they announced the boarding I got on and found my
seat just like I had that morning. A few minutes later an old
lady came and took the seat next to mine. We began a light
conversation about how lovely the city was and when I
yawned she replied with " well no wonder your tired young one.
Traveling with child ." she said looking at my stomach " yeah, yeah I am" I said
as I drifted off to sleep with a smile on my face.
An: In the next chapter Daisy begins to make some desicions
that might not sit well with someone else. how will they
respond?
