Happiness

~Ossu! Sorry to disappoint you..this is not a new chapter for those of you hoping it was! Haha..its just a poem I thought I'd stick in you know? Oh and it looks like its going to be Hiiro-chan but don't worry, please keep telling me who you want Usagi to hook up with. Hmm perhaps with more than one wingboy? ^.~

Oh and thank you SOOO MUCHH for all the wonderful reviews. That really boosted my writing confidence. You don't know how much it means too me. If only you could have seen me! I didn't know that getting reviews would be so exciting! *Everyone else sweat drops* haha sorry this is my first posted fanfic so I'm really excited. Keep up with the great reviews. Oh and did you guyz notice that I made mamoru a good guy? Haha. Everyone always turns him into a complete asshole. Haha. But it doesn't mean I like him..no way. Mamo baka deserves to die. And he probably wont come back. Unless my story gets realllly boring and I need some conflict..but then I already made him all nice and caring. o.0 anyways Thanx again!~

Disclaimer :: I do not own Sailor Moon or Gundam Wing.

The Change of Fate

Poem :: I will

Author :: Sailor X

Happiness.

I no longer know the meaning of the word

My life itself has lost its meaning

My friends, they were my light

And now the light has died

I long to be able to join them and have my smile return

But death is only a dream for me

There's so much I need to learn

In a way, I have died

I am but a soulless shell

Sworn to protect the galaxy

Cursed with immortality

An immortality to be lived in eternal loneliness

I live alone

I fight alone

And if the day comes, I will die alone

Oh, how I yearn for death

Fate won't even allow me to take my own life

I suppose I can die in battle

But with the power that I've been given

That day will probably never come.

Is this my destiny?

I beg of you, please just let me be free

But I know that will never happen

At least answer me this question

Why me?

Why must all my friends be taken from me?

Why must I keep fighting when the ones I loved and protected are dead?

Why am I the one to suffer?

Have I done anything to deserve this?

Can't you see I can't do this alone?

But I must try

I will try

I promised them I would move on

I will do it, even if it takes me long

I will, my friends.

:: End Poem ::

~So how was it? I wrote this realllllly quickly so it's not one of my best poems.. I hope you liked it though. Okay well I'll get the next chapter out soon okay? And PLEASEE feel free to give me some ideas or things you would like to see in the next chapters because I'm having major writers block..its getting harder and harder to think of something original! Geeshh. Okay then ja ne guyz! ^.^x ~

Written :: April 8th